I Remember The Money

Be A Channel
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to feel better and better as the day goes on. So happy and grateful for "apps". So happy and grateful to feel my creativity pushing at the cracks, begging to come through. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus my attention. So happy and grateful I can choose to be light and say "It's ok."

So happy and grateful to not give a fuck. So happy and grateful to love and accept myself exactly the way I am. So happy and grateful for technology and the internet. So happy and grateful for the flow of well being that is always accessible to me. So happy I can let the flow through

I can choose
to feel good right now
to focus jus tbecuase i want to
I can choose to be a channel
to channel
channel

in this moment i can let go and stop second guessing myself
i can surrender and feel the magick life creep in
I can remember that feeling i want to feel i can remember it and feel it right now

the pulse, the it, the flow, the force, the flow, the invisible, the unknown

i can remember the tao i can remember i'm a witch i can remember i am powerful and i am dreaming and i don't have to be a slave to my current reality

i can remember who i am
i can close my eyes and see visions

i can see excitembike tracks and watersides and i can focus i can say what i see i see a back yard and grass and a swing set
i see the trapeze
i see a crowd and glitter in my eyes
i am sweet and cute
and preciously magickal
and the devil

i can relax and see
i can let the visions flow through me
i can see the star where i'm from
i can see there are so many planets around it
i can see that there is a code of dots : and blocks dots and blocks dots and blocks

i can remember who i am i can remember how to write and let it flow i can let myself be the tree in the winter, black and ghoulish under the branches

i can close my eyes and surrender and see the bridge i rode under on my way here
ilke a character in a book
my teeth were chattering because i was so excited and scared and cold

i xN EWMWMBWE QHO I Qa i xN EWLz NS LWR IR XOMW RO MW
I FEWQ ON Werh likw MUAHE

i can remember i grew to the earth like a mushroom from the sky

i can close my eyes and relax and hopefully still be able to type
i can relax and see where i landed
it was cold, i came as a mushroom from the sky
and then was implanted into a leafless tree in the snow

i can remember who i am
i can remember evertying all at once, in the safe
i like knowing the safe is there but i don't need to open it

it's like when i was a kid and received all this colorful monopoly money
and i knew i was taken care of forever

i can close my eyes and see where i came from
i can see i came here for fun
as a child
so silly
so excited and innocent

i can remember who i am i can remember the long triangular hallways
the sand
oh the sand
that's how the travel happened
the sand
reassembling into here

i can remember who i am and i can let the flow through me i can remember the growth chart
the forgetting
the new memory
i can remember who i am i can see
i can see the person in a helmet
i can remember what matters

flowers
love
seeing growth just to see things grow
just here to watch the flowers grow

i can remember who i am and i can relax i can be kind to myself i can do it myself and remember who i am
i can take care of myself
how do i take care of myself
i play guitar
haha
how do i take care of myself

i climb a tree
touch a tree brance

how do i take care of myself
i go to a city and look at the neon lights

i can be light and remember who i am
a dot over the city
i can remember that life is just for fun i can remember the focal point
the letter I
installed
given to me like a gift
i took it so excited!

I can remember who I am. I can relax and see what i need to see. i can stop worrying abouit capitalization and let the flow through. there is a face made out of fearthers, coming out of the ocean. i came out of the ocean?

i remember there was a fire in the ocean
i can remember who i am and i can remember to let the flow through me
i can relax and breathe and enjoy the shooting star made of sand and triangles

i can remember that life is just for fun
i can remember who i am i can let the flow through me
i can activate. i am callibrated
i can remember that it is just like waking up i can remember it sstarted as a bunch of blocks with light edges. blocks made out of neon

I can remember who i am and i can watch my visions. i can watch the flat shapes i can take messages now
what is the message
i see a keyhole
i can see that i can relax
and slow down
i need to breathe
remember to rbreathe
there is a tent
it is also someone's face

i remember who i am i remember who i am i can relax and see love. i can remember to smile and that always helps

there is a circle

i can remember who i am if i smile i can remember that i can always smile
i can remember where i came from

i can just close my eyes
and let it through
i can remember that i can smile and remember who i am
it was like a fun car dealership

it is dark and there are triangle trees

i see a train i remember

breathe i can remember to breathe
it's a lot to take in
i can breathe and be grateful

i am grateful to be here. i wanted to be here. it's just for fun. i can keep accessing this i am calibrated

wouldn't it be nice to relax
get a massage
let the flow through
help out
give

wouldn't it be nice to work on a bigger project
a book

wouldn't it be nice to just breathe and trust

i've noticed i feel so incomplete and that's ok!
i've decided to feel good about what i have accomplished so far. it's working itself out!
What do I want?
Relax
Enjoy
Be nicer to myself

remember to slow down and channel
let the flow through
let the flow through
remember to let the flow through

breathe
yes!
thank you!

I intend to remember who i am more and more
I pray to stay sober so i can remember!
i pray to let go of limiting beliefs

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am present and appreciative. I am allowing well being to flow. I am letting the flow through me. I am doing everything right. I am in the flow. I surrender

I love it when I channel...
I love it when I do the work...
I love it when I remember who I am...
I love it when I CREATE
I love it when I watch the flowers grow...

Dear Jessica,
You already know it all. Relax and enjoy as it comes back to you as fast as you can handle.