Confident, Focused, Doing Me

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to feel at peace with what is. So happy and grateful everything is working out for us. So happy and grateful for presents in the mail and money in the bank. So happy and grateful to feel excited and passionate about computers again! SO happy and grateful to feel good about my life right now. So happy and grateful I worked out today. So happy and grateful to feel slim and fit and strong. So happy and grateful for great sex! So happy and grateful to always get what I want. So happy and grateful to have money to pay for web hosting and spotify and cat food and train tickets. SO happy and grateful to feel creative and energized and excited to be me! SO happy and grateful THIS IS ENOUGH! This is enough. I am enough. So happy and grateful I am enough.

So happy and grateful I get to do whatever I want, all day every day. SO happy and grateful to feel in control of my vibration. So happy and grateful to not give a fuck! So happy and grateful to feel loved and cared for. So happy and grateful to get incredible massages whenever I want. So happy and grateful I get to FLY every day! SO happy and grateful for silent counting and simran and mind training. So happy and grateful silent counting helps so much. So happy and grateful I can let my worries go and enjoy my life. So happy and grateful to feel rested and energized. So happy and grateful I can surrender my preference and let go of my desires. So happy and grateful to be here now. So happy and grateful I can relax into the now. So happy and grateful I can choose singular focus.

This is enough. This moment is enough.
I am enough. What I'm doing in this moment is enough.
I love myself!
I don't give a fuck!

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Anyway, doin crafts...

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to have our best workshop ever? Wouldn't it be nice to have a great trip to Chicago? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and trust the process of life? Wouldn't it be nice to just BE CONFIDENT and FOCUSED and DOING ME?

Confident, focused, and doing me.

WOuldn't it be nice to let go of my worries? Wouldn't it be nice if the house was humidified? Wouldn't it be nice to get a big order? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of attachment? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh at jokes? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the day unfolds? Wouldn't it be nice to just laugh, dude?

Wouldn't it be nice to stay out of the future and just enjoy right now?

I've noticed I feel a little overwhelmed and that's ok. I've noticed I'm hungry and that's ok. I've noticed I'm nervous and that's ok. I've noticed I feel a little rushed and that's ok. I've noticed I'm thinking too much and that's ok. I've noticed I'm feeling a little resistance and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about our trip to chicago. It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about my relationships. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about my ability to focus. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about this day. It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about how much I sleep. It's working itself out!

What do I want?
To feel Confident! And Focused! And Doing Me!
To have the best trip ever!
To come home to peace!
To be the peace I want to see!
To have fun and laugh and laugh and laugh!
To BE fun!
TO be light!
To find new tricks in the trapeze!
To fix the porch!
To have dinner cook itself!
To be at peace with what is and just remember to
love myself
remember this moment is enough
FOCUS MY ATTENTION!

I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to feel the best I've ever felt. I intend to post my best video yet. I intend to FOCUS MY ATTENTION! I intend to think I LOVE MYSELF and THIS IS ENOUGH and 123456789!

I intend to be kind and compassionate but STILL STAND UP FOR MYSELF. I intend to say yes to life. I intend to surrender my preferences. I intend to be light and fun. I Intend to bask and play and enjoy. I intend to FLY!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to stay sober and go within instead of being influenced by the external world. I pray I can DO ME! I pray I can be kind and still stand up for myself! I pray to be that boss ass bitch!

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I already feel the best I've ever felt! I'm doing everything right! I am in the right place at the right time. I am letting go of my worries. I am at peace with what is. I am in love with my life. I am in control of my vibration.

In the reality I Prefer, I love myself! I don't give a fuck! I am enough! This moment is enough! My attention is focused! I am in control of my vibration! My mood is my work and I feel the best I've ever felt and I'm already doing my best work! I love myself I don't give a fuck I am enough This moment is enough!

I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I work out and exercise and walk and fly. I love it when I feel good in my body. I love it when I can switch my own perspective. I love it when life is fun. I love it when I AM FUN. I love it when dinner cooks itself. I love it when I am at peace with what is. I love it when my attention is focused. I love it when I feel brave and playful. I love it when I feel confident and focused. I love it when I am in control of my vibration. I love it when I am light! I love it when I fly!

I expect life to work out for me. I expect life to get better. I expect life to be fun! I expect to be the best version of myself. I expect to let go. I expect to feel better and better. I expect to do my best work. I expect to fly!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and enjoy. It's all working out for you. It's safe to slow down. It's safe to see life as enough. It will only give you more. This is enough. Right now is enough. Nothing has to change. It is enough.