Month: September 2011

I love this [gathering momentum]


I am so grateful to be focusing. I am so grateful to be writing. I am so grateful everything is speeding up so quickly. I am so grateful for the flow. I am so grateful for the Now. I am so grateful for my site. I am so grateful for my computer and my phone. I am so grateful for spinach smoothies. I am so grateful for Kelly and her solutions. I am so grateful for a full night of sleep. I am so grateful for our friends. I am so grateful for my universal grocery lists. So grateful for Astrojax. So grateful for toys. So grateful to feel good. So grateful to be directing my thoughts. So grateful to have multiple current projects going on! So grateful for my cute clothes. So grateful for the jams. So grateful for inspiration. So grateful for fresh ideas and thoughts. So grateful for Pwny and Linty.

So grateful I can run again. SO grateful I'm a magician. So grateful for new patio furniture! SO grateful Kelly hooked it UP! So grateful for coffee! So grateful for massages from Kelly! So grateful I am so loved and cared for! So grateful for booming AJ business! So grateful for stacks of cash coming from every direction!!!!

My vision
I see myself having the best night of my life. I see myself playing with everyone like they were my true love. I see myself winning! I see myself as the best. I see myself as a magician. I see myself having fun. I see myself sexily eating food. Haha. I see myself flowing. I see myself in the flow. I see myself bringing the light. I see myself laughing and playing and joking! I see myself not caring about what happens. I see myself feeling good no matter what. I See myself having fun with everyone. I see myself having fun and being cute!

Wouldn't it be nice to record another podcast tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to write even more? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best meditation of my life?

How am I expanding?
What do I want to create?
Rave Cave logo. Rave Cave Astrojax sales page. Magick trick #2.

Where do I want to create it?
Computer! Life.

With whom do I want to create it?
Kelly. I want Kelly to help with the sales page please!

Why do I want to create it?
To sell AJ online because ppl be asking for it! I want to enable more people to play AJ!
And I want to work on that second magick trick because it's fun and it works.

What or who do I want to be?
A magician. A sexy magician. A playful, fun, confident, loving, sexy magician.

Why do I want to be that?
To lead the play.

Where do I want to be?
The NOW!

Why do I want to be there?
ALl the secrets to life are in the now!

What do I want to do?
Have so much fun at poker. Win everyone's money. Sell Astrojax. Play. Make Jokes. Be in the now!

Where do I want to do it?
The now!

What I want to feel today

  • flow. the feeling. my body from the inside.
  • confidence. power. I'm the best. Knowing.
  • COnnection. Love. Oneness.

Today I intend to explore magick. Today I intend to project a clear strong signal of love and confidence .

I love the power of thought! I Love the power of focus! I love Nicki! I love the jams! I love flow! I love being in the flow! I love trusting the flow! I love my wife! I love that she cares for me! I love that she gives me massages and hooks up the craigslist!!!

The Now

So grateful for a new day and a new chance to iterate. So grateful we went to the store. So grateful for Kelly. So grateful for new opportunities. So grateful I can choose what I think. So grateful I can choose how I feel. So grateful for my friends. So grateful for games. So grateful for my fun life. So grateful for this day. So grateful I get to do whatever I want. So grateful I get to choose my schedule. So grateful for my family. So grateful I can choose to feel good for no reason. So grateful I know to feel good first. So grateful thought direction works so well. So grateful for beautiful women. So grateful for time to write. So grateful for time to focus. So grateful to be on my own path. So grateful for my senses. So grateful I know everything is me. So grateful for the flow. So grateful I can choose the flow at any time. So grateful I can choose to feel good at any time. So grateful I can choose focus at any time. So grateful for my home. So grateful for time to sleep. So grateful for fun days and nights. So grateful for contrast which causes me to focus. So grateful for my health. So grateful for this now.

So grateful I know it's all me. So grateful for vivid dreams. So grateful I know everything in my reality is a reflection of myself. So grateful I can choose focus. So grateful for my strength. So grateful for spinach smoothies. So grateful I get to choose my mood.

I want wireless, matterless earplugs/earphones. I want to turn on my music and have music go straight to my ears without another device.

I want to work on my next magick trick. I want it to be my best work. I want it to be fun and flowing.

I want to choose the flow. I want to feel for the flow and go with it. I want to direct my thoughts successfully all day. I want to look and feel my best.

I want to be loving and kind and generous. I want to be on the the wave. I want to be in the flow. I choose alignment.

I want to be in the now. I want to be in the now. I want to be in the now. I want to be in the now.

I want to get my bike fixed! I want to go for a walk. I want to be outside. I want to be more connected to nature. I want sun and water and grass and dirt. I want to love myself unconditionally.

I want to love my reality unconditionally. I want to remember that I am my experience. I want a fresh start. I want to go with the flow. I want to get what I want! I want more magick.

major manis


So grateful for the now. So grateful for the concept of life. So grateful for autosaving drafts. So grateful for good music. So grateful to take inspiration from my own site. So grateful for a new gd opportunity! So grateful for all of the major manifestations that come so fast.

So grateful for our podcast! So grateful for a new one!

So grateful I have a podcast. So grateful it's like a tv show. So grateful it's such an awesome record. So grateful to be downloading a backup of our site. So grateful I back up my work. So grateful for this place to write.

So grateful for the flow. So grateful I can choose the flow at any time. So grateful thinking about that is such an easy way into the flow. So grateful we meditated today. So grateful we went grocery shopping, and had plenty of money to buy whatever we want. So grateful to be working with new people!!!!! So grateful for a new adventure.

So grateful to get to be around wonderful people all day every day. So grateful for perfect friends and family. So grateful for flowing relationships. So grateful for this gorgeous fall night. So grateful it's almost OCTOBER!@!!!!

So grateful for the abundance flowing in my life. So grateful I always have plenty. So grateful everything is working out with me. So grateful for my risk taking abilities. So grateful I am bold and fearless. SO grateful I chose a vibration to practice and pwned it. It works, it truly does. You just have to talk yourself mind into it.

I love that this is my work. I love that applying philosophy to my life experience and documenting it is just what I do. I love focusing on feeling good. I love that it works. I love that everything is working out for me. I love that the more I believe it, the more it's true. Imagine a crazy person. If they felt crazy, wouldn't you think they were crazy, at least a little bit? I feel like everything is working out for me, and it does. And I see it all the time, in patterns and details and gifts from the universe. The manifestations we see in a day are incredible!

So grateful for major manifestations. So grateful to get better and better at making vibrational progress. So grateful it feels exponential in growth. So grateful for the speed of the flow. So grateful for my confidence. So grateful to be paying attention. So grateful for a NEW SCHEDULE holy cow that is going to open up so much time!

So grateful I'm having so much fun. So grateful the chik fil a has bomb ass waffle fries and dip&sqz ketchup. Wow that is so amazing. What innovation in fast food tech. Do you love it?

So grateful for astrojax. So grateful I'm willing to explore new ideas. So grateful to be going in my very own direction. So grateful I know exactly what I'm doing> So grateul to be one with my experience. So grateful to be learning how to type while being one with my experience. So grateful to be learning how to flow in every moment. So grateful to remember feelings I haven't felt since last january! So grateful for the playfulness of the universe. So grateful writing works every single time!

So grateful for the delicious peaceful feeling in my body. So grateful for the feeling of a massive amount of flowing being and doing. So grateful I can feel the flow going through me like a current. So grateful for the concept of electricity. So grateful there are thoughts that know more than me. So grateful for the infinite expansion of the universe. So grateful I remember to be in the now. So grateful it's feeling so weird/new lately. So grateful for the thrumming in my veins. And the idea of feeling my body from the inside. And the idea of breath connecting me to all of reality. It's all one solid mass, and I know what 360 degree sensing must be like. Isn't this so fun? Isn't this so fun to watch the universe play? Isn't it so fun to get to cocreate with the magick of the universe, or god, or whatever you want to call it?

Isn't it fun that meditation is FUN? Haha so grateful meditation has become fun for me. So grateful for my skill at getting in a good mood. So grateful I care about how I feel. So grateful for Abraham. So grateful for my strong abs. So grateful for my health. So grateful for my fitness. So grateful to play. So grateful for new people to play with. So grateful for new opportunities that blow in with the weather. So grateful to be open and not clinging. So grateful to be open. So grateful to be open. So grateful to be open.

I'm here to have fun and flow. I'm here to enjoy the music. I'm here to enjoy the physical experience of being able to sense vibration in so many different ways.

I'm here to ask for what I want, and receive it. I'm here to discern preferences by sifting through contrast. I'm here to expand the universe with my creative power. I'm here to feel good. I'm here to have fun!

You'll always be taken care of. You;ll always be able to control your vibration, no matter what happens. It's the ultimate control.

It feels like waking up in a lucid dream, waking up in the now. You learn ways to stay lucid for longer. Little tricks, like feeling your body from the inside. Eventually you'll have the knowing at all times.

I love seeing people at the top of their field do their best work. I love seeing people about to become the top of their field. I love bosses. I love it when people know how to get what they want. I love it when people don't care about what other people think. I love it when Kelly does the laundry. I love it that I write so much every day. I love it that pop lyrics have so much depth.

I love the incredible indicators that show up everywhere. I love remembering that "as soon as you stop wanting something, you get it." I love asking for ways to not care about getting what I want. It's such an easy back door.

So grateful for the power to direct thought. So grateful for such a creative power. So grateful to be a unique point of experience. So grateful to feel like an individual and one all at once. So grateful to be ready for the next level. So grateful to be stepping up my courage. So grateful to be doing more. So grateful to have new opportunities to apply my magick. So grateful for all the time in the world to write and direct thought. So grateful it's such a powerful tool. So grateful I have something works for me so well. And for other people too!

So grateful I keep up with my thought direction practice. So grateful to feel ordered and at ease. So grateful to always be looking for the flow. SO grateful thinking about the flow makes me feel excited. It gets me out of bed in the morning, it's like having your best friend to play with in every moment. If you feel for the flow, you'll feel it. And once you start going with it, LIFE GETS SO FUN. Who knew all those cliches were true...

So grateful I took the time to prove it to myself. So grateful I dedicated myself to following my heart. So grateful everything already worked out for me.

So grateful to remember feelings I want more of. So grateful for SO MANY delicious feelings to feel.
Like the smell of pencil boxes.
And the feeling of everything in my reality telling me "congratulations!"
ANd the feeling of everything "getting it" just as much as me, and reflecting my knowing back to me.
And the feeling of confidence, of knowing I'm going the right way because I'm going MY way.
And the feeling of being the best, of being caught up with my higher self. The feeling of being in the flow and trusting and loving it.

And the feeling of being one with my environment. And the feeling of keeping my focus at night, the power and mystery that is waiting for me there.
And the feeling of being the best, the best at taking my own path. I am the best at being me. Does that explain it? It used to suck to be me, now it's the best. It's all just words. Who cares?

ANd the feeling of not caring, because I know wherever life takes me will be incredible. Because the now is incredible. And the longer I keep that feeling, the more incredible now moments I attract.

It's so worth it to keep my focus at night by writing. It wakes me UP! There is flow everywhere, always, forever.

SO grateful for inspiration. So grateful for adventure. So grateful for new chapters. So grateful for new stories. So grateful for ac. SO grateful it's fall. So grateful for fun days. So grateful to be doing EXACTLY WHAT I WANT ALL DAY EVERY DAY OMG THIS RULEZZZZ.

So grateful to write and write and write and have still more time to write. So grateful I can always keep my focus through writing. SO grateful I notice a draft being saved at 1:11.

So grateful for constant synchronicity.
So grateful for opportunities to zoom out and flow in new ways.
So grateful for fresh puzzles.
So grateful to be better at playing puzzles.
So grateful for stacks of cash.
So grateful for infinite Astrojax.
So grateful for my phone.
So grateful for the power of thought.

So grateful for an open space for a new magick trick. So grateful to be letting it come to me. I love this! I love letting it all come to me! I love this I love it I love it...

So grateful for indicators everywhere I look. So grateful for a good attitude. So grateful idgaf. So grateful to be getting better and better and better at sensing the flow.

What do I want to create?
a new magick trick

Where do I want to create it?
in the flow

With whom do I want to create it?
cooperative components

Why do I want to create it?
fun! to practice.

What or who do I want to be?
in the flow

Why do I want to be that?
because it feels good and it's fun and it leads me to the best experiences...

Where do I want to be?
in the now

The Now

So grateful for this now. So grateful for a new place to eat. So grateful for the abundance surrounding me. So grateful we are out during the day. So grateful for chik fil a !

So grateful I don't care. So grateful for this now.

So grateful for the time to think and feel and do what I want.

So grateful for the flow!

Look for the flow! [gathering momentum]

I am so grateful to be awake and alive. I am so grateful to find another can of coffee! I am so grateful for all my little magickal implements. I am so grateful that I can wake up and think, "look for the flow!" And then it's so easy to find and enter. Look for the flow! Can you imagine if we'd been taught to look for the flow since birth?!

So grateful for fresh opportunities and doors opening. So grateful for hot coffee and organic apples imported from Vegas. So grateful for Nicki! So grateful for day trips. So grateful I get to do whatever I want, whenever I want. So grateful for the flow. SO grateful this is my work. So grateful this is what I do. So grateful I know the truth.

So grateful my thoughts create. So grateful I'm a magician. SO grateful I'm a designer. So grateful I'm the best!

So grateful for my home and my health and my friends. So grateful for my family and my kitties and for always having plenty of food to eat. So grateful to be a risk taker. So grateful to care about how I feel. So grateful I know exactly what I'm doing. So grateful for expansion. So grateful for new ideas. SO grateful for the flow.

SO grateful to be god having a physical experience. So grateful to remember to feel my body from within. So grateful for restful sleep. So grateful my dreams have been so vivid! So grateful for Kelly. So grateful we get to do things together.

So grateful for time to write. SO grateful I get to make Kelly breakfast. So grateful for apples and sunflower seeds. So grateful to feel in control of my vibration! SO grateful to be excited to be awake and alive!

So grateful to feel good and in the flow. So grateful for hot showers and flow. So grateful for everything in flow. So grateful I can see the flow. SO grateful I can FEEL the flow. So grateful for Astrojax. So grateful for fun days and fun nights.

So grateful for the power of focus. SO grateful for the power of thought. So grateful for order in my consciousness. So grateful for Kelly. So grateful for Pwny and Linty. So grateful to be up during the day! So grateful for the flow. So grateful for the flow. So grateful for the flow. So grateful for the flow.

So grateful for infinite food and infinite resources. So grateful I know that infinite resources are the truth. Grand unified theory. End of hunger. Infinite travel, food, fun. It's all right here. YES! Goosebumps. We're antennae perfectly built to receive and transmit waveforms.

So grateful for advancements in technology. So grateful for Nicki Minaj. So grateful for magick. So grateful I know exactly what I'm doing. I'm so grateful for the flow. So grateful I feel the flow everywhere I go.

So grateful for Kelly! So grateful for smiling! So grateful for the power of focus! So grateful for the flow! So grateful I can choose the flow at any time! SO grateful for the flow. SO grateful for websites. So grateful for the Internet. So grateful for Nicki. SO grateful for magick. So grateful for the power of now. So grateful for the power of thought. So grateful I can latch my mind onto the flow.

So grateful I can choose the flow. So grateful I can choose to flow. So grateful I can choose flow. So grateful I can choose to be silly and smiley and fun. So grateful I can choose to be confident and go with the flow. So grateful I trust the process of life. SO grateful I know exactly what I'm doing. SO grateful I know what's up. SO grateful for new ideas and information.

So grateful to be sore. So grateful to be able to run 2 miles, do body pump and kickboxing all in a row. SO grateful for apples. So grateful for astrojax. So grateful for the power of thought. So grateful for meditation. So grateful to look for ideas that feel good and find them. So grateful we get to go on a daytime adventure. So grateful life is so fun. So grateful I can choose the flow. SO grateful I take the time to prepave.

So grateful for Kelly. So grateful for my wife! So grateful for good music. So grateful I have so much time. So grateful to be a yes. SO grateful to feel the yeses in the air. So grateful I get more head than a guillotine. So grateful I know. So grateful I can direct my thoughts.

So grateful for fresh jams. So grateful for dancing. So grateful to feel good. So grateful to wake up to a $10k day. SO grateful good things always happen. So grateful I know to look for the good things. So grateful the good things are all around us all the time. SO grateful to have a life philosophy and to just be able to LIVE.

So grateful to feel ordered and at peace. SO grateful for my life experience.

My vision
I see myself confident, fearless, silly and fun. I see myself in the flow. I see myself in control of my vibration. I see myself sending a clear, strong signal of love and confidence. I see myself smiling. I see myself having fun! I see myself not caring about what anyone else thinks. I see myself doing things just because they're fun. I see myself in the flow. I see myself as the best in my field. I see myself as the best version of myself.

I see myself acting from a state of knowing. I see myself entering the dualistic meditative state more and more, all day every day. I see myself keeping my zen. I see myself maintaining my vibration. I see myself as the leader, the goddess, the creator. I see myself as knowing. I see myself sharing knowing. I see myself smiling and laughing. I see myself confident and beautiful and perfect. I see myself in the flow. Jessica, I love you exactly the way you are. You are perfect, and you're doing everything right.

I see myself in the flow, without resistant thought. I see myself with my thoughts in the flow. I see myself feeling the flow more and more. I see myself trusting the process of life. I see myself dancing with astrojax. I see myself camping! I see myself in the center. I see myself in the center of a vast movement, a universal everything.

I see myself as confident, loving, and light. I see myself as a radiant beam that uplifts everything in its path of focus, like the sun. I see myself as beautiful and flowing. I see myself as powerful and creative and positive and full of delight and wonder and astonishment. I see myself with the thoughts I want to think.

I see myself as a powerful magician, a spiritual designer, and a leader of consciousness upgrade. I see my path lighting up before me, and I see myself becoming more aware of the path. I can feel it when I can't see it, and I can hear it when I can't feel it. I see my path so clearly.

I see myself learning so much. I see myself attracting new ideas and inspiration and really exciting projects. I see myself working on huge meaningful work, which is meaningful because it is so fun to do. I see myself doing the work for the fun of it. I see myself directing thought because it feels good to direct thought. I see myself meditating because it feels good to meditate. I see myself designing because it feels good to design. I see myself in control of my vibration and being the most powerful woman in the universe.

I see my life unfolding in perfect harmony, just as I intended. I see myself entering a new level. I see myself excited and thrilled to be alive. I see myself with the best attitude I can possibly muster. I see myself as a prolific writer, a pioneer in thought direction, and a happily designed life. I see myself as brave and bold and courageous. I see myself asking for what I want. I see myself being in the Now. I see myself present and looking for clues. I see myself taking the opportunities the universe gives me. I see myself saying yes to what is. I see myself saying yes to the flow. I See myself feeling the flow.

All you have to do is feel for the flow, and it's there. All you have to do is ask for the flow, and it's there.

I love my life.

Wouldn't it be nice to find the perfect image for my article? Wouldn't it be nice to have more rituals? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to be and do and be and do alternately?

How am I expanding?
What do I want to create?
Love. Connection.

Where do I want to create it?
Outside.

With whom do I want to create it?
Everyone I encounter.

Links I love

magick trick #1!

Magick Trick #1: Hacking the Law of Attraction

magick trick #1!
Thank you Neon23!

We got some magick tricks up in here for y'all! Today we'll discuss how to stop sending a signal of lack so you can finally receive all the booty you want.

The law of attraction works in this manner (see Abraham-Hicks for more on this philosophy):

  1. Ask for what you want.
  2. Believe the universe will bring it to you.
  3. Receive what you want by not caring if you get it or not and finding a way to feel good without it.

The third step trips me up all the time. How am I supposed to stop wanting what I want? Why would I want to? I want to because the universe can't bring me something if I'm projecting a signal of "I want this and I don't have it." The universe will keep sending me experiences that reflect my signal of lack. If I can stop projecting "I don't have this but I want it," and feel good anyway, I know what I want is on the way.

So how does one stop projecting the signal of "I don't have this"? The answer is much simpler than I expected. All it takes is a single thought: "I want a reason to stop caring if I receive this manifestation." You may find, as I did, that you have much less resistance to that desire, and the universe will bring you some reason to stop caring about getting what you want.

For example, say you want a specific amount of money. You want this money for a good reason, I'm sure. If you really need money to pay bills, it might be hard to stop wanting this money - how else will your bills get paid?! But if you ask for a reason to stop caring if you get the money, you'll be so surprised about what comes. You might get a new employment opportunity, or a check in the mail. You might find you don't have to pay your bills anymore. Anything can happen!

The Now

So grateful for my zen. So grateful for my flow. So grateful to have a good attitude. So grateful for the power of thought.

Ease. Flow. Connection. Mutual interest, symbiosis, collaboration.

The Now

So grateful for a good night of sleep. So grateful for a $10k day! So grateful to be awake and alive! So grateful for coffee and apples. So grateful for our friends. So grateful for vivid dreams. So grateful for dream connections. So grateful I know my mood is my work. So grateful I have the power to direct thought. So grateful I'm a magician and every day is an opportunity to practice my magick.