Month: June 2011

We’re all waking up, aren’t we? | gathering momentum


I am so grateful for Whole Foods and green juice and the vegan bar. I'm so grateful for successful meetings and conscious creation. I'm so grateful I chose to create what I wanted instead of creating by default.


I'm so grateful for the ability to eat such awesome food and go wherever I please. I'm so grateful for the mall and new sports bras! I'm so grateful for big sales! I'm so grateful that when you ask, it is given.


I'm so grateful for Kelly and her hilarious sense of humor. I'm so grateful to have her by my side. I'm so grateful for her bright attitude and commitment to feeling good. She makes feeling good look effortless. I'm so grateful for this glorious woman, each and every day.

I'm so grateful I choose focus. I'm so grateful I can wake up disoriented and cranky and choose to sit down and write about what I'm grateful for instead of pouting in bed. I'm so grateful my mood is my work. I'm so grateful my mood is my work. I'm so grateful my mood is my work. I'm so grateful my mood is my work. I'm so grateful my mood is my work.

I'm so grateful that what you think about, you bring about. I can choose to think about whatever I wish and that is what my reality will consist of. What an opportunity! I'm so grateful for focus. I'm so grateful I know I can direct my thoughts no matter what. I'm so grateful I can put my mind on autopilot and think of new things to be grateful almost effortlessly. I'm so grateful for my car. I'm so grateful for my home. I'm so grateful we changed our air filter! I'm so grateful for signs from the universe. I'm so grateful for my family. I'm so grateful for inspiration. I'm so grateful Kelly and I got to browse bedding because it was so fun to discern preferences.

I'm so grateful today was our day off from the Y. I'm so grateful for Astrojax and hula hoops. I'm so grateful for my computer and the chair I'm sitting on and the clothes on my back. I'm so grateful I know my worth. I'm so grateful I know my work. I'm so grateful I know my value. I'm so grateful I know the truth. I'm so grateful Kelly mopped. I'm so grateful Kelly is typing away behind me. I'm so grateful we get to do whatever we want.

I'm so grateful to be directing my thoughts. I'm so grateful to be riding the wave. I'm so grateful to be flowing. I'm so grateful to know that all I have to do is think about what I want. I'm so grateful I can choose what emotion to feel.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the most fun night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to see more and more evidence of the dream? Wouldn't it be nice to do my best work every moment? I am! Wouldn't it be nice to keep thinking about what I want?

How am I expanding?
I am energized and confident and feeling better than ever. I am so excited to see other people. I feel like I'm waking up from a dream, or becoming more conscious in a dream. Today at Lady Foot Locker I was able to stop thinking about petty thoughts for a few minutes and really enjoy my interaction with the employees. I wondered what they would feel like. Their skin textures were so vivid. They were the most fascinating creatures I've ever seen. I felt like I could do anything, like they were dolls or puppets. I wanted to touch them. I want to poke and prod and ask, do you feel this? Are you real? Is this a dream? Are you awake? What the hell is going on? Isn't this fun?

I'm in a lucid dream. I'm in a lucid dream. Whatever I want will come true. All I have to do is FOCUS.

I'm flying. I'm flying. I'm flying with my own body. I'm so light. I'm lighter than air. My movements are effortless. My life is effortless. I flow from one scene to another. (The song that's playing right now has only the lyrics "I came to manifest my dream.")

I am creating this. I want adventure. I want NEW THOUGHTS. NEW IDEAS. I am full of so much inspiration. I am full of so much excitement. I am full of so much curiosity for life. I am waking up. I am becoming lucid. I am embracing my power. I am becoming lucid.

I am so grateful for reminders of what I truly know. I am so grateful for remembering to remember.

Everything is unfolding perfectly. Those old wants I've had? They're done. Completed. Achieved. I can let them go. Onto the next. Now what? Now what?

I have the perfect thing to say. Everyone always asks me lots of questions. I have great conversations with everyone I interact with. I am constantly blown away by the brilliance of those I surround myself with. I am so lucky to keep such great company. I attract wisdom from everything around me. Everything around me has a message, because everything around me is an indicator. What is this telling me? What is this telling me?

I trust universal indicators. I trust the universe. I trust myself. I am perfect. I am in the right place at the right time, always. Everything always works out perfectly for me. I ask questions. I get asked questions. All I want are more questions.

I am dancing, I am free. I am flowing without a care in the world. I am worry free. I am worry free. I am worry free. I am worry free. I am free from worry. I have fun every minute of my life. I am so fascinated by everything in my life. Life is such an INCREDIBLE mystery to get to unravel like a present under the tree! Don't you just LOVE learning more? Getting it more? Laughing at it more? Playing with it more?

I am silly I am laughing I am the best joke teller in the world. I am so funny! I always have the perfect thing to say. I am free. I am confident. I let life live me. I am so eager to see what's next. I am so eager to be breathing in the NOW. I am so eager to be alive. I am so excited to be alive! I am SO HAPPY TO BE ALIVE! Now what? What's next? What do I want?!

My best Astrojax play ever.
My best hooping ever.
Best conversation. Best laughs. Constant laughs. Constant playfulness.
Constant play! Learning how to play with everything.
Waking up more in the dream. Becoming more powerful. Discerning preferences and manifesting my desires. Letting go.

I'm going to try Allison's list of post-money "want" categories!
Technical
Physical Activity + Training: letting life live me while I play AJ. Mastering my AJ flow. Getting better and better and better. Performing professionally. Astrojax gymnastics. Practice. Practice. Practice. Play.
Master Skills: improving my writing. Mastering kickboxing. Getting way better at podcasting.
Direct Creative Projects: Finding a new type of imagemaking that is so unbearably delicious that I can't stand it. And I can create it with my phone or in the moment or on the fly. New type of imagemaking. Visualize then document the manifestation? NEW imagemaking! New things to write about. New things to think about. Be inspired to work on my site more and more and more. Simplicity.

Experiential
Experience the World: see new parts of Austin. Travel to Europe as much as possible. Travel to every country. Take my cats somehow. Meet new people, feel new ideas, fall in love. See the wonders of the world. Be inspired by all the incredible shit I've made. Be inspired by all of physical reality. What a creation!
Life experiments + personal development: sleep less. Eat all raw, effortlessly. Take more spiritual adventures. Find ways to become more brave. Develop more and more confidence. Uncover more of my power. Allow more of my power.
Accomplish dreams, conquer fears: tightrope walking, trapeze, sky diving, bungee jumping, connecting with animals, connecting with all different types of people, release OCD thoughts about if I left the burner on, lucid dream more and more, find peace daily, live in a commune, release attachment to everything I love, get better at loving unconditionally, have a deeper and deeper relationship with Kelly, enter the next dimension and stay there, upgrade all of consciousness, become one with all of consciousness, experience ecstasy, release fear. Fear of heights, fear of death, fear of pain, fear of failure, fear of loneliness, fear of letting go, fear of the ultimate power.

Social
Socialize + Love: to develop loving relationships with everyone I meet. To love everyone unconditionally. To feel the same in return. To uplift, always. To practice humor and silliness. To share, share, share.
Serve + Give to others: To share, share share. To give as much as I can. To improve all of my creation. To remember to give. To always feel abundant. For everyone to have everything they need (they already do).
Evolve Humanity / Change the World: to master thought direction and see that reflected to me everywhere. To upgrade consciousness. To evolve to more love. To evolve to more connection. To have a global awakening. That life is deep. And this is only the beginning. We are just waking up. Isn't it fun?

I LOVE THAT LIST ALLISON!! THANK YOU!

What I want to feel today

  • Knowing. I know I am vibration. I know my thoughts create. I know that what I think about, I bring about. I know that I am made of pure positive energy. I know I am part of the infinite flow of life. I know that I am all of life. I know that I am all of consciousness. I know that when I change the way I look at things, the things I look at change. I know I can choose what to feel first, then attract experiences that produce the same feeling. I know I am perfect. I know that everything is unfolding perfectly. I know that the more I let go, the more I flow. I know that my mood is my work! I know that my mood is my work! And I REFUSE to be anything less than the best at my job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Relief. I'm so relieved. I'm so relieved. I'm so relieved to feel more and more connected to source every day. I'm so relieved to know I don't have to take anything seriously. I'm so relieved my only work is my mood. I'm so relieved that relief is the only feeling I need to practice. I'm so relieved that all of these feelings are the same. They feel like getting it, like being in on the big universal joke. Knowing the meaning of life. Living life. Being ALIVE. Conscious. Awake. I'm so relieved to have seen the big picture. I'm so relieved the big picture is simply to feel good and love. Because the more you love, the closer you are to god.
  • Confidence. I am the most enchanting, beautiful, fun girl in the world! I have it all, and so do you! Let's play together! Let's have fun together! Confidence conquers, doubt defeats! I can do anything I want and I am GOOD at it.
  • Fun. That thrill at the top of a roller coaster. The challenge of a new flow toy. Laughing at jokes. Falling in love. Celebrating. It's everyone's birthday!
  • Curiosity. How the hell? I need to know more! Tell me more! Expand my world! Give me something new to think about! A new game! A new toy! A new concept. A new discipline. A new interest in an old discipline. What's next? What exciting things will come next?
  • Amazement. I'm blown away. I can't believe how incredible this is. This is changing my life forever. This is my new thing. Life is SO DEEP.

Today I intend to wake up more. To love. To play. To be fearless. To breathe. To smile.

I love Kelly. I love myself. I love Clair. I am Clair!

I’m so grateful for meditation!

I'm so grateful for meditation! I'm so grateful we get to get red bulls! I'm so grateful I know my mood is my work and I let life live me! I'm allowing well being. I'm allowing the universe to take care of my needs. I'm in the flow. My mood is my work! I love my life. I don't have to DO anything. I am creating all of this. My thoughts create. I am confident and free! I am so inspired. I am so excited! The perfect opportunity is at my doorstep. I always let life live me. My mood is my work. My mood is my work. I love my life and I'm so exited to see how this day unfolds! I love having fun. I love allowing. I love letting go. I love focusing. I love that I feel so good! I love that we get to go to campus! I love KNOWING. I love becoming part of new communities. I love flowing from one scene to the next. I love red bull! I love Thursday's!

I’m so grateful my mood is my ONLY work.

I'm so grateful to be awake and alive. I'm so grateful to be riding the wave. I'm so grateful I know that my mood is my work. I'm so grateful for pwny and linty. I'm so grateful Kelly swept and mopped last night! I'm so grateful we aired out our place! I'm so grateful we get to go to campus today. I'm so grateful to choose focus. I'm so grateful to choose feeling good. I'm so grateful to have such an interesting life. I'm so grateful for hot showers and the UT campus. In so grateful for an extra hour of sleep. I'm so grateful our place is so deliciously clean! I'm so grateful for Kelly. I'm so grateful she's my business partner. I'm so grateful for all the fun we get to have! I'm so grateful for fun meetings. I'm so grateful I can choose how I want things to unfold.

I'm accessing more and more enjoyable projects. I'm working with people I love. My mood is my work. My mood is my only work. I choose to feel good. I choose optimism. I choose love. I choose fun. I choose play. I choose ludology! I choose adventure.

I am attracting perfect solutions. I am a vibrational match for the solution. I choose to put my mood first. I choose to follow my intuition. I choose to see things as I want to see them. I choose to live life my way. I choose to create opportunities for myself everywhere I go.

I expect to have the best day of my life. I expect to have fun. I expect to feel excited. I expect to take nothing seriously. I expect only the best opportunities. I expect flow. I expect love. I expect brand new, riveting ideas. I expect things to go my way. I expect to let life live me. I expect to feel good. I expect to remain in control of my vibration. I expect to focus on what I want.

I've found the perfect project. I've found the ideal solution. I've created the ideal situation. I've attracted what I want. I expect everything to unfold perfectly. I expect the universe to take care of me. I am fearless and passionate. I am doing my best work. I am open to the gifts of the universe. I choose fun! I choose ease! I choose flow!

Life is fun. I am so grateful to be here. I am so grateful for new opportunities.

I expect easy solutions. I expect abundance. I expect joy! I expect perfection. I expect flow.

My mood is my work. My mood is my ONLY work.

do it differently from everyone else | gathering momentum


I am so grateful for the incredible day we just had. I'm so grateful I'm becoming more aware of the negative thoughts that pull me out of the vortex. All it takes to stay in a good mood is to keep thinking good thoughts. I think sometimes I let them back in because I want to make sure I'm not forgetting about something important. That's bogus! I just have to keep the good thoughts flowing. There is no reason to ever revisit the negative thoughts.

I'm so grateful for car rides with good friends. I'm so grateful for the jams in said car rides. I'm so grateful that everything has been magickal and synchronous today. We had some major epiphanies about our apartment. I saw this shower curtain with beautiful rocks on it that look exactly like my dream travel destination. (I'm already there!) Everything I read online is inspiring and related to my current thought patterns (obviously, but I'm just aware now). I think about what I want (to laugh at jokes with friends! to see my best friend! to keep my focus! to fly during kickboxing! to have a good-smelling apartment! to connect with everyone I interact with! to have fun!) and it happens. I'm so grateful that after we got home from the gym, I laid on the bed for a good hour and thought about what I want. And I wanted inspiration to my next move. And I wanted trippy, fantastical adventures with my best friends. And then I basked in the moment, Linty purring, I was feeling so comfortable and relaxed after a hard workout. And then the inspiration came, and we had a blissful adventure with friends! And I got to laugh at jokes and relive my dreams... It's all so real, I can almost touch it! I am in control! It's all entwined! It's all so intricately yet clearly connected!

I'm so grateful to choose focus. I'm so grateful to be riding the wave and wanting to keep riding it. I'm so grateful that I have more awareness about my thoughts than ever before. I'm so grateful to be SUPER into meditation. I'm so grateful that meditation works such wonders for my life. I'm so grateful that I am disciplined in feeling good. I'm so grateful that's my only work. My mood is my work! My mood is my work! That's all! I have to remind myself all the time, but it's such a relief to KNOW!

I'm so grateful I learned to be good to myself. I'm so grateful I learned to put myself and my mood first. I'm so grateful to be an uplifter. I'm so grateful to be constantly uplifted! I'm so grateful for my physical body. I'm so grateful I've been feeling so strong lately. I'm so grateful I feel like I'm improving in so many areas! I'm so grateful I'm such an excellent driver. I'm so grateful my mood is my work. I'm so grateful my mood is my work. I'm so grateful my mood is my work.

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All I want to do is FLY! | gathering…

meditation
I am so grateful for meditation. I am so grateful for time to be still. I am so grateful for time affluence. I am so grateful to live life on my own terms. I am so grateful for prickly little thoughts of HUGE things to come that make me nervous and excited. I am so grateful for the flow of well being that creates us all.

I am so grateful to be so in love with myself and my site. I am so grateful for my site! I love my site! It's so cool! It's so full of awesomeness and inspiration! I love reading through it. I'm so grateful I'm so proud of my work and my life. I'm so grateful I feel so good today. I'm so grateful Linty is chilling right next to me on my desk, purring really loud and being cute.

I'm so grateful we get to work out today and I'm so grateful we get to eat mostly raw today and I'm so grateful for my fun beautiful wife! I am so grateful for my cats and my family! I am so grateful my parents want to learn to make sushi with us for my dad's birthday! I am so grateful my parents live near Austin! I am so grateful I get to see them so frequently! I am so grateful for my loving mother who always emails me and checks up on me! I am so grateful for my funny father who always sends words-of-the-day with funny clues. I am so grateful for hula hoops and body pump and kickboxing and astrojax and rolla bolla and poi and flow wands and light up toys!

I am so grateful Kelly spends so much time on art, it's so inspiring. I am so grateful for my graphic design education. I am so grateful for Jennifer Gunji. I am so grateful for all the amazing mentors I've had. I'm so grateful for this journey I'm on! I'm so grateful the better it gets the better it gets! I'm so grateful for underwater videos. I'm so grateful for Kelly. I'm so grateful for focus.

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I'm so grateful for SO MUCH CUTENESS IN MY LIFE!

Wouldn't it be nice to have a great work out today? Wouldn't it be nice to play AJ for a few hours today? Wouldn't it be nice to write another article? Wouldn't it be nice to connect with people? Wouldn't it be nice to think about what I want all day? Wouldn't it be nice to have my mind blown today? Wouldn't it be nice to find more ways to feel good?

How am I expanding?
I am abundant in every way. I notice my abundance and get more of it, constantly. I am so free and confident. I am so in love with my life. I am so excited to see what happens next.

Today my body can move in ways it never could before. I have so much strength and power. I can flow effortlessly. I am jovial and joking and having so much fun. I am playing with my body and with everyone around me. Today is everyone's birthday! Today is my birthday! I am so excited to see everyone. I am so excited to have fun!

I am connecting with people like never before. I am watching my magick play out all around me. Everyone is having so much fun playing. We all feel so free. We all feel so connected. We know our oneness. We love each other so much!!

My art is turned up to 11. I have new ideas that are so mind blowing I can hardly contain them. I attract brilliance with my brilliance. I am so turned on and tapped in. I am connected to the flow. I am a channel of pure positive energy. I funnel the universe right through my fingertips. I am waking everyone up! It's morning! Let's play!

I am flying. All I want is to fly. I am flying and floating and jumping and flipping and spinning and dancing. I am creating magick with my hands and my feet and my smile and my entire body. I move like a river. I move with the flow. I am the flow.

More circus please! More toys please! More games please! More fun please! More jokes please! More laughter please! More love please! More bliss please! More flow please! More excitement please! More opportunity please! More working on my website please! More writing please! More art! More ecstasy!

What I want to feel today

  • Knowing. Yes this is a dream. Yes I am in control. Yes I am creating all of this. Yes the universe supports me. Yes there is magick in every NOW moment. Yes this is heaven!
  • Flow. I can fly! I can float! I can lose myself in the rhythm of the universe and experience pure ecstasy!
  • Abundance. I have everything I need right NOW. I am so abundant. I have plenty of food, a place to live, amazing friends and family, the perfect job, I live in the perfect city, I live in the right place at the right time, ALWAYS! The universe takes care of me! I am confident and free! Life is living me! There is always more. There is always more. It never ends. Consciousness is infinite.

Today I intend to do my best work.

I love how good I feel today! I love how easy it is! I love how focused I am! I love that all I want to do is FLY!

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Good morning! So grateful for a new day!

I'm so grateful yesterday was such a blissful day. I'm so grateful I got to write a new article. I'm so grateful to be awake and alive! I'm so grateful I wrote down my dreams. I'm so grateful we get to go to pump & kb today! I'm so grateful Kelly made us sushi last night! I'm so grateful I can wake up and think, "my mood is my work" and feel so good because of it. I'm so grateful we got to hoop at the Y and I learned a new trick! I'm so grateful pwny is so cute. I'm so grateful for another fun day ahead of me! I'm so grateful I returned my emails & forum replies last night! I'm so grateful Kelly logged into the forum and posted!! I'm so grateful I know I'm on the leading edge. I'm so grateful I feel so together today. I'm so grateful all it takes is one day of focus to get back on top. I'm so grateful we have so much great food to eat! I'm so grateful I feel so healthy, strong & energized. I'm so grateful I know my mood is my work! It makes everything more fun! I'm so grateful for Kelly and how she keeps me warm.

I'm so grateful to have a client meeting tomorrow. I'm so grateful to be focusing. I'm so grateful I know. I'm so grateful I flow.

I am energized and ready to take over the world! I am a thought direction expert! I love myself and those around me unconditionally. I feel so relieved. The next huge thing is coming today. I am strong, excited, adaptable and eager to see how the day unfolds. I love my life!!

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Need a New Job?

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I'm still reading Do You!: 12 Laws to Access the Power in You to Achieve Happiness and Success by Russell Simmons. Today I read Law Number Five: Never Less Than Your Best. In this chapter, Simmons extols the virtues of hard work and how it inevitably leads to success. He describes his disciplined routine including meditation, yoga and going to bed before midnight.

You have to hustle and bust your ass every day to make your way to the top. You have to stay focused on what you want and work towards it every single day. If you want a job with a certain company, start working for them for free and make yourself indispensable. "The world is going to be what your hard work makes it."

At first this chapter really stressed me out, because I couldn't figure out what the hell my "job" was that gets me out of bed every morning. There is very little "work" I do on a daily basis - if I'm thinking in terms of checking off items on a to-do list or "building my business". I make business decisions when I'm inspired. I don't force myself to constantly come up with new campaigns or return emails or find new affiliate programs. Those things, while they can be fun when the mood strikes, aren't exactly my passion.

So what am I working on every day? What is my passion? The answer came to me in meditation today, and it was a HUGE DUH that I've known all along. My mood is my work. My job is to feel good. Literally. My only obligation in the world is to myself, and the most important part of my life is enjoying it.

Every single morning when I wake up, I write. I write about what I'm grateful for, and what I love, and what I Know. I focus my attention on thoughts that feel good. And then I meditate, to experience the deliciousness of being thought-free. Then I exercise, to feel the ecstasy of having a strong physical body. And then I play with flow toys, to learn the joy of being in sync with the universe. And after doing these things, I'm usually in a really excellent mood. I don't have to do all of them every day, but I like to. Because they all drastically improve my mood.

Why is my mood my work? You can check out the School of Life Design lessons to learn more, but essentially the reason I care so much about how I feel is because what I feel is what I attract. When I feel good, I don't have to worry about income, because I trust there is always more coming. When I feel good, I don't worry about my health, because I know there is only well being. When I feel good, I am able to appreciate all of the conflict in the world, because when I know what I don't want, I know what I do want. And those desires we have are what keep life expanding.

When I feel good, good things come to me, effortlessly. The things I want for my business, my relationships, and my health come easily when I feel good. So why would I declare anything to be my work other than my mood? If all good things come from feeling good, then feeling good is my top priority. Nothing else matters.

When people ask, "Do you have a job?" I reply, "Yes, to feel good." When they ask, "What do you do?" I reply, "I practice feeling good." Another good response to "do you have a job" is "I'm a magician." Because by practicing feeling good, everything that I want comes to me effortlessly. And while it may look like magic to the untrained eye, all I'm doing is being a cooperative component in the universal flow. And that infinite, loving flow of well being wants nothing more than for each one of us to be and do and have everything we desire.

I used to have this nagging feeling that even though my job is to feel good, shouldn't I be trying to earn money too? Now that I am finally at peace with my "work", I can abandon those worries and go full force! I feel and then I see. Not the other way around. As Wayne Dyer says, "when you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change."