Confident and Grateful

Jessica Mullen

Confident and Grateful

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive. SO happy and grateful to feel good about myself now. SO happy and grateful to CHOOSE MENTAL DISCIPLINE. SO happy and grateful to be here now
FOCUSED
I am focused on what I want and what I want more of
I love myself
thank you
thank you
remembering the power of thank you

I am so happy and grateful to remember the power of thank you. So happy and grateful to be relaxing my shoulders and relaxing on my agenda.

SO happy and grateful to feel relaxed and in the now

will power is a false premise
in which you are attached to an outcome

if the only outcome you are concerned about is RIGHT NOW
you will have the power of universal will

I am so happy and grateful to find reminders more and more to be
PRESENT
HERE NOW

all that matters is how I feel right now
I need new prompts

I am so happy and grateful to have new prompts, new paths to carve in my mind
I am so happy and grateful my hands are finally warm
I am so happy and grateful to be receiving new information and new answers and new solutions
I am so happy and grateful I can relax and just put my little outline down here...

1. Podcast
2. New moon ritual work
3. Meditate
4. Launch K's new site!
5. Emails and books

Ok i can breathe I can relax

So happy and grateful I can breathe and relax. I know my focus. I am allowing myself to let go of attachment to outcome and focus on the thank you in every moment.

The thank you in every moment that makes every moment sacred.

So happy and grateful I can relax and let go. I can relax and be light. I can smile and choose to think THANK YOU! YES, THANK YOU!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? WOuldn't it be nice to learn new tricks and play new songs? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and have fun and be fun and make jokes? Wouldn't it be nice to get new tattoos? WOuldn't it be nice to appreciate my body the way it is? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender to the moment right now?

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you

I love the new moon so much
I love this day so much

I've noticed I feel a little overwhelmed by my to do list and that's ok
I've noticed I want to write more consistently and that's ok
I've noticed I want MORE MORE MORE and that's ok
I've noticed I want NEW NEW NEW and that's ok
I've noticed I want to feel CONFIDENT and GRATEFUL in every moment and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about my creative output. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about my to do list. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about my magick. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about my birthchart. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about my magnum opus. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about jealousy. It's working itself out.
I've decided to feel good about being the creator. It's working itself out.

What do I want?
To feel flawless flow machine vroop vroopin it
To feel unashamed, unapologetic, confidence
To feel sacred, magickal, mind-blowing gratitude and presence

To feel BRAVE!
To GO FOR IT!
To be WILD!

To feel the magick of Austin...
The perfect timing of the friendships...
The new people
the love
the love
the love
the open armed love
everyone trying to help everyone else
the openness
perfect timing openness
expansiveness
That one new years with the astrojax
the new years with the room smoothie
the birthday with friends from out of town and fresh room
the feeling like life is a lucid dream
the magick of life

i want to feel brave and uninhibited like i would with alcohol
but present
aware
like the room

dead sober
brave
confident
awake in the magick life
awake in the dream
aware of my power
that day on the beach
conjuring everything i want with the calm knowing of

breathing in god is breathing in
breathing out god is breathing out

I intend to feel confident
and grateful
Yes. Thank you. Yes. Thank you.

I intend to step into my power. To practice my magick. To think about what I want. To focus inside.

I intend to take care of myself
I intend to do the work
I intend to practice magick
Think about what you want then return to the present

I want flawless victory
I want unbridled success

I want that confidence of flawlessvictoryunbridledsuccess right now

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Who am I thanking?

Yourself.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to uplift and be uplifted. I pray to be kinder and more compassionate every day. I pray to transcend.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, life loves me. I am in the right place at the right time. I am letting go of my resistant thoughts. I am thinking about what I want and returning to the present.

Confidence.
Yes.
Thank you.

In the reality I prefer, I have finally figured out how to write for an audience. In the reality I prefer, my writing is transcending. In the reality I prefer, I am doing everything right. I am in the right place at the right time. I Am full. I am enough. I am full. I am enough. I am enough. This is enough. This is enough. Thank you.

THank you.
Yes!
Thank you.

Confidence.
Thank you.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I practice my magick. I love it when I focus my attention. I love it when a mantra works. I love it when I relax into the now. I love it when I surrender. I love it when I play and laugh and have fun! I love it when I feel confident and grateful!

Dear Jessica,
Relax. Let it be easy. Your greatest achievements are easy. Your greatest qualities are easy. The things that you do every day. Suddenly it is highlighted, and the shape is revealed. You don't have to force or try. Just do what you do. Do you. Be your reason for feeling good.

Enjoy the present version of yourself,
Over a Year Sober,
Channeling loving meditations,
Making dreamy images,
Publishing powerful books
Designing magickal websites!

Enjoy the present version of yourself,
Confident and Grateful!

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.