In Control Of My Attention

Jessica Mullen

In Control Of My Attention

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful I can control where I place my attention. So happy and grateful to have music to listen to. So happy and grateful I can relax into the present moment. So happy and grateful I can surrender my preference. So happy and grateful I can relax and let life live me. So happy and grateful I can celebrate how far I've come. So happy and grateful I can let life be fun and easy. So happy and grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck. So happy and grateful I can let go of my resistance. SO happy and grateful I can feel good regardless of my circumstance.

So happy and grateful I can be at peace with what is. So happy and grateful I can lighten up and choose to have fun! So happy and grateful I can be whoever I want to be! So happy and grateful to be in perfect health. So happy and grateful to always be in the right place at the right time. SO happy and grateful I can let myself enjoy my life the way it is. So happy and grateful I can let go and not give a fuck!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender and not care? Wouldn't it be nice to lift myself up and feel good regardless of circumstance? Wouldn't it be nice to get up early? Wouldn't it be nice to let go? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and enjoy my life? Wouldn't it be nice to know exactly what to do next?

Wouldn't it be nice to feel passionate? Wouldn't it be nice to garden? Wouldn't it be nice to know what I want? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to enjoy my life? Wouldn't it be nice to not be so mad and annoyed? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and enjoy? Wouldn't it be nice to focus on what I want and what I want more of? Wouldn't it be nice to focus my fucking attention Wouldn't it be nice to mind my own business wouldn't it be nice to let go of this seething anger wouldn't it be nice to have fun

WOuldn't it be nice to find new music I like
go on some adventures
travel
see the world
find something to do
find some reason to live
find a way to be happy

Wouldn't it be nice to remember how to have fun
wouldn't it be nice to not think about alcohol for a day
wouldn't it be nice to surrenderrrrr

wouldn't it be nice to be myself
to stand up for myself
to let myself enjoy what i have
appreciate what i have
bask in the perfect life i made for myself

wouldn't it be nice to count to 10000 again wouldn't it be nice to be nice to myself
wouldn't it be nice to be compassionate and kind
wouldn't it be nice to trust myself
wouldn't it be nice to know what to do

I've noticed I'm incredibly annoyed and that's ok. I've noticed I feel like a victim and that's ok. I've noticed I feel powerless and that's ok. I've noticed I feel trapped and that's ok/ I've noticed I don't know what I want and that's ok I've noticed I'm unbearably crabby and that's ok. I've noticed I'm mad and that's ok. I've noticed I am so irritable and that's ok!!!!!!!

I've decided to feel good about my relationships. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about how I spend my time. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about how I spend my attention. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about who I am and what I do. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my life. It's working itself out.

What do I want?
To not be so annoyed
To feel loved

What do I want?
To relax
To feel like I'm in the right place at the right time
To enjoy my life
To not feel controlled
To feel in control
To feel good about life
To feel good about what I'm doing
Who I'm being
To feel good about life
To feel good about my life
To feel good
I just want to feel good and not trapped
I want to feel good and not controlled
I want to feel good and not a victim
I want to feel good

I want to be my reason for feeling good
I want to feel good regardless of circumstance
I want to FEEL IN CONTROL OF MY ATTENTION

I intend to have the best night of my life
I intend to lighten up
I intend to stop being so serious
I intend to be fun
I intend to be light
I intend to be myself
I intend to listen
I intend to make my best work
I intend to like myself
I intend to love myself
I intend to enjoy my life
I intend to appreciate
I intend to celebrate
I intend to express myself
I intend to let go of my irritation
I intend to let go
I intend to love

I pray to stay sober today
because I really don't want to

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in control of my attention. I am loving. I am love. I am allowing well being to flow. I am in love with myself. I am in love with my life. I am focused. I love myself. I am choosing where i place my attention.

I love it when I do the work
I love it when I feel good
I love it when I surrender
I love it when I feel good about my life and my decisions
I love it when I feel good about myself
I love it when I relax
I love it when I don't care
I love it when I don't give a fuck
I love it when I feel passion
I love it when I feel knowing
i love it when I let go
I love it when I love
I love it when life lives me

Dear Jessica,
Relax and trust the process of life. It's all happening in your favor. You're in the right place at the right time! Celebrate how far you've come! Celebrate the perfection of your life! Let yourself feel loved! Let yourself feel perfect the way you are!

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.