Month: April 2011

Love | gathering momentum

MORNING
Good morning! I am so grateful to be awake at 7:30am about to go work out! I am so grateful that we get up early at least once a week! I am so grateful for the awesome classes we get to take! I am so grateful for our inexpensive Y membership!

I'm so grateful for this apple and our magick pellets. I'm so grateful it wasn't hard to get up today. I'm so grateful we can always do whatever we want. I'm so grateful I have time to focus. I'm so grateful I slept. I'm so grateful I have a brand new day ahead of me. I'm so grateful for everything I realized about love yesterday. I'm so grateful to always be moving.

I'm so grateful for new challenges. I'm so grateful I realize it's an emotional journey every single time. I'm so grateful it gets easier. I'm so grateful to be awake and alive! I'm so grateful to have another day to focus! I'm so grateful my heart is beating and I'm breathing! I'm so grateful for the pulse of life! I'm so grateful for the underlying energy that powers us all. I'm so grateful the feeling of love which indicates our connection with that energy.

I'm so grateful for this beautiful world. I'm so grateful we get to listen to the jams. I'm so grateful for the soundtrack to my life. I'm so grateful my life is so interesting. I'm so grateful for naps. I'm so grateful for dreams. I'm so grateful for computers as hand extensions.

Wouldn't it be nice to have epiphanies and revelations today? Wouldn't it be nice to let things unfold? Wouldn't it be nice to practice unconditional love? Wouldn't it be nice to understand love better? Wouldn't it be nice to do some illustration? Wouldn't it be nice to work on that AJ video project? Wouldn't it be nice to record again today? Wouldn't it be nice to come up with a brand new project to work on? Wouldn't it be nice to feel my best? Wouldn't it be nice to kick ass in class this morning? Wouldn't it be nice to have connecting moments? Wouldn't it be nice to practice loving everyone?

What do I want?
I want to feel energized, refreshed and rested. I want to feel powerful, strong, and calm. I want to know. I want to love. I want to do pullups! I want to design new thought direction tools. I want new wants. I want fresh air. I want fresh life. I want fresh fresh fresh. I want new experiences. I want to go out and do things. Ride my bike. See the sights. Live the life. I want to have fun. I want to not care about anything. I want to create my best work! I want to play more AJ. I want to say YES more. I want to focus. I want to change my world. I want to be the best. I want to write forever. I want to make pictures. I want to design. I want to constantly be creating. I want to do more, see more, make more. I want love love love!

I am refreshed, energized and rested. I am powerful, strong and calm. I know. I love. I design thought direction tools in the air. I am always wanting new things. I'm fresh, always experiencing new things. I'm living my life. I'm having fun. I don't care about anything. I'm doing my best work. I'm the best, and I'm changing my entire world. I'm doing more, seeing more, making more, being more every single day. I am perfect just where I am and only getting better.

What I want to feel today

  • Love

Today I intend to look for ways to love and be love.

I love taking the time to focus! I love feeling good! I love getting up early on Saturday! I love knowing that it's flowing! I love being part of the flow!

Advice from Clair

Clair, how do I feel more love?
Give more love. Be more vulnerable. Open up. Let go of your fear.

Telling my future

Today I conquer the world.

What does your about page say today?

Loved, loving, lover.

Today's affirmations / thoughts to bookmark

  • Love.

Links I love

Do nothing, achieve everything | gathering momentum

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I am so grateful for Friday mornings. I am so grateful for relaxing mornings. I am so grateful for all the time in the world to sleep.

I am so grateful for Sharon's Attitude Gratitude post. She refers to my last gathering momentum post, saying "I love today's gathering momentum post from Jessica, because it makes me feel she's reached a point where she has reached a higher level of consciousness. Truly. So inspiring."

I am so grateful that my vibration is reflecting that kind of feedback to me. I am so grateful that I am at a higher level of consciousness. What does that even mean? Today it just means that I get it and I live it the best I can. I'm practiced. I do my job.

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I'm so grateful I repaired some AJs and did a bunch of custom mods today! I'm so grateful for Astrojax. I'm so grateful I'm still so into them after 4 months. I'm so grateful there is always more to learn. I'm so grateful they always teach me what I want to know.

I'm so grateful that I create my self with each new thought. I'm so grateful that all that matters is right NOW. I'm so grateful the world is designed the way it is. I'm so grateful I have some grasp on the big picture. I'm so grateful I feel safer than with any religion. I am so grateful that my eyes have been opened and they can never be shut. I'm so grateful I'm waking up.

I'm so grateful that I choose to focus, day after day after day after day. I am so grateful to have a daily practice in these posts. I'm so grateful that writing these posts is less like a chore and more like a relaxing spa treatment. It's fun to come here and play with ideas that make me feel good.

I'm so grateful for Kelly's artistic progress. I'm so grateful I get to watch her artist self bloom. I'm so grateful she inspires me to draw more. I'm so grateful she inspires me to do less. I'm so grateful I understand the concept of "do nothing, achieve everything" more every day.

I'm so grateful that I am creatively driven. I am so grateful that even if I never make another large scale project the rest of my life, these daily posts are art enough. I am so grateful that this is an artform of some kind. The art of thought direction.

I'm so grateful I am thinking of these posts in new ways. I'm grateful I was super inspired by the typography on the latest post at Gilt Clover!

I am so grateful I can feel a new project coming. I am so grateful I am making so much progress vibrationally. I am so grateful for my expansion. I am so grateful I get to catch up! I am so grateful for the process of life. I am so grateful for the pulse. I am so grateful for the inspiration to make art. I am so grateful for time to do what I want.

I am so grateful to be focusing on this beautiful Friday night. I am so grateful we get to go to the gym in the morning and do spin and pump. I am so grateful for our workout schedule because it provides so much continuity. I am so grateful that I need very little external stimulation to be entertained, I spend most of my time playing with ideas in my own head.

I am so grateful to be choosing to focus. I am so grateful for the feeling of relief that comes with writing paragraphs and paragraphs of gratitude. I am so grateful that it works every single time. I am so grateful that my fingers type my thoughts without having to think about it. I am so grateful for this body. I am so grateful for FOCUS OMG.

I am so grateful that I'm inspired to work on the podcast again. I am so grateful that doing the podcast pushes me to be more open. I'm so grateful the podcast forces me to evaluate my position from a different perspective. I am so grateful that the podcast challenges me to be as weird as possible. I am so grateful that I always strive to stand out and be unique. It's fun.

I am so grateful that writing these posts always orders my consciousness. I'm so grateful for this opportunity to focus.

Wouldn't it be nice to spend more time doing gymnastics? Wouldn't it be nice to improve my AJ flow? Wouldn't it be nice to be able to access flow whenever I want? Wouldn't it be nice to make visual art? Wouldn't it be nice to improve my hand skills? Wouldn't it be nice to find a new thought pattern to hold onto? Wouldn't it be nice to have my thoughts printed so I could observe them more easily? Wouldn't it be nice to program myself like a computer a little more easily?

What do I want?
I want to program myself into knowing. I want to exist in a state of knowing. It's my only wish!

A state of knowing is another way to describe the vortex. I want to always be in my vortex.

Our thoughts determine what manifests, and our emotions are physiological responses to thoughts. By selecting our thoughts very carefully, we can always exist in whatever emotion we desire. We just have to find the thoughts that make us feel knowing.

The thing is that no thoughts make us feel knowing. Since thought is the only thing that can cut us off from the flow of well being, we are instantly connected to our source when we are without thought. This happens when we sleep, meditate, and "flow".

So to program myself into knowing, I have to exist in flow when not sleeping or meditating. I have a few things that help me get into flow, but I want something more immediate.

So far I have the mantra "I feel so good I'm in the flow." I have Astrojax, which get me in the flow pretty easily if I focus. I have other flow toys like hooping and poi.

I have drawing, which puts me in flow if I can calm my need to DO something enough. I have writing, which puts me in the flow very easily, but requires a lot of focus.

Group fitness classes do the trick almost every time.

It seems like I'm looking for a symbolic action or thought process that distracts me from my physical reality and is also a cumulative good, like exercising. Astrojax really does a fantastic job at this, so I guess I'm looking for something to use when I'm not playing AJ.

What does the feeling of knowing feel like? It feels like I KNOW that my thoughts are creating my reality. It feels like being attuned to receiving the manifestations I desire. It feels like things unfolding perfectly, especially social interactions. It feels like the people around me operating more as my backup dancers than entities with their own agendas. It feels like playing AJ with the whole world. It feels like looking in the mirror. It feels like smiling at myself. It feels like meeting with Clair in my mind. It feels like magick. It feels like Christmas morning. It feels like popples and pound puppies and magick wands. It feels like being taken care of for the rest of my life. It feels like abundance and love.

In the feeling of knowing, I don't have many thoughts. I have some picture-thoughts, of scenes that remind me of the feeling of knowing or that are evidence of it. In the feeling of knowing, my mind feels like it's whirring on its own, on positivity autopilot. It feels like movement even after I've stopped moving. It feels like so much relief, like "of COURSE all that stuff had to go down, so I could have THIS MOMENT." It feels like peace and harmony. It feels like I'm vibrating at the level of source. Like I'm in sync with the flow of life. Like I'm a blade of grass.

Knowing feels like going real deep and finding more comfort the deeper I go. It feels like unwrapping a present. It feels like being loved. It feels like everyone in my life coming together to tell me they love me and throw me a party. It feels like it's all here for me. It feels like I'm the main event, the shooting star, the creator of it all. It feels like, when I look at people, they give me this look like "yay you're getting it!" Not because they are separate from me and more advanced than me, but because I made them to teach me and I designed them to have a look of recognition in their eyes when I'm getting closer to my source. When I feel knowing, looking at other people is like looking in the mirror.

Knowing feels like going at the perfect speed. It feels like being able to handle power. It feels like all I can say is "just jump in! do it! it's easy, just jump!" It feels like letting go. Knowing IS letting go, because you let go of things you know will come back to you. Letting go is trusting the universe to support you. Letting go is KNOWING that everything is unfolding perfectly.

Knowing is like watching a group of people perform a beautiful routine, and realizing that you can join them. Once you join the routine, your body automatically knows how to do all the moves. And you stare at yourself in amazement, thinking "I knew how to do this all along! I've always known this!"

Knowing is loving yourself unconditionally. Love is at the same level as knowing emotionally. And everything in your reality is a reflection of you. So when you love your reality unconditionally, you love yourself unconditionally, and vice versa.

I love you no matter what you do. I love you because I am one who loves, not because you are lovable.

What I want to feel today

  • Knowing. And I want to get there with my thoughts alone, not requiring any activity. Or at least I want to find a new symbolic action.

Today I intend to design and craft and make and scheme and create. Today I intend to enjoy doing what I love doing most - thinking and feeling, thinking and organizing, thinking and having epiphanies.

I love that I can choose to turn my thoughts around at any instant. I don't have to sleep first, I don't have to work out first, I don't have to meditate first. I don't require a hard restart to shift processes.

I love thinking about a good mood pill, that isn't based on chemicals, but instead on thoughts. Taking a pill is one of the easiest ways to remedy various ills, can a pill remedy a bad mood without containing chemicals? And I don't just mean a placebo, I mean can you swallow a thought to make it take root and start thinking it instead of whatever negative thoughts you have going on? Can there be a knowing-thought-pill?

I love that these posts are how I conceptualize my projects. I love writing as design. I love that while I type away at these prompts, I'm formulating designed products in the background. I love my process.

There must be some way to instantly "quantum leap" to the feeling of knowing without drugs. It has to be the simplest seed thought, almost like a koan. It has to work on anyone. It has to take hold and stay there. Even if it only works once, like hearing a joke for the first time, it would be a wonderful step in the right direction.

When I perform AJ for people, especially drunk people at bars, I can communicate that feeling of knowing (as long as I'm feeling it too). Because in order for me to perform properly, I have to let go completely and give all control to the universe/life/source. I have to let life live me. I have to let source guide my hands and movements. I have to be free of thought.

How can we easily let life live us? What is a seed thought that instantly stops thought and sticks you in the flow?

I can picture the newscast now, "Doctors have a new drug on the market - one that stops thought. Researchers say that thinking less can actually enhance our enjoyment of life as well as increase our creative output." Hahahaha wouldn't you laugh if that was on the news?

I love working this out here. I love focusing. I love that I have refined what I want so much more. I love that I am a deliberate creator. I love that I focus on solutions. I love that I design for fun. I love being an independent designer. I love listening to myself and myself alone.

11 things I'm excited about today

  1. Pondering knowing.
  2. RPM and Pump in the morning!
  3. Playing AJ with my new custom sets!
  4. Practicing letting go.
  5. Practicing knowing.
  6. Choosing focus more and more.
  7. Loving myself.
  8. Recording a new TPP ep!!
  9. Having fun laughing with Kelly.
  10. POP MUSIC ATTACK!
  11. Thinking because it's fun.

10 things I appreciate about myself

  1. I can party like a pro.
  2. I am driven.
  3. I fine tune my vibration every single day.
  4. I've come so far in the past year!
  5. I know that focus is a lifelong path, not a one time event.
  6. I do what feels best.
  7. I ask myself first.
  8. I see more and more evidence of the laws of the universe in action every single day.
  9. I make AJ videos.
  10. I am getting better at letting go and loving unconditionally.

Advice from Clair

Clair, how can I make a simple thought direction tool that's a digital download and that works really well?

Remember that the solution is right in front of you, and you just have to tune yourself to the vibration of the solution. What does it feel like to have this tool in your possession?

It feels like having a magick wand. It feels like being in a lucid dream. It feels like relief, knowing that I am always one instant away from the feeling of knowing. It feels like having something that everyone wants to look at because it's so unique. It feels like getting stopped on the street by everyone asking me where I got it. It feels like new technology. It feels like a miracle. It feels like an iphone sort of. It feels like a text from a crush - you know, the one when they seal the deal by admitting sexual attraction. It feels like YES, things are aligning for me! Yes, this really works!

It feels like a new toy that you are so excited to wake up and play with, like a new video game system or computer or musical instrument. It feels like a reason to get out of bed. It feels like something that once it exists, we'll think "how did we ever get along before this?!"

It feels like when I used to use my own blood in ritual magick. I knew that if I used my own blood, it would work. And it did, every single time.

It feels like a spell that you know works. It feels like once you look at it, you really can let go. It feels like accomplishing something. It feels like the best guided meditation in the world, but it can be accessed without sound. It's just an object. But it triggers something. It's simple, like a circle or a ring. But it's infinitely complex, like a quantuum computer.

It feels like realizing you have a new belief that's really serving you. It feels like a magick button.

The solution clears your mind, reminds you of what you know, and instantly makes you let go. And now that I know what the solution feels like, I can stop thinking about the "how" and let the inspiration come from the universe. I can let go now.

Telling my future

Today I keep my focus and flow from one activity to another, always choosing the perfect thing to do, think and say. Today I explore the flow. Today I am a flow pioneer. Today I am trusting the universe. Today I am letting go.

What does your about page say today?

I am the player; life is my game.

Interview with myself

What do you want to have accomplished by June 1?
I designed a simple thought direction tool (digital download!) that sold like wildfire because it really, really works.
I solved the money puzzle.
I spend 95% of my time in the feeling of knowing.
I can do 10 pullups.

Today's affirmations / thoughts to bookmark

  • I go with the flow.
  • I am the player and life is my game.
  • All I do is win.

Links I love

Trust the process of life | gathering momentum

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I am so grateful for my second lucid dream of the year! Kelly was guiding me to swim in and out of this pool, showing me I could breathe underwater and above. Then I realized I was dreaming! And then I got love letters...

I'm so grateful we get to go home tonight! I'm so grateful for spinach smoothies. I'm so grateful for this gorgeous day. I'm so grateful for my iphone. I'm so grateful we live in Texas. I'm so grateful it's so nice out!

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I'm so grateful for the opportunity to spend time at my parents' beautiful house. I'm so grateful they trust us to watch all their animals. I'm so grateful they got to have a fun camping trip. I'm so grateful we get to go home a day early! I'm so grateful there wasn't much cleaning to do. I'm so grateful I'm learning to much about thought direction. I'm so grateful I feel such relief when I remember that life is just a puzzle and to feel better all I truly need is a better feeling thought.

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I'm so grateful Kelly and I are enjoying being outside, Kelly painting and me writing. I'm so grateful to have an outdoor office! I'm so grateful I am taking this time to focus. I am so grateful I already ran the dishwasher and took the garbage out. I'm so grateful for Coke Zero. I'm so grateful for my FUNFILE and Moleskine and website. I'm so grateful for thought direction tools always close by.

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I'm so grateful for my outdoor office. I'm so grateful for all these cute kitties around us. I'm so grateful for the warm air on my skin. I'm so grateful I returned all my emails! I'm so grateful for contrast because it means I'm expanding. I'm so grateful I'm working on a new article/idea about money. I'm so grateful I feel eagerness and fun about money now! I'm so grateful I get it more and more every day. I'm so grateful I have my headphones and can listen to the jams while writing. I'm so grateful for Bluetooth. I'm so grateful for this delicious moment. The sun is shining strong, the weather is idyllic, everything smells good, I'm sitting at a comfortable table, I'm surrounded by animals and my lover, I have water and peanuts and pens and paper and love!

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I'm so grateful for this gorgeous view. I'm so grateful for the lushness of everyday life. I'm so grateful for the abundance that surrounds every single person. I'm so grateful for the abundance that is this life on this Earth. I am so grateful that I know there is ONLY abundance - any lack is only a perception. I'm so grateful I've been practicing directing my thoughts for so long and see constant evidence of my efforts. I'm so grateful for vibrational projects like crushes and money. Everything is just a puzzle trying to teach me something. I'm so grateful I have that perspective - I can have distance from anything in my life by choosing to focus on what I can learn.

I'm so grateful for the ability to focus. I'm so grateful we have come so far as a... perspective project. I'm so grateful I see life in terms of puzzles and not problems. Every puzzle has a solution. And every solution came from a puzzle. I'm so grateful I know everything is just vibration, an emotional journey. I'm so grateful for my emotions which guide me towards better feeling thoughts which create a better reality for myself. I'm so grateful I can choose to have fun. I'm so grateful everything, EVERYTHING, is a choice. I'm so grateful I know to direct my thoughts. I'm so grateful I know thoughts are the most basic building block of physical reality. I'm so grateful I know love is the most basic building block of life.

I'm so grateful for challenges. I'm so grateful my life is challenging, because if it wasn't I'd be pretty bored. I'm so grateful I rarely feel boredom. I'm so grateful I am always doing my work. I'm so grateful my mood is my work. I'm so grateful the sun stays out so late now. I'm so grateful it's summer. I'm so grateful for all the delicious smells around me. I'm so grateful I can type with my eyes closed. I'm so grateful for this moment. I'm so grateful that when I truly focus, I know that I put everything here around me. I created all of this. I am responsible for every single element of my reality. It is so empowering to know that.

I'm so grateful I know how to choose to feel good. I'm so grateful I know that it's just THOUGHTS that determine my enjoyment of life. I'm so grateful I spend so much time directing my thoughts and figuring out how to better direct them. I'm so grateful we meditated this morning. It was so delicious to do it outside. I'm so grateful for this life experience. I'm so grateful I spend so much time thinking about what I'm grateful for, until I truly feel my mood turning over, moving up the scale. I'm grateful for focus! I'm grateful for sleep and energy! I'm grateful I don't have to DO anything, it's all an emotional journey! I'm grateful I know that everything I want ALREADY exists right in front of my face, and that all I have to do is become a vibrational match. And that to become a vibrational match, all I have to do is get in a good mood! I'm so grateful I know at least that much! I'm so grateful my life experience has proven all this to me! I'm so grateful I can still remember that life is magick. I'm so grateful for the times I've SEEN it.

Wouldn't it be nice to feel my best? Wouldn't it be nice to illustrate the feeling of knowing? Wouldn't it be nice to get better at feeling knowing and staying there? Wouldn't it be nice to get way more toned and cut? Wouldn't it be nice to have a really fun day? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to just ASK myself what I should do? I always always know, I just have to ask. Wouldn't it be nice to remember that my guidance system is always on and working? Wouldn't it be nice to have a blissful drive to Austin? Wouldn't it be nice to find the perfect thing to do tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to be more decisive? Wouldn't it be nice to ride bikes? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I already am the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to be inspired? Wouldn't it be nice to pull myself up into knowing, just like that? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I'm in control? Wouldn't it be nice to practice my Spanish? Wouldn't it be nice to go swimming? Wouldn't it be nice to swim in a lake off of someone's boat? Wouldn't it be nice to let go and relax? Wouldn't it be nice to trust? Wouldn't it be nice to slip into knowing without trying?

What do I want?
I want to be a blade of grass. I want to spend more time meditating. I want to get a haircut. I want to paint my nails. I want more workouts. I want clarity in my vibration. I want to garden. I want to go to Mexico. I want more courage. I want the perfect facebook update. I want to love myself unconditionally. I want to love and accept every experience and thought I have. I want to climb trees. I want to listen to myself. I want to take my own advice. I want to program my mind to do the things I know it should do! I want to consciously practice thought direction even more.

I want to have fun. I want to laugh at more jokes! I want to find some good comedy or something. I want to be around funny people all the time. I want to come up with more thought direction tools. I want to play the money puzzle. I want to go to a theme park. I want to camp on the beach. I want to practice my magick. I want more upper body strength! I want to be Clair. I want peace. I want internal stillness. I want to learn. I want to remember that I am loved by my vibration and that I can trust the process of life.

What I want to feel today

  • Knowing!
  • Trust!
  • Fun!
  • Playfulness!

Today I intend to know.

I love what I already know.

Advice from Clair

Trust the process of life!

I’m in the flow | gathering momentum

good afternoon
I am so grateful to be housesitting. I am so grateful for the beautiful weather. I am so grateful we are up during the day! I am so grateful for my parents cute dogs. I am so grateful for my siblings. I am so grateful and excited that my sister Kerri is visiting soon! I am so grateful we get to go to class. I am so grateful to be focusing. I am so grateful to be thinking about what I want. I am so grateful to be remembering to be my higher self. I am so grateful I know that I can be Clair in any moment.

I'm so grateful there are things I can do to make my experience better when I am tired. I can think in mantras, drink caffeine, and relax.

I'm so grateful for this beautiful weather. I'm so grateful we get to go to class. I am so grateful I feel refreshed. I am so grateful I feel good. I am so grateful for Kelly. I am so grateful for this moment. I am so grateful for sleep. I am so grateful I was able to fall asleep. I'm so grateful for the now. I'm so grateful for FB. I'm so grateful for my computer. I'm so grateful for green grass and blue skies and the deep heart of Texas. I'm so grateful to be getting my mind oiled with positivity. I'm so grateful to be choosing to go with the flow. I'm so grateful I'm caught up with my expanded self. I'm so grateful I'm caught up with my writing. I'm so grateful I wrote that article this morning. I could have let it go for a couple days and then it just wouldn't be as relevant. I'm so grateful I act on my inspiration immediately. I'm so grateful for my inspiration!

I'm so grateful for the hot Texas sun. I'm so grateful it's hot out today! I'm so grateful for the hummingbird feeder and all the little birdies. I'm so grateful for StumbleUpon. I'm so grateful for gmail. I'm so grateful for my website. I'm so grateful for all the people who came before me. I'm so grateful for everyone's willingness to take a chance and exist on Earth. I'm so grateful we're all in this together. I'm so grateful we are all one. I am so grateful I brought pajama pants! I am so grateful we get to see our kitties tonight. I am so grateful I remembered my toothbrush. I'm so grateful we get to drive and listen to the jams. I'm so grateful to be focusing on gratitude! I'm so grateful for my life. I'm so grateful for the now. I'm so grateful I can repeat myself if I want just to keep the momentum going. I'm so grateful I do these posts for me and me alone. I'm so grateful I've done one almost every single day for over 4 months. I'm so grateful I can always feel the difference.

I'm so grateful I know when I need to focus. I'm so grateful I'm fine tuning my vibration. I'm so grateful I practice so much! I'm so grateful I practice directing my thoughts at all times. I'm so grateful I know to be Clair. I'm so grateful I know what that means. I'm so grateful I can aspire to that. I'm so grateful I have a point to aim for. I'm so grateful I have a symbol of where I want to be. I'm so grateful I have a blanket wrapped around me. I'm so grateful for my parents' comfortable house!

Wouldn't it be nice to feel totally woke and refreshed all day until bed? Wouldn't it be nice to kick ass in Pump and Kickboxing? Wouldn't it be nice to have my best workout yet? Wouldn't it be nice to teleport to Austin? Wouldn't it be nice to have a thought direction device that didn't require typing or writing? Wouldn't it be nice if it was like... a magnet or something? Wouldn't it be nice to make a guided meditation? Wouldn't it be nice to keep making more and more and more? Wouldn't it be nice to name a kid Pollyanna? Wouldn't it be nice to watch that movie? Wouldn't it be nice to drive a hummer? Wouldn't it be nice to have a 4wd vehicle for the beach? Wouldn't it be nice to vacation at the beach? Wouldn't it be nice to feel knowing forever and ever? Wouldn't it be nice if knowing was my set point? Wouldn't it be nice to be perfectly fueled for our workout? Wouldn't it be nice to get all the cats in before we leave? Wouldn't it be nice to go on a hike at Ink's lake? Wouldn't it be nice to bask in the sun? Wouldn't it be nice to feel hyper and happy and hyphy? Wouldn't it be nice to work myself into a feeling good frenzy and stay there?

What do I want?
I want to feel good. I want to feel knowing. I want this day to unfold perfectly. I want to feel awake and energetic. I want to feel refreshed and fantastic. I want to feel inspired and creative and driven and motivated and knowing! I want to remember that I made all of this! I want to remember my power! I want to use my power! I want to let it unfold! I want to be in the moment! I want to appreciate what's so good about right now!

Right now I am warm in a blanket. I am wearing my favorite Nike workout clothes. All of the animals are safe and sound. It's quiet. The sun is shining and it's hot out. I am well fed, well rested, and completely healthy. My digestive system works perfectly. I'm writing, my favorite pastime. Kelly is sleeping soundly. The windchimes are singing. The wind is blowing. This house smells so good. My fingers type as fast as I want them to. My fingers know what to do. I'm not very sore, and I'm ready to work out. I don't have a headache. I feel good. I'm smiling. I'm breathing deeply. I'm appreciating my surroundings. I'm appreciating this spacious table I'm working at. I'm appreciating this amazing machine at my fingertips that allows me to direct my thoughts.

What I want to feel today

  • Knowing. It's like a buzzing, spinning sensation in my mind. It feels like the best speed in the world. It feels like heaven. It feel like peace. It feels like sense. It feels like love. It feels like the rhythm of life.

Today I intend to keep gathering momentum! Today I intend to practice being my higher self! Today I intend to feel knowing! Today I know! Today I intend to let life live me. Today I intend to stop thinking. Today I intend to feel. Today I intend to anchor myself in the moment. Today I intend to think "I feel so good I'm in the flow".

I love focusing. I love the relief I feel from writing this. I love that I have a bookmarked thought/mantra to think and I don't have to ponder anything the rest of the day. It's like giving my mind a vacation or day pass or massage. You're free to go! Thanks but no thanks! Go chill out!

I love housesitting! I love the challenge! I love that we get to leave soon! I love the Y! I love working out! I love my life! I love focus! I love knowing what I know! I love doing the work! I love doing my job! I love showing up! I love that this works every single time!

Advice from Clair

Go with that flow! Stop thinking, smile, and play!