It Is Right Before It Is Beautiful

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to wake up feeling good! So happy and grateful to be having the best day of my life! SO happy and grateful I gave up worrying forever! So happy and grateful I never have to worry again! So happy and grateful to be in perfect health! SO happy and grateful to have coffee and eggs and spinach and blueberries! So happy and grateful to always have plenty! SO happy and grateful to be in the right place at the right time! SO happy and grateful to feel good about myself today! So happy and grateful to feel light and free! SO happy and grateful to have a yoga trapeze! So happy and grateful to let go of my resistance and have a good day! SO happy and grateful to have silent counting! So happy and grateful to have a good mail day! SO happy and grateful to feel so prosperous!

So happy and grateful to lighten up! So happy and grateful to not give a fuck! So happy and grateful to have a good night's sleep! So happy and grateful to love myself! So happy and grateful I DON'T HAVE TO CARE! SO happy and grateful to feel the flow! SO happy and grateful to be open to receiving! So happy and grateful to enjoy cooking! SO happy and grateful to have the perfect best wife in the world! SO happy and grateful to be free! SO happy and grateful to feel relaxed! SO happy and grateful to let go!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh and play? Wouldn't it be nice to celebrate? Wouldn't it be nice if my work was easy? Wouldn't it be nice to record my best video yet? Wouldn't it be nice to meet Nicki? Wouldn't it be nice to relax into the flow and trust the process of life? Wouldn't it be nice to have perfect timing? Wouldn't it be nice to have an epiphany? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the best I ever felt? Wouldn't it be nice to fly??

I've noticed that I've been second guessing myself and that's ok. I've noticed I feel uneasy and that's ok. I've noticed I Feel a little anxious and that's ok. I've noticed I've been judging myself and that's ok. I've noticed I feel a bit of uncertainty and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about my life. It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about how I'm spending my time. It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about this day. It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about this country. It's working itself out!

What do I want?
To celebrate.
TO have fun.
To feel love.
To feel patient.
To feel compassionate.
To feel at peace with what is.
TO be my reason for feeling good.
To count to 10000.
To have the best day of my life.
To surrender.
To let life live me.
To trust the process of life.
To be light!
To have fun!
To relax!
To enjoy this present moment!

I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to be light. I intend to be compassionate. I intend to enjoy every moment. I intend to release my judgemental thoughts. I intend to feel free. I intend to bask and play. I intend to love ever moment. I intend to fly! I intend to let go! I intend to surrender. I intend to be conscious and present and aware.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray for light and peace and love. I pray for ease and flow. I pray for evolution and ascension and enlightenment.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. IN the reality I prefer I am in the right place at the right time. I am allowing well being to flow. I am one with life. I am focused. I am focusing my attention on what I want and what I want more of. I am allowing well being to flow through my body. I am surrendering. I am giving up. I am being my reason for feeling good. I am transcending thought and worry and anxiety. I am ascending. I am at peace with what is.

IN the reality I prefer, I am compassionate and patient and loving. I am understanding and light and fun and playful. I am having the best day of my life! I am basking in the present moment. I am allowing life to be fun and easy today. I am in the flow. I am connected to spirit. I am a channel of love and peace. I am letting life live me.

I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I count/ I love it when I write. I love it when I do the work. I love it when I surrender. I love it when I have perfect timing/ I love it when I don't give a fuck. I love it when I love myself. I love it when I let go. I love it when I feel light and free. I love it when I feel playful and fun and light. I love it when I don't care! I love it when I let go of my worries! I love it when I get to play and hang upside down! I love it when I let what I want come to me! I love it when I let life be paradise!

Dear Jessica,
You are doing everything right. Let go. Let it be easy. Let your thoughts go. Go back to the numbers. The numbers hold peace and calming and ease and flow. Let the numbers carry you away.