A Good Dream

Jessica Mullen

A Good Dream

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful

  • to have a farmstand we can walk to with corn and asparagus and cucumbers and strawberries and nectarines!
  • to have a Spotify account I can listen to any music in the world on! whole albums! new releases! radio!
  • to have a fridge of la croix and cookies and vegetables and chili and cookie dough and
  • to have 2 beautiful kitties who are so so so so cute
  • to have the best wife in the world who takes such good care of me
  • to be playing music again! to be learning songs and writing songs!
  • to have a pool in the backyard and a hose and plants growing that I planted from seeds!
  • to have enough money to buy a window ac and ether!
  • to live in a perfect place with perfect people! to have summer that isn't as crushing as Texas! to have friends who text me!

Wouldn't it be nice

  • to have a fun time swimming and cool off and feel relaxed and energized?
  • to find a writing style I am more passionate about?
  • to have some musical BREAKTHROUGHS and write some really good music?
  • to be nicer to myself?
  • to relax and enjoy my life the way it is?
  • TO HAVE GOOD DREAMS?
  • to feel really confident and good about myself?
  • to STOP WORRYING?
  • if it stormed?

Well let's prepave the night.
What's the best that could happen before?
I get in a really good mood! And I relax and stop worrying! And I make peace with what is and enjoy the moment!
What's the best that could happen during?
Storms! Good news! Ether goes way up! I make art!
How do you want to feel after?
DIVINELY INSPIRED LIKE I USED TO

I'm a powerful witch! I command

  • MYSELF TO STOP GIVING A FUCK WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK
  • MYSELF TO GET IN A GOOD MOOD AND BASK IN WHAT IS
  • DIVINE INSPIRATION TO FLOW
  • MYSELF TO for REEEEAL STOP THINKING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK

I've noticed I'm annoyed with myself and that's ok.
I've noticed I really really want to redo my website and that's ok.
I've noticed I feel lazy and irritable and that's ok!
I've noticed I feel stressed about all the shit I have/want to do and that's ok!
I've noticed I feel unsafe and that's ok!
I've noticed I have a headache and that's ok!

I've decided to feel good about my writing! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about my website! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about this day! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about what I have to do! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about ether! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about my body! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about my life! It's working itself out!

What do I want?

  • to R e L a X
  • to enjoy my life! it's perfect! stop worrying!
  • to make fabulous music! to feel that inspiration and flow!
  • for this fucking heat to chill out so i can hoop and play and feel energized
  • to trust the process of life! surrender my preferences! let life live me! say yes! know this is the path to enlightenment!
  • to feel brave and confident and SO IN LOVE WITH MYSELF
  • to make my best work
  • to feel the best I've ever felt
  • for real. let the worries go. dear lord.

I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to appreciate what I have. I intend to have fun and bask and play. I intend to let life live me. I intend to let go of my worries. I intend to enjoy life the way it is! I intend to sit up straight. I intend to practice loving myself. I intend to make my best work. I intend to slow down and be nice to myself. I intend to be kind and compassionate ESPECIALLY TO MYSELF. I intend to create create create. I intend to let what I want come to me. I intend to be still. I intend to have sInGuLaR fOcUs.

I PRAY TO STAY SOBER TODAY. I pray to feel CAREFREE. I pray to enjoy my life the way it is. I pray to trust the process of life. I pray to feel enlightened, at peace, knowing. I pray to uplift and inspire and be uplifted and inspired. I pray loving myself gets easier today. I pray to stop with the dam ass judgements. I pray to be FEARLESS.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer,

  • I am making my best work right now.
  • I am at peace with what is.
  • I love myself! I don't give a fuck! I live the magick life! I'm a powerful witch!
  • I am light! I am fun! I am shining, sparkling, shimmering! I am a Star!
  • Everything I want comes to me!
  • I am so happy to be me living the life I do.
  • I trust the process of life. I surrender my preferences. I have singular focus.
  • I am in LOVE WITH JESSICA ELIZABETH MULLEN!

I love it when I write and think about what I want. I love it when I focus on what I'm passionate about. Like hooping and coffee and La Croix and music and meditation. I love it when I work on my website. I love it when I'm sober! I love it when I surrender my preferences and what I want comes to me. I love it when I feel magickal connection with someone. I love it when I feel TURNED ON. I love it when I feel life living me. I love it when I say yes and thank you and I love it wheN I don't give a fuck!

Dear Jessica,
You are doing everything right! Relax and let yourself enjoy! It's all working out for you! Whatever happens is the path to enlightenment and you can trust it! This is the main event! This is the magick life, right now! You can have a good dream right here right now!

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.