I Pray Death Is Fun

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to feel better by the minute! So happy and grateful to feel light and free! So happy and grateful to feel healthy and fit! So happy and grateful the wife coached and we did pump! So happy and grateful to have the best wife in the world! So happy and grateful to feel at peace with what is. So happy and grateful to feel in the flow. So happy and grateful to eat healthy and feel healthy. So happy and grateful to have time to relax. So happy and grateful to be in a good mood!

So happy and grateful to remember the power of YES! THANK YOU! So happy and grateful to have a fridge of la croix. So happy and grateful to be sober. So happy and grateful to let go of my worries. Yes! Thank you!

So happy and grateful to have internet and hot water and a washing machine. SO happy and grateful to have limitless options and opportunities. So happy and grateful to have plenty of work. So happy and grateful to have enough money to travel. So happy and grateful to have enough money to buy groceries. So happy and grateful to have enough money to relax lol!

So happy and grateful to DO ME. So happy and grateful to be making art every day. So happy and grateful to be training my attention. So happy and grateful to be here now.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my thoughts? Wouldn't it be nice to have a great big storm? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender my preferences and just say yes thank you to every moment as it comes? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to love myself and not give a fuck??

Wouldn't it be nice to do nice things for Kelly? Wouldn't it be nice to run tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to work on CoC? Wouldn't it be nice to breathe consciously and let it all come to me? Wouldn't it be nice to hang out? Wouldn't it be nice to get all our work done before tomorrow evening? Wouldn't it be nice to feel pain free? Wouldn't it be nice to get a massage? Wouldn't it be nice to bask and relax and have fun?

Wouldn't it be nice to take more Nikon photos? Wouldn't it be nice to get more attention on SoLD? Wouldn't it be nice to work on printables? Wouldn't it be nice to work on my website? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life and know what I want is coming?

Prepave! Champaign!
What's the best that could happen before?
We get all our work done! We have fun at the workshop! We have great meetings! We have an awesome time in peoria! High vibration! Sales! Orders! Busy but relaxed! In the flow! Inspired! Blissful! Euphoria!

What the best that could happen during?
FRIENDS! FUN! LAUGHTER! SURPRISES! N and J and J and C and B and all my friends! Great food! So much inspiration!

How do you want to feel after?
SUCCESSFUL! Bliss. Proud. Relaxed. At peace with what is. Ready. Motivated. FLOW MACHINE.

I am a powerful witch! I command blissful work and blissful travel!
I am a powerful witch! I command the best night of my life!
I am a powerful witch! I COMMAND A 60 MINUTE MASSAGE!
I am a powerful witch! I command a manicure!!

I've noticed I pulled a muscle and that's ok! I've noticed I feel bottomless and that's ok! I've noticed I'm hungry and that's ok! I've noticed I worry too much and that's ok. I've noticed I want someone to cook for me and that's ok!!!

I've decided to feel good about this pulled muscle. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about unpaid invoices. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about my work. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my health. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about death. It's working itself out!

What do I want?

  • massage massage massage massage
  • manicure manicure manicure manicure
  • money money money money
  • follow through on my projects!!!!!!!!!!
  • that feeling of flow machine!
  • dinner to be cooked for me!
  • more photoshoots of me!
  • to do nice things for Keke
  • to feel relaxed and inspired through all this work and travel
  • to be FEARLESS ABOUT DEATH

I intend to have the best night of my life. I intend to take care of myself and release my worries. I intend to lighten up and have fun! I intend to feel good and feel the flow. I intend to be kind. I intend to be compassionate. I intend to let go of my worries and preferences. I intend to lighten up and have fun! I intend to be a money animal. I intend to let what I want come to me. I intend to not give a fuck! I intend to love myself. I intend to say yes and thank you. I intend to appreciate what i have. I intend to DO ME!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to lighten up and have fun! I pray for peace and health and flow and light. I pray for relaxation and ease. I pray to let divine inspiration through me to execute these projects!!! I pray it all works out for everyone. I pray death is fun.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, everything is working out for me. What I want is coming at the perfect time. What I want is coming to me.

In the reality I prefer, I am already successful. I am at peace with what is. I am light. I am in the flow. I am my reason for feeling good. I love myself and I don't give a fuck! In the reality I prefer, I feel the best I've ever felt. I am letting go of my worries. I am one with life.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I write. I love it when I feel inspired and motivated. I love it when I surrender. I love it when I let go of my worries. I love it when I make good work. I love it when I feel successful. I love it when I remember to breathe and say YES THANK YOU!

Dear Jessica,
It's all for fun! Relax and let it be fun. Relax and let yourself enjoy this moment. It was made just for you!

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