Writing Always Works

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be here now. So happy and grateful for D! so happy and grateful to feel better by the minute. So happy and grateful for emails and penpals and packages in the mail and birthday presents. SO happy and grateful SILENT COUNTING ALWAYS FUCKING WORKS. SO happy and grateful to feel better. SO happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck!! SO happy and grateful to feel light and free. SO happy and grateful to remember my dreams. So happy and grateful I can transmute contrast. So happy and grateful to be BREAKING FREEEEEEEE.

SO happy and grateful to feel like writing. So happy and grateful to feel like meditating. So happy and grateful to be getting my shit back together. So happy and grateful to be the creator. So happy and grateful I get to hang upside down all day. So happy and grateful for new ideas. SO happy and grateful to feel INSPIRED finally. So happy and grateful to be designing an altar. So happy and grateful to be letting it COME TO ME. SO happy and grateful to feel supported and loved. SO happy and grateful to love and accept myself exactly the way I am. So happy and grateful to feel fresh and new. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt! So happy and grateful to surrender. SO happy and grateful to relax and remember that this IS IT, RIGHT NOW. This is heaven. This is what I've been waiting for. What I want is coming to me!

I AM FREE!

SO happy and grateful to remember that thinking getting what I want is going to make me happy is an ILLUSION! So happy and grateful to remember to be thankful for what I have NOW. SO happy and grateful to be feeling better! SO happy and grateful for inspiring films! SO happy and grateful for new passions and people and flow! So happy and grateful to be getting better at lucid dreaming. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt RIGHT NOW! So happy and grateful to be making my best work! So happy and grateful I can let go of my worries! So happy and grateful to have so much inspiration. So happy and grateful to have the best wife in the world! So happy and grateful to have limitless media and music and movies at my fingretips! So happy and grateful to be FEELING BETTER!!!!!!

Wouldn't it be nice to have a lucid dream tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to be my reason for feeling good? Wouldn't it be nice to count to 10000? Wouldn't it be nice to play music? Wouldn't it be nice to start that art project? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the day goes on? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender and just bE here NOW in the paradise that is NOW?! WOuldn't it be nice to just remember to love myself and NOT GIVE A FUCK!?!

Wouldn't it be nice to
start that art project
and send beautiful snail mail
and show others how much i appreciate them
and have a great attitude all the time
and let go of these fucking CRAVINGS
and bleach my hair----- wouldn't it be nice to PAY someone to bleach my hair?!?!?!

wouldn't it be nice to
make my best work?
and have a great new idea?
and follow through on a new book?
and that fucking tarot deck!!!

wouldn't it be nice to let go of stale desires!?
like that tarot deck!
and new book!
and that perfect exercise schedule!
and scheduling blog posts 6 weeks in advance
and making prolific subscriber content?!?!?!

I've noticed I'm annoyed by the weather and that's ok
I've noticed I feel a little untethered and that's ok
I've noticed i am SO SICK of staticky hair and that's ok!
i've noticed i'm sick of punctuation and that's ok!
i've noticed i have been criticizing the shit out of myself and that's ok!
i've noticed i have a mild virgo obsession and that's ok!
i've noticed i want to escape and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about my decisions. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about how I treat others. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my relationships. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about how much I want to control things. It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about addiction! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about my work! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about myself! I'm working myself out!!!

What do I want?
A massage
A dye job
To be my reason for feeling good
To be inspired to take action on my projects
NICE WEATHER
Lucid dreams
Stick-to-it-iveness
Follow through
Authenticity
Integrity
Dedication
TRIPPPPPPINGGGG
Courage
COnfidence
Gratitude
SINGULAR FOCUS ON SILENT COUNTING
to feel adored, successful, and perfect the way I am.

Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are.

Today I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to be kind to myself. I intend to be my reason for feeling good. I intend to appreciate what I have. I intend to feel gratitude and confidence. I intend to make my best work. I intend to let life live me. I intend to let go of my desires. I intend to MAKE PEACE WITH WHAT IS. I intend to fall in love with my life the way it is. I intend to love myself the way I am. I intend to relax and enjoy the present moment. I intend to let my worries GO!!!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray for a kind heart. I pray for compassion and understanding. I pray to love. I pray to be loved. I pray to project love. I pray for LOVE.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I appreciate what I have. I am so grateful for what I have. I am so happy to be me. I am loved! I am successful! I am letting life live me! I am so happy with who I am. I am so happy with what I create. I am so happy with my success. I am so happy in my relationships. Everything is unfolding perfectly and I don't have to lift a finger.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I write. I love it when I feel inspired. I love it when I don't give a fuck. I love it when I trust the process. I love it when I COUNT. I love it when I focus on DOING ME and being my reason for feeling good. I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I stick to an exercise schedule. I love it when I feel singular focus. I love it when I feel safe and confident and have no fear of death. I love it when I feel gratitude. I love it when I feel right about where I am. I love it when I notice synchronicities. I love it when I live the magick life!

Dear Jessica,
Let go. Surrender. Let it come to you. You don't have to make it harder than it is. Life is supposed to be fun! Keep following the fun! Keep going within and you'll see what you want outside!

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