Recognition

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to feel fit and strong and healthy. So happy and grateful to be at peace with what is. So happy and grateful to feel light and free. So happy and grateful for good dreams. So happy and grateful for good music and good sex. So happy and grateful to have time to create. So happy and grateful to feel creatively fulfilled! So happy and grateful for my perfect wife and for my perfect kitties and perfect home. So happy and grateful to get to live my life in peace. So happy and grateful to feel inspired and successful. So happy and grateful for passive income! So happy and grateful to have wholesale orders! So happy and grateful for sales and clients and checks in the mail! So happy and grateful to feel inspired and creative and in the flow!

So happy and grateful to be speaking my mind more. So happy and grateful to be lifting myself up! So happy and grateful to have time to do whatever I want! So happy and grateful to feel loved and supported. So happy and grateful life is long. So happy and grateful to be going deeper. So happy and grateful to feel better and better as the night goes on. So happy and grateful to be winning! So happy and grateful to feel better every day! So happy and grateful to be over 11 months sober! So happy and grateful to feel avant garde and subversive and AWAKE!

Wouldn't it be nice to feel less addicted to social media? Wouldn't it be nice to not go on my phone immediately upon waking? Wouldn't it be nice to write down my dreams before going on my phone? Wouldn't it be nice to wait multiple HOURS in the morning before going on my phone? Wouldn't it be nice to write in the morning without checking email etc? Wouldn't it be nice to count to 3000 before speaking? Wouldn't it be nice to have just a leeetle bit more of a schedule? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate all I do that is ENOUGH?!

I am enough
My green smoothie every morning is enough
My School of Life Design work is enough
My meditation videos are enough
My passive income is enough
My health is enough
My fitness is enough
My home is enough
My teeth are enough
My technology is enough
My savings is enough
My communication is enough
My tweets are enough
My photos are enough
My writing is enough
My meditation is enough
My chores are done enough
My sleep schedule is enough
My diet is enough!
My acv consumption is enough
My sobriety is enough
My social life is enough
My friends are enough
My mental discipline is enough
My time on my phone is enough
My sugar consumption is enough
My family is enough
My interaction with my family is enough
My flow arts practice is enough
My music tastes are enough
My music making is enough
My attractiveness is enough
My magick is enough!
My witchcraft is enough!
My love is enough!
My generosity is enough!
My passion is enough!
My dreams are enough!
My life is enough!
I am enough!

I've noticed I'm tired and that's ok. I've noticed I want my writing to be better and that's ok. I've noticed I want to feel more popular and that's ok. I've noticed I wish I would eat less and that's ok. I've noticed I feel a little spaced out and that's ok. I've noticed I feel uneasy and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about this day. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my finances. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about my health. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my ability to focus. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my diet and exercise. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about communicating with my family. It's working itself out!

What do I want?
To count. Just to count. To get space from my thoughts. To be the observer. To focus my attention. For my attention to feel trained. To feel like I'm on addy without addy. To have good flying sex dreams. To wake up to sales. To appreciate myself. To love myself. To heal myself. To be kind to myself. To enjoy my company more. To write better! To write more! To write life changing things! To write magick! To be recognized! I WANT TO BE RECOGNIZED!@!!!

Dear Jessica,
I recognize you. I recognize your efforts to stay healthy. I recognize your daily spinach smoothie and your twice-daily teeth brushings. I recognize the weight lifting you do. I recognize your attempt to eat less meat. I recognize your meditation practice. I recognize all you put online to share with the world for free.

I recognize how much you create. I recognize your constant flow of ideas and creations. I recognize your contributions to the world. I recognize your great ideas. I recognize how organized and flowing your home life is. I recognize how you live car free and you PWN it. I recognize how you always try to see the best in everyone. I recognize your self-awareness. I recognize your willingness to put yourself out there. I recognize your courage to not have health insurance or a day job or a car or good credit! I recognize your courage to live an unconventional life! I recognize your prioritizing of freedom and joy above all! I recognize your humor and your jokes and your lightness.

I recognize your kindness and compassion. I recognize your love for animals and children. I recognize your intelligence and your ability to be 10 years ahead of the trends. I recognize your devotion to your family. I recognize your consciousness. I recognize your attempt to watch less tv and eat less junk food. I recognize your desire to constantly welcome more well being into your life. I recognize how you take care of others and welcome others. I recognize how patient you are. I recognize how much you are able to do with so little. I recognize your good attitude. I recognize your brilliant business models. I recognize your thought leadership!!!

I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to feel CONFIDENT. I intend to COUNT. I intend to practice magick. I intend to go to bed feeling great. I intend to love myself more. I intend to be kinder to myself. I intend to be light and to play! I intend to love and share and give. I intend to express my love and appreciation. I intend to communicate my love to my friends and family. I intend to brighten anyone's day who crosses my path. I intend to LAUGH! I intend to be a delight! I intend to have fun! I intend to fly!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray the cravings go away. I pray for the focus to heal myself. I pray for presence. I pray I can return all the love that's given to me.

I'm switching to the version of reality I Prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am allowing well being to flow. I am one with life. I am doing my best. I am making my best work. I am letting go of my resistance. I am in love with myself! I am letting this day be fun and easy! I am letting myself enjoy life. I am letting go of my worries. I am surrendering to what is. I am at peace with what is. I am waking up in the dream. I am having the best day of my life! I am a success! I am light! I am playing with life in every moment! I am letting the flow through me! I am doing the work! I am in control of my vibration! I am a match to solution and health and abundance and love and joy and fun! I am letting life live me!

I love it when I write. I love it when I feel appreciated. I love it when I'm recognized. I love it when I feel successful. I love it when I get passive income! I love it when I feel good about how I spend my time. I love it when I am present. I love it when I count! I love it when I am my reason for feeling good! I love it when I stop caring about what other people think!!!

Dear Jessica,
Surrender. Go back to the numbers. You are safe. This is the right place and the right time. You have come so far! You are already a success! Relax and enjoy right now!