Feeling Bottomless?

Jessica Mullen

Feeling Bottomless?

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful for love from friends! So happy and grateful I can choose to feel good! So happy and grateful to feel good now. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus my attention. So happy and grateful to feel focused and in the flow. So happy and grateful to feel connected. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt! So happy and grateful life gets better every day. So happy and grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful the yoga trapeze brings me such bliss! So happy and grateful to be in control of my vibration. So happy and grateful to not give a fuck! So happy and grateful I can surrender and let go of my worries. So happy and grateful to have phone calls from family. So happy and grateful to feel successful!

So happy and grateful to be in the right place at the right time. So happy and grateful to be in the habit of meditating 30 minutes a day now. So happy and grateful to feel inspired and connected to spirit. SO happy and grateful to let go of my concerns! So happy and grateful to trust the process of life! So happy and grateful to be at peace with what is. So happy and grateful for my perfect health and perfect wife and perfect home and perfect kitties and perfect passive income and perfect creative business. So happy and grateful to feel VALIDATED! So happy and grateful to feel supported and loved!

Wouldn't it be nice to run 6 miles a week? Wouldn't it be nice to work out more regularly? Wouldn't it be nice to want to eat better? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like enough right now? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate how far I've come? Wouldn't it be nice to stay sober the rest of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and trust the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my self doubt? Wouldn't it be nice to feel confident and powerful and energized?

Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to do more ritual stuff? Wouldn't it be nice to do some cardio 6 days a week? Wouldn't it be nice to go for longer walks? Wouldn't it be nice to get up earlier? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to get new pillows? Wouldn't it be nice to hear good news? Wouldn't it be nice to just love myself and not give a fuck?!

I've noticed I feel a little sleepy and groggy and that's ok. I've noticed I feel bottomless and that's ok. I've noticed I feel impatient and that's ok. I've noticed I feel uneasy and that's ok. I've noticed I feel lazy and that's ok! I've noticed I feel guilty for not exercising more and that's ok! I've noticed I feel resistance to working on that project and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about what time I wake up. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about how much I exercise. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about what I eat. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about my projects. They're working themselves out.
I've decided to feel good about what I wear. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about how I spend my time. It's working itself out!

What do I want?
To run! On a schedule! 6 miles a week AT LEAST!
To feel like enough! Like I exercise enough! Like I eat well enough! Like I do enough!
To mind my own business! And ignore that which annoys me!
To focus my attention on my mantra and KEEP IT THERE!
To feel inspired! To make my best work!
To be at peace with what is!

I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to play and laugh and feel better and better as the night goes on. I intend to be light. I intend to breathe consciously. I intend be light! I intend to feel free! I intend to love myself and not give a fuck! I intend to love my life the way it is!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to stop craving booze. I pray to be light. I pray for peace and ease and flow. I pray life gets more fun for everyone.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I feel the best I've ever felt! I am light! I am in the flow! In the reality I prefer, everything is working out for me. I am letting go of my resistance. I am in the flow. I am at peace with what is. I am enough! I am doing enough! I am creating my best work! I am trusting the process of life. I am letting go of my worries. I am at peace. I am enjoying my life. I am one with life. Life is living me!

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I think about what I want. I love it when I feel at peace with what is. I love it when I feel like enough. I love it when I feel whole and full. I love it wheN I feel loved and supported. I love it when I feel appreciated. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I feel good about how I spend my time. I love it when I get to fly. I love it when I have good dreams. I love it when I feel good about my life!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and let it be fun! Say fuck it! Let yourself be light! Let yourself enjoy! Let yourself have the best night of your life! It's all up to you! Just let go and have fun!

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.