Pleasure Treasure

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful we got to bike today! So happy and grateful to feel confident and brave! So happy and grateful to NOT GIVE A FUCK! So happy and grateful to feel good about myself today! So happy and grateful to feel helpful and productive! So happy and grateful to be making my best work! So happy and grateful for hot showers! So happy and grateful to be making progress on the song I'm learning on piano! So happy and grateful to have SO MUCH TIME. SO happy and grateful to feel light and in the flow! So happy and grateful to be doing me! So happy and grateful I went for a run! So happy and grateful to feel better today! So happy and grateful to be sober! SO happy and grateful to feel strong and powerful! SO happy and grateful to feel loved and supported! So happy and grateful to feel at peace with what is!

So happy and grateful to have a perfect beautiful wife who takes such good care of me. SO happy and grateful to feel present and at ease. So happy and grateful to feel FREE! So happy and grateful to have biking as transportation again! So happy and grateful to be over my ptsd! So happy and grateful the bills are paid! SO happy and grateful to always have plenty! SO happy and grateful to be open to receiving! SO happy and grateful to feel connected to the flow! So happy and grateful life is living me!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to run and bike more? Wouldn't it be nice to feel ENOUGH about how much I exercise? Wouldn't it be nice to stop getting so irritated? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good regardless of my circumstances? Wouldn't it be nice to do some ritual magick? Wouldn't it be nice to pay attention to my moon book? Wouldn't it be nice to feel motivated and energized and excited about every moment?

Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to get a massage? Wouldn't it be nice to help K with the interview questions? Wouldn't it be nice to feel light and playful and hyphy and euphoric? Wouldn't it be nice to make $100 today? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender and trust the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life more? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I trust ENOUGH? Wouldn't it be nice to feel ENOUGH today?

I am a powerful witch! I command myself to let my feelings of irritation and annoyance go. I am a powerful witch! I command myself to have singular focus!

I've noticed I'm worried and that's ok. I've noticed I feel a little sick and that's ok. I've noticed I've been beating myself up for being lazy and that's ok. I've noticed I feel a little scared about moving and that's ok. I've noticed I feel annoyed by my dreams and that's ok. I've noticed I'm annoyed and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about the way I feel. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my fitness. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my productivity level. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my health. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my relationships. They're working themselves out!

What do I want?
To let go of shit that's been irritating me for a year
To feel less irritated
To feel more peace
To feel more compassion and understanding and patience
To have fun and play!
To make more friends
To feel totally confident
To feel like I'm doing everything right
To be kind and helpful
To make my best work
To feel the best I've ever felt
TO FEEL HIGHER HIGHS
To love myself and be kind to myself
To transcend my thoughts
To be at peace with what is
To approve of myself!
To not give a fuck!
To practice more magick
To feel like ENOUGH!

I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to embrace my contrast. What is my contrast making me ask for? Breathing easy. Perfect health. To feel soothed. To feel pleasure. My contrast is making me ask for pleasure.

I intend to look for pleasure. I intend to allow pleasure into my life. I intend to be a match to pleasure. I intend to focus on pleasure. I intend to let life be pleasurable. I intend to be pleased. I intend to give pleasure. I intend to receive pleasure.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray for pleasure. I pray to give and receive pleasure. I pray for compassion and understanding. I pray for peace.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am giving and receiving pleasure. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. In the reality I prefer, life loves me. Life is working out for me. I am letting life live me. I am letting go of my worries and irritations. I am surrendering. I am allowing. I am letting go. I am at peace with what is. I am free! I am one with life! I am awake and conscious and making my best work!

In the reality I prefer, I feel immense pleasure. I give immense pleasure.

I love it when I figure out the puzzle. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I know what I want. I love it when I look for what I want. I love when I give what I want to receive. I love it when I realize what I Want. I love it when I feel powerful. I love it wheN I feel free. I love it wheN i love myself. I love it when I don't give a fuck! I love it when I let go and let life live me!

I expect to give and receive pleasure today. I expect to have the best night of my life. I expect to open up to receiving. I expect to give and receive love. I expect life to live me!

Dear Jessica,
You are doing everything right! You can relax now. This is your time. It's all coming your way, bigger and better than you could ever imagine!