487 Days Sober

Jessica Mullen

487 Days Sober

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to feel light and free! So happy and grateful to be SOBER! So happy and grateful to feel healthy and in control of my vibration!

So happy and grateful to have MOMENTUM! So happy and grateful to be focused on loving myself and not giving a fuck. So happy and grateful to get to day drink La Croix. So happy and grateful to have enough money that I can afford a fidget spinner ;-D

So happy and grateful to be in a good mood! So happy and grateful to have returned my emails! So happy and grateful to have new clients! So happy and grateful to feel excited about working on my new website! So happy and grateful to feel good about my work. So happy and grateful to hear positive feedback from my friends.

So happy and grateful to feel brave. So happy and grateful to feel healthier today. SO happy and grateful to be conscious and present. So happy and grateful our friend is visiting this week! So happy and grateful to have a wife who loves me. So happy and grateful to be who I am where I am!

Wouldn't it be nice if being sober got easier and easier?
Wouldn't it be nice to get the dryer fixed? Or stop worrying about it?
Wouldn't it be nice to focus more and more on loving myself?
Wouldn't it be nice to figure out how to deactivate FB and keep the same spotify account?
Wouldn't it be nice to feel highly motivated to work on client work?
Wouldn't it be nice to feel highly motivated to work on my own website?
WOULDN'T IT BE NICE TO HAVE SOME GREAT PHOTOS TAKEN OF ME?
Wouldn't it be nice to work on my projects?
- Cult of Counting
- The new meditation zine
- Intro to Life Design
- My website
- Tarot deck
Wouldn't it be nice to take the yoga swing outside? Wouldn't it be nice to get a stand for free? Wouldn't it be nice to get a manicure soon? Wouldn't it be nice to take better care of my nails again? Wouldn't it be nice to record my best video yet? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best vacay ever this weekend? Wouldn't it be nice to play and have fun and feel light and remember I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! Wouldn't it be nice to feel brave and go for a trip...

I am a powerful witch! I command sobriety to get easier!
I am a powerful witch! I command the best meditation video yet!
I am a powerful witch! I command presence and love and NGAF!

I've decided to feel good about my health! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about sobriety! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about my energy level and motivation level! It's working itself out!

What do I want?
To love myself more and more by the minute
To have a singular focus on loving myself
To make my best work
To feel the best I've ever felt
To be fun and playful
For sobriety to get easier
To remember to appreciate myself

I appreciate that I'm sober and I have been for 478 days. I appreciate that I do the work. I appreciate that I meditate almost every day. I appreciate that I drink a spinach smoothie almost every day. I appreciate that I've kept my kitties alive and healthy for 16 years. I appreciate that I have had a stable relationship with my wife for 10 years. I appreciate that I cut back on the coffee today. I appreciate my calmness about the ants in the kitchen. I appreciate how playful I feel today. I appreciate myself returning my emails and even reaching out with a new thread. I appreciate getting to talk to my family yesterday. I appreciate my patience in business and home. I appreciate my dedication to my vortex. I appreciate my desire to be conscious. I appreciate my willingness to keep playing this game of life. I appreciate how much less depressed I am than in the past. I appreciate that I wake up every morning without a hangover! I appreciate that I work out and I appreciate that I am kind to myself when I don't live up to my expectations. I appreciate that I am committed to loving myself!

I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to be conscious. I intend to be present. I intend to surrender my preferences. I intend to love and accept myself exactly the way I am. I intend to love and play and have compassion. I intend to celebrate and feel free! I intend to not give a fuck! I intend to go with the flow. I intend to wish others well. I intend to look for the best in other people. I intend to be a good person. I intend to like myself today!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to love myself with singular focus. I pray to let go. I pray to feel PLAYFUL. I pray to feel that connection with the divine. I pray to remember who I am, to feel it, to KNOW IT.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, being sober is easy! I love myself! I don't give a fuck! I am fun and playful! I am enjoying my life the way it is! I am so happy with what I have! I am allowing well being to flow! My life is not serious! I am lightening up! I am free! I feel the best I've ever felt! I am one with life!

In the reality I prefer, everything is working out for me. I am relaxed and at ease. I am a money magnet! I am attractive and I am fun and I am doing everything right! I am making my best work and I am inspired, motivated, and energized! Life loves me!

I LOVE IT WHEN I WRITE. I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I love myself. I love it when I have a singular focus. I love it when I don't give a fuck! I love it when I feel in the flow. I love it when I feel like I've been let in on the big universal joke. I love it when I feel relieved. I love it when life is fun. I love it when I am fun! I love it when life lives me!

I expect to have the best day of my life! I expect miracles!

Dear Jessica,
Congratulations! You have come so far! Let yourself relax and enjoy and celebrate! You are doing the work! You are being your best self! You are living the dream! Let yourself enjoy it, let yourself love it! It is your natural state!

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.