A New Leaf

Jessica Mullen

A New Leaf

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to have a wife who loves me! So happy and grateful to always have plenty! So happy and grateful to feel inspired and excited! So happy and grateful to feel energy shifting! So happy and grateful silent counting works! So happy and grateful to be in perfect health! So happy and grateful to have savings! So happy and grateful to feel fit and strong! So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt! So happy and grateful to feel connected to the flow! So happy and grateful to be in love with myself! So happy and grateful life loves me! So happy and grateful to have new ideas! So happy and grateful to wake up feeling good! So happy and grateful to feel better and better as the day goes on! So happy and grateful I don't have to care! SO happy and grateful I can choose to be light! So happy and grateful I can let go of my worries! So happy and grateful to be making my best work! So happy and grateful to find my calling! So happy and grateful to feel validated and appreciated! So happy and grateful to like where I am and what I'm doing! So happy and grateful to be able to afford such luxuries as spotify and prime and les mills! So happy and grateful to be in a running schedule! So happy and grateful to have friends! So happy and grateful it's easy to stay connected! So happy and grateful to have the fastest internet! So happy and grateful to have a home!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to enjoy every moment of the day? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and let go? Wouldn't it be nice to count to 10000? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender my preferences? Wouldn't it be nice to play outside? Wouldn't it be nice to slack in the backyard? Wouldn't it be nice to have trees to slack and trapeze from? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the day goes on? Wouldn't it be nice to record my best video yet?

Wouldn't it be nice to improve my site? Wouldn't it be nice to fix that category thing? Wouldn't it be nice if all my sites and computers backed up themselves? Wouldn't it be nice if a consumer quantuum computer was invented this year? Wouldn't it be nice to have huge advancements in VR? Wouldn't it be nice to receive positive attention? Wouldn't it be nice to receive a windfall? Wouldn't it be nice to be inspired to renew my passport? Wouldn't it be nice to know my taxes were perfect? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and trust the process of life? Wouldn't it be nice if that os installed itself? Wouldn't it be nice to run my best run yet? Wouldn't it be nice to swim? Wouldn't it be nice to go to space? Wouldn't it be nice to flow?

I've noticed I have cramps and that's ok. I've noticed I feel a little overwhelmed and that's ok. I've noticed I am craving motivation and inspiration and that's ok. I've noticed I am in pain and that's ok! I've noticed I want MORE MORE MORE and that's ok. I've noticed I don't quite feel like I'm doing enough and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about these dam ass cramps. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about how I'm spending my time. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about money. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about that computer. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my to do list. It's working itself out!

What do I want?
Inspiration/motivation to finish my projects:
installing that OS
designing that new zine
renew my passport

drive to run that full 3 miles
discipline to count to 10000
attention
windfall
good news

I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to feel the best I've ever felt! I intend to be light. I intend to follow through. I intend to love myself and not give a fuck. I intend to make my best work. I intend to allow well being to flow. I intend to count. I intend to play. I intend to flow. I intend to be fun! I intend to bask and love and uplift and inspire. I intend to let life live me. I intend to step away from my thoughts. I intend to appreciate myself and my life. I intend to enjoy the things I do while I'm doing them. I intend to expect miracles! It is already done! I intend to remember my mood is my work.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to be light. I pray to spread love. I pray to uplift and inspire. I pray to give and share. I pray to feel compassion and understanding.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. Life loves me. I am inspired and motivated and driven and present! I am one with life. I am letting go of my worries. I am so excited to be me! I am making my best work. I am excited to be alive. I am surrendering my preference. I am allowing well being to flow.

In the reality I prefer, my cramps are gone! I am at peace with what is. I feel the best I've ever felt. I'm making my best work. I am in the flow. I am letting go of my resistance. I am free!

In the reality I prefer, I am taking care of myself. I love myself. I don't give a fuck! I expect miracles! I am letting go of my worries. I am surrendering. I am free to relax and be myself. I am at peace with what is! I am counting!

I love it when I write first thing. I love it when I feel inspired. I love it when I am in the flow. I love it when I feel loved and appreciated. I love it when I let go. I love it when life feels good. I love it when I do the work. I love it when I feel connected. I love it when I love myself. I love it when I don't give a fuck!

Dear Jessica,
Breathe. Deep breaths. Remember all that matters is right now. This moment. You can let the flow through you right here, right now. Not later. Not there. Here.

Relax and breathe. Let life be easy today. Relax and breathe. This is the right place and the right time. You are already enough. You have already DONE enough. Your work is to enjoy, to have fun, to feel good. Let go of your to do list and focus on how good you feel RIGHT NOW.

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.