Month: May 2016

Right In Front of My Eyes

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So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful for this beautiful day in texas. So happy and grateful to feel good in my body. So happy and grateful to have time to write and create. So happy and grateful to feel good about life. So happy and grateful to feel the flow. So happy and grateful to be having the best day of my life. So happy and grateful to feel light and fun and free. So happy and grateful for my perfect health. So happy and grateful for my friends and family and wife and kitties. So happy and grateful to be in the right place at the right time. So happy and grateful for the sun. So happy and grateful for new opportunities. So happy and grateful I feel prepared for tomorrow. So happy and grateful to feel lifted and energized. So happy and grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful for fun trips with friends. So happy and grateful for my wonderful neighbors. So happy and grateful for free swimming. So happy and grateful to be free of alcohol. So happy and grateful to be almost 4 months sober. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice if my meditations transcribed themselves? Wouldn't it be nice if that workbook revised itself? Wouldn't it be nice if I

Wouldn't it be nice to remember to let go today? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the day goes on? Wouldn't it be nice to feel hyphy and giddy and enthusiastic? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to trust the process? Wouldn't it be nice to play and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to feel love for everyone? Wouldn't it be nice to go on a retreat and feel refreshed? Wouldn't it be nice to feel connected to more people? Wouldn't it be nice to have my eyes and mind opened so wide? Wouldn't it be nice to ascend? Wouldn't it be nice to feel free? Wouldn't it be nice to feel buzzed? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to be immune to the heat? Wouldn't it be nice to feel accomplished and successful? Wouldn't it be nice to remember I DON'T HAVE TO CARE!

I am choosing to switch to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I am present and in the moment. I am in love with my life. I am at peace with what is. Life already is the way I want it to be. I feel good about myself. I feel good about my life. I feel successful and magickal and powerful and confident. I feel energized and hyphy and fun! I feel enthusiastic and in control of my vibration. I am letting life live me! I LET GO.

In the reality I prefer, I am releasing my judgements of others and myself. In the reality I prefer, I am letting what I want come to me. In the reality I prefer, life loves me. I am light and free and in the flow. I am excited to be me. I am doing the work. I am being my reason for feeling good. I am SHINING! I am a star!

In the reality I prefer, life is living me. In the reality I prefer, life is taking care of me. I am letting go. I am letting life take the reins. I surrender. I let go. I let go. I let go.

In the reality I prefer, I am happy either way. I feel good regardless of circumstance. I am light. I am love! I love and accept myself exactly the way I am. I am one with life. It feels good to be me.

Today I intend to have the best day of my life! I intend to have and be fun! I intend to let go! I intend to play! I intend to shine! I intend to feel free! I intend to not give a fuck! I intend to love myself and accept myself and LET GO! I intend to be a star! I intend to be light! I intend to remember I'm a witch and I'm magickal and I'm the creator! I intend to love my life the way it is! I intend to appreciate what I have! I intend to be what I want to see!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray for love and light and compassion and understanding. I pray to see and be seen. I pray for flow. I pray for relief. I pray for freedom!

What do you want?

  • To have and be fun!
  • To feel energized and hyper and excited about life!
  • To feel enthusiastic!
  • To feel the best I've ever felt!
  • To feel like I'm on the best drugs ever!
  • To receive a massage!
  • To swim!
  • To let go!
  • For my work to do itself!
  • To feel successful!
  • To feel confident and witchy and magickal!!

I love it when I do the work. I love it when it feels good to write. I love it how it always feels good to write. I love it when I feel slim and healthy and strong and fit. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I feel life living me. I love it when I let go. I love it when I surrender. I love it when I have fun. I love it when I feel good and buzzed and hyper and stimulated and pain free and loved and happy to be alive. I love it when I don't give a fuck! I love it when people bring me gifts! I love it when what I want comes to me! I love it when I give the perfect gift!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and trust the process. Celebrate this day by letting go and relaxing. Let go of your worries and your stress and your to dos. Just relax into this moment and enjoy THIS moment. Relax and let THIS moment help you and heal you and give you what you want. It's all right in front of your face!

Daily Meditation – Attention Creates


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Breathe in and raise your vibration
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration
Breathe out and release your resistance

Relax and bring your attention into this moment right here right now with me.

Breathe in and focus your attention
Breathe out and let your thoughts go

Breathe in and lighten up, you don’t have to care!
Breathe out and let go

Breathe in and open up to receiving
Breathe out and relax your body

Breathe in and say “I love myself”
Breathe out and say “I don’t give a fuck!”

Your attention creates. Energy flows where your attention goes. Today, let’s focus our energy on bringing love and a carefree attitude into this world.

Breathing in I love myself
Breathing out I don’t give a fuck!

Breathing in I love myself
Breathing out I don’t give a fuck!

You don’t have to care. You don’t have to let little things bother you. You don’t have to let stress make you ill. You can choose love. You can choose to be carefree. Then that love and that carefree attitude will manifest in love and carefree situations.

Breathe in and say “I love myself”
Breathe out and say “I don’t give a fuck!”

You don’t have to care. You don’t have to let it bother you. As you go about your day, remind yourself, attention creates. Attention creates. What is your attention placed on? Where are you letting your energy flow?

Breathing in I love myself
Breathing out I don’t give a fuck!

Let lightness be your vibration today. Let fun and play be your vibration today. Choose right now what energy you are going to put in the world to see reflected back to you.

Breathe in and choose love
Breathe out and choose to feel carefree

You don’t have to worry. You don’t have to care. You can let yourself be light. You can let yourself be free today. Free from stress, free from illness. Free from worry, free from annoyance. Just by stepping out of your head into the present moment, and remembering

Breathing in I love myself
Breathing out I don’t give a fuck!

Deeper

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So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful for good music. So happy and grateful to be who I am. So happy and grateful to feel rested and fit and strong and healthy. So happy and grateful life is working out for me. So happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful I am taken care of. So happy and grateful to live in the perfect place with the perfect people and the perfect animals and the perfect circumstances. So happy and grateful for time with friends. So happy and grateful for my kitties and the garage and the beautiful weather and the flow. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus my attention. So happy and grateful I can choose to stand up to my thoughts and think
I LOVE MYSELF
I DON'T HAVE TO CARE

SO happy and grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful for fun jokes with the fam. So happy and grateful I get to laugh at jokes all day. So happy and grateful to feel loved and connected. So happy and grateful to feel good in my body. SO happy and grateful to be taking care of myself. SO happy and grateful to be sober. So happy and grateful to be one with life. So happy and grateful to not have to care. So happy and grateful for synchronicity and perfect timing. So happy and grateful to feel free and carefree and not worried about anything. IT'S JUST ME IN THIS PRESENT MOMENT. So happy and grateful I can let go of my resistance.

So happy and grateful I can choose to focus my attention on what I want and what I want more of. So happy and grateful I feel welcome here. So happy and grateful I feel good here, right now.

Wouldn't it be nice to just relax and lead by example? Wouldn't it be nice to trust and allow? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and smile and laugh! Wouldn't it be nice to remember to say YES THANK YOU! today? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to feel life living me? Wouldn't it be nice to spend more time hooping? Wouldn't it be nice to keep relaxing into the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to remember my mantra? YES THANK YOU!

I am switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am doing everything right. I am one with life. I am letting go of my resistance I am raising my vibration. I feel excited about my life! I feel grateful! I feel enthusiastic! I feel good about my life! I feel good about my life! I am letting the flow through me! It is all working out in my favor! My mind is trained. My attention is trained. YES! THANK YOU!

In the reality I prefer, I am at peace with what is. In the reality I prefer, I feel good about myself and my life. In the reality I prefer, I am standing up to my thoughts. I am one with life. I am connected to the flow. I am excited to be alive!

In the reality I prefer, I am so excited to be me. I am letting life work out for me. I am doing everything right. I am a star! I am doing everything right! I am letting life be fun! In the reality I prefer, I am excited about new opportunities! I am aware of the flow and I am in it! I am letting life be fun! I am excited to be alive! I feel beautiful and attractive and like I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! In the reality I prefer, I am letting life be fun and easy. I am letting what I want come to me. In the reality I prefer, I am a music video. I am a star. I am the flow. I am light! I am love! I am at complete and deep peace with what is. I am excited to be alive. I am in the right place at the right time. I am letting life live me!

Today I intend to appreciate what I have. I intend to feel good about myself. I intend to practice presence. I intend to not give a fuck. I intend to trust the process of life. I intend to not GIVE A FUCK! I intend to have and be fun! I intend to say YES and THANK YOU! I intend to enjoy the life I have! I intend to go with the flow. I intend to feel free! I intend to feel the best I've ever felt! I INTEND TO REMEMBER MY POWER! I INTEND TO DO THE WORK!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray for love and light to shine from me and everyone else. I pray for flow and ease and fun. I pray for peace and joy. I pray to appreciate what I have while I have it.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I create. I love it when I express myself. I love it when I feel like a star. I love it when I feel light and fun. I love it when I feel excited about my relationships. That's my favorite. I love it when I feel love. I love it when I feel connection. I love it when I am present. I love it when I appreciate the flow of life. I love it when I trust and let go. I love it when I don't give a fuck!!!!!

What do you want?
To shine shine shine
hoop and flow and dance and jump and sing and write and tweet and photo and laugh
and to be a star, to be documented instead of the one documenting. for others to see me in film the way i can see them
to trust the process and enjoy right now right now right now right now
to go deeper
deeper
deeper
deeper

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Daily Meditation – The Most Important Thought You Can Have


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Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Welcome back to the present moment where all of your power lies.

Breathe in and be here now
Breathe out and relax

Breathe in and listen for the flow
Breathe out and remember the flow is already inside of you

Breathe in and open your mind
Breathe out and smile

Breathe in and lift yourself up!
Breathe out and start feeling enthusiastic about this day

Breathe in and let it come to you
Breathe out and let go of your worries.

You’re in the right place at the right time. You’re doing everything right.

Breathe in and step into this present moment
Breathe out and be here now

Allow yourself to wake up in the dream right here, right now.

Breathe in and become lucid
Breathe out and remember your power is in the right now

Your power is not thinking and worrying and planning the next thing and rushing. Your power is here, right now, ready for you to step into it.

Breathe in and step into your power
Breathe out and know your power is your presence

So how do you stay present? Well, you can use a mantra or you can focus on your breath. You can stare at one spot. You can follow your breath by focusing your attention on a point where you feel it the most. You can chant. You can tell yourself “Stop.” That silence is the present.

Breathe in and step into the present moment.
Breathe out and feel good about yourself.

You’re on the right path. You’ve come so far. You can relax now. That’s another way to be present—relaxing.

Breathe in and relax
Breathe out and relax

Breathe in and relax. Let your worries go!
Breathe out and relax. You don’t have to rush to the next place.

You can choose to enjoy this moment right here. That is your magick. That is your power. That’s how you get what you want—just feeling good right here right now. You can say to yourself, “I wanted this.” Or you can say to yourself, “This is it!” This is heaven. This is it. This is the moment we’ve all been waiting for. This is the be all, end all. This moment here, this is all there is.

Breathe in and feel good in this moment
Breathe out and be your reason for feeling good in this moment

The more space you can make between yourself and your thoughts, the more present you will be.

Breathe in and make space
Breathe out and feel that space.

Breathe in and let what you want come to you
Breathe out and let go of your thoughts

Only your thoughts can make you feel bad.

Breathe in and surrender
Breathe out and surrender

If you want to create more space between you and your thoughts, you can go back to silent counting and count the space between thoughts—count the seconds between thoughts.

Breathe in and make space
Breathe out and be space

Only your resistant thoughts can make you feel bad. In the present moment there is no thought. How can you choose to feel good right now and let your thoughts go?

Breathe in and choose to feel good
Breathe out and choose to feel good

Breathe in and feel relief
Breathe out and feel relief

You are safe in this space without thoughts. You don’t NEED your thoughts.

Breathe in and be present
Breathe out and let your thoughts go

Breathe in and notice what you’re thinking
Breathe out and say to yourself, “I’ve noticed that I’m thinking and that’s ok.”

Breathe in and be at peace with what is
Breathe out and feel calm

Your thoughts may still occur, but you can create space between you and them so they don’t take you down, so you don’t get tangled up in them. You can just watch them, at peace and present, being your reason for feeling good, right here right now.

Breathe in and say YES!
Breathe out and say THANK YOU!

If you ever get confused about how to be present, if you ever wonder, “What technique should I use to be present? My breath, counting, a mantra?” Just remember, the most important thought you can have is, “I love myself.” If you want to go back to the present moment where all of your power lies, go back to the mantra of “I love myself.”

Breathing in I love myself
Breathing out I love myself

This powerful thought will calm you and soothe you and make you feel good about yourself and it will restore your health and put you in a good mood. And just by accident you’ll notice yourself in the present moment, feeling good, letting everything you want come to you, but not needing it because you chose to feel as good as you would if you had the thing you wanted in the first place.

I CAN DO IT

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So happy and grateful I can choose to channel Nicki. So happy and grateful I an choose to be light. So happy and grateful I can let life live me. So happy and grateful to be blessed and based. So happy and grateful I can choose the flow. So happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful life loves me. So happy and grateful I can do me. So happy and grateful I can let life be fun.

So happy and grateful to be making my best work. SO happy and grateful to be at peace with what is. So happy and grateful I can choose to feel good. So happy and grateful I can let life live me. SO happy and grateful I can choose to see from a different perspective. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus on the version I prefer.

So happy and grateful to be in perfect health. So happy and grateful for my perfect body. So happy and grateful for my perfect wife and perfect home and perfect roommate and perfect kitties and perfect city. So happy and grateful I can be light and fun. So happy and grateful I can choose to be whoever I want. So happy and grateful I can stand up for myself.

So happy and grateful I can channel my anger into something productive. So happy and grateful I can choose to lighten up. So happy and grateful I can let go of my resistance. So happy and grateful I can raise my vibration. So happy and grateful to be sober. So happy and grateful to feel good about myself. So happy and grateful I don't have to care. SO happy and grateful I can choose to switch to the version of reality I prefer.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice if Kelly was kind to me? Wouldn't it be nice to have a fabulous trip to the country? Wouldn't it be nice to not give a fuck? Wouldn't it be nice to feel calm and at peace with what is. Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to raise my vibration? Wouldn't it be nice to have a good attitude? Wouldn't it be nice to feel loved and supported? Wouldn't it be nice to find what I want within? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the flow of life? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my anger? Wouldn't it be nice to feel free? Wouldn't it be nice to relax into the moment? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm in the right place at the right time?

Wouldn't it be nice to float away. Wouldn't it be nice to lucid dream? Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good about myself? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate what I have? Wouldn't it be nice to feel playful and fun? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and NOT GIVE A FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!! Wouldn't it be nice to LET GO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am taking care of myself. I am doing me. I am light. I am free. I am letting life live me. I am in the right place at the right time. I am letting go of my anger. I am letting go of my awareness that reality isn't the way I want it to be. I am taking responsibility for my life situation. I am allowing well being to flow through me. I am letting life be easy today. I am letting go of my resistance. I am raising my vibration. I don't have to care. I don't have to worry. I can choose the flow. I can choose to have fun. I can choose to turn my sorrow into treasured gold.

In the reality I prefer, I love myself exactly the way I am. I don't give a fuck. I am one with life. I am taking care of myself. I don't give a fuck. I am light. I am safe. I am balanced. I am in the flow. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I am free. I am light. I am one with life. I don't have to care. I don't have to care. I don't have to care. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am letting life take care of me. I am letting life live me. I don't have to care. I don't give a fuck!

What do you want?
For Kelly to be nice to me
To feel calm and at peace with what is
To have a good attitude
To feel enthusiastic
To HAVE FUN
To NOT GIVE A FUCK

Today I intend to not give a fuck. Today I intend to lighten up. Today I intend to not care. Today I intend to love myself exactly the way I am. Today I intend to feel free. Today I intend to play. Today I intend to be kind and compassionate. Today I intend to let go. Today I intend to trust the process of life. Today I intend to go with the flow. Today I intend to let life live me. Today I intend to have the best day of my life!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray for everyone to get along and enjoy each others' company. I pray for love and patience. I pray for LOVE AND PATIENCE.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I don't give a fuck. I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I feel good about life. I love it when Kelly and I get along. I love it when I feel free. I love it when I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I love it when everything works out.

Dear Jessica,
Relax and DON'T GIVE A FUCK! This is all for you!

Writing Always Works

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So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be sober and in control of my vibration! So happy and grateful to feel inspired and excited to be alive! So happy and grateful to feel light and in the flow! SO happy and grateful to feel inspired and full of light! So happy and grateful to feel healthy and fit and strong! SO happy and grateful it's easy to stay sober! So happy and grateful I don't have to care! So happy and grateful for my happy healthy cats and happy healthy wife and happy healthy family and happy healthy friends and happy healthy home. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt! SO happy and grateful the cravings are getting less. So happy and grateful I have no desire to drink! So happy and grateful life loves me. SO happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck! SO happy and grateful to let life live me! So happy and grateful online sales are up! So happy and grateful to pay my rent and bills with passive income! So happy and grateful to feel free!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to get a massage? Wouldn't it be nice to get 3 new subs today? Wouldn't it be nice to stay sober today? Wouldn't it be nice to meet Nicki and Drake? Wouldn't it be nice to feel THE MOST CONFIDENT I'VE EVER FELT? WOuldn't it be nice to fly? Wouldn't it be nice to lucid dream? Wouldn't it be nice to swim? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance and raise my vibration? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the day goes on? Wouldn't it be nice to believe in myself more and more? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like a bad witch? Wouldn't it be nice to receive a miracle? Wouldn't it be nice to feel relief? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like life is helping me? Wouldn't it be nice to get along and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to be at peace with what is? Wouldn't it be nice to remember life already is the way I want it to be?

Wouldn't it be nice to fix those dropdowns? Wouldn't it be nice to find some new movies I want to see? Wouldn't it be nice to find a new musician I like? WOuldn't it be nice to get into something new? Wouldn't it be nice to find a new obsession? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process? Wouldn't it be nice to be light and fun and bright?

Wouldn't it be nice to feel irresistible? Wouldn't it be nice to get free shit? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and trust the process? Wouldn't it be nice to let go?

I'm switching to the version of reality i prefer. In the reality I prefer, kelly and I are getting along great. We love each other so much and have so much fun together. We have such a wonderful relationship and love spending time together. In the reality i prefer, everything is working out for us. We have made it through to the other side. I always get what I want. I am receiving what I want, right now. I always get what I want. I am in the right place at the right time. I feel the best I've ever felt. I am in the right place at the right time. I am honest. I am free. I am expressing myself clearly. I am vocalizing my needs. I am standing up for myself. I don't give a fuck! I am free! I am light! I am one with life!

In the reality I prefer, I am doing everything right. I don't have to care. I love myself and I don't give a fuck! Life is taking care of me! I am at peace with what is. Life already is the way I want it to be. Life loves me. I am in the flow. I am making my best work. I am a money magnet. I am getting rich! I have more money than I know what to do with! I always have plenty! I always have more than enough!

In the reality I prefer, I am focused on feeling good. I am focused on loving myself and not giving a fuck. I am focused on raising my vibration and releasing my resistance. I am doing me. I am light. I am free. I excited to be alive! I am excited to be me! I am doing the work!

Today I intend to be light. I intend to be fun. I intend to laugh at jokes. I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to let go of my resistance. I intend to appreciate what I have. I intend to be kind and compassionate towards others and myself. I intend to not give a fuck! I intend to have perfect timing. I intend to not care. I intend to let go of my resistance. I intend to raise my vibration! I intend to trip! I intend to feel the best I've ever felt! I intend to be free! I intend to love! I intend to let life live me!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to feel kindness and compassion. I pray for light and love and flow. I pray we get along. I pray to not give a fuck. I pray to love. I pray to let go.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I feel light and free. I love it when I feel fit and strong. I love it when I'm sober. I love it when I don't care. I love it when I let go. I love it when I feel confident. I love it when I feel the best I've ever felt! i love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I do me!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and love. It's all working out. Trust the process! What you want is already here! Breathe and relax, it's all for you!

Practice

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So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be up early! So happy and grateful for my happy healthy cats! So happy and grateful to feel good about myself. So happy and grateful for inspiring music. So happy and grateful my kitties live a good life. So happy and grateful to feel free. SO happy and grateful to feel light. So happy and grateful to feel the flow. So happy and grateful to be at peace with what is.

So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt! So happy and grateful to have time to tune my vibration! So happy and grateful to be getting better at gardening. So happy and grateful to feel fit and strong and healthy. So happy and grateful to be sober. So happy and grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful to remember the magick life. So happy and grateful we get to have fun all day every day.

So happy and grateful the money always comes. So happy and grateful to feel excited about life. So happy and grateful for fun plans with friends. So happy and grateful I get to keep my friends. SO happy and grateful to feel like a good influence. So happy and grateful for positive feedback. So happy and grateful I don't give a fuck what other people think! SO happy and grateful to be creating my best work! So happy and grateful to feel good now! SO happy and grateful to be hangover free! So happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful everything always works out for everyone. So happy and grateful to choose to focus on what I want and what I want more of.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to be kind and compassionate? Wouldn't it be nice to take a long walk tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to swim? Wouldn't it be nice to practice loving and accepting myself unconditionally today?

Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired all day? Wouldn't it be nice to get a pool in the neighborhood? Wouldn't it be nice to climb a tree? Wouldn't it be nice to practice presence today? Wouldn't it be nice to give gifts? Wouldn't it be nice to go with the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to actually focus during meditation today? Wouldn't it be nice to learn how to focus better? Wouldn't it be nice to love and accept myself the way I am? WOuldn't it be nice to relax and just enjoy?

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I don't give a fuck! I am light! I am free! I am one with life. I am letting go of my resistance.

In the reality I prefer, I am doing everything right. I am in the right place at the right time. I am light! I am making my best work. I don't have to care. I am free. I am allowing well being to flow. I am one with life. I am at peace with what is. Life already is the way I want it to be.

In the reality I prefer, I let what I want come to me. I trust the magick life. I am breathing consciously. I keep my mind and thoughts off of this world.

In the reality I prefer, I am focused. I am in the flow. I am letting life live me. I trust the process. I don't give a fuck! I love and accept myself unconditionally. I always get what I want. Everything is working out!

What do you want?
To feel stimulated
To feel flow
To feel confident and excited about life
Magnetic Attractive Fun
Depth
Connection

Today I intend to have and be fun! I intend to not give a fuck! I intend to do my best! I intend to be light and free! I intend to laugh and make jokes! I intend to go with the flow. I intend to let life live me. I intend to play. I intend to let go of my resistance. I intend to raise my vibration. I intend to be kind and compassionate. I intend to lighten up. I intend to give gifts. I intend to be myself. I intend stand up for myself. I intend to focus! I intend to feel light! I intend to not care! I intend not care!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to be love and light. I pray to lighten up. I pray to be kind and compassionate. I pray for flow and joy and ease and fun!

I love it when I have time to write. I love it when I do the work. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I feel free. I love it when I feel connected. I love it when I let go of my resistance. I love it when life lives me. I love it when I don't give a fuck and love myself! I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I stand up for myself. I love it when life is fun and easy. I love it when I feel at peace with what is.

I love it when I feel inspired.
I love it when I feel confident.
I love it when I feel excited to be alive.
I love it when I feel focused.
I love it when I don't give a fuck!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and enjoy the magick life. Let yourself enjoy this moment right now. Let yourself meditate on love. Let yourself enjoy well being. Let yourself relax. It's all for you!

Remember to Breathe and Love Yourself and Not Give A F***!

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So happy and grateful to be here now! So happy and grateful for happy healthy kitties. So happy and grateful for happy health wife and friends and family. So happy and grateful for beautiful weather. So happy and grateful life loves me. So happy and grateful for my home. So happy and grateful I can choose to be light. So happy and grateful I can choose to love. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus my attention. So happy and grateful to be light and free. So happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful for my meditations. So happy and grateful to feel successful. So happy and grateful to feel focused. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt! So happy and grateful for vegan groceries. So happy and grateful we always have plenty. So happy and grateful the rent and bills are paid. So happy and grateful to feel at peace with what is. So happy and grateful to feel the flow. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus my attention on something I want. So happy and grateful to feel loved.

Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to go within? Wouldn't it be nice to take control of my vibration? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to raise my vibration? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process? Wouldn't it be nice to eat pizza? Wouldn't it be nice to find new insight? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to win? Wouldn't it be nice to make a new headdress? Wouldn't it be nice to learn a new trick? Wouldn't it be nice to find the perfect dinner? Wouldn't it be nice to be kind to myself? Wouldn't it be nice to allow well being to flow? Wouldn't it be nice to play?

I am switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am making my best work. I appreciate how far I've come. I am light. I am in the flow. I am letting life live me. I am doing everything right. I am in the right place at the right time. I don't have to care. I don't give a fuck! I am light! I am the flow. I am divine. I am letting go of resistance. I don't give a fuck. I am releasing my resistance. I am focused. I am in control of my vibration. I am playful I am free I don't give a fuck!

In the reality I prefer, I feel peaceful, right now. I feel good about myself. I am inspired. I am excited about my work. I am excited about my life. I am excited to be alive. I am lifting myself up. I feel the best I've ever felt! I am letting go of my resistance. I am in the right place at the right time.

In the reality I prefer, pizza is brought to me. The perfect night arranges itself around me. I am a BAD BITCH I mean Bad witch. I am letting life live me. I am letting life be fun! I am fun! I am invigorated and flowing and light and on the right path!

Today I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to be kind to myself and others. I intend to flow. I intend to play. I intend to not give a fuck. I intend to enjoy life. I intend to be fun. I intend to be light. I intend to be kind and compassionate. I intend to love. I intend to project love. I intend to go with the flow. I intend to be flexible and flowing. I intend to let the flow through me. I intend to bask. I intend to be free. I intend to go within. I intend to not give a fuck. I intend to raise my vibration. I intend to practice loving myself. I intend to let go. I intend to feel carefree.

What do you want?
Pizza.
Freedom.
Entertainment.
Inspiration.
To Win.
Focus.
Flow.
Massage.
Fun!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to bring love and light into the world. I pray to be easy about it. I pray for freedom and light. I pray for flow and fun. I pray for everything to work out for everyone.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I think about what I want. I love it when I relax into the moment. I love it when I don't give a fuck. I love it wheN I do my writing. I love it when I get reminders. I love it when I notice synchronicity. I love it when I remember the power of my word. I love it when I don't give a fuck. I love it when I love myself. I love it when the weather is beautiful. I love it when I trust the process. I love it when I notice the perfect timing. I love it when I let go. I love it when I let it come to me. I love it when I know. I love it when I flow. I love it when I get to have and be fun. I love it when life feels fun and I get to laugh. I love it when I relax into the moment. I love it when I do good work. I love it when I like who I am. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when it all works out.

Dear Jessica,
Congratulations! Keep doing you! You are doing everything right! Let it be easy! Let yourself be light! It's all just for fun! Remember to breathe and love yourself and not give a fuck!