I Trust the Process of Life

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be in the right place at the right time! So happy and grateful to have orders and demand for our products! So happy and grateful to feel focused and energized! So happy and grateful to be playing piano again! So happy and grateful to feel good about myself! So happy and grateful to have a manicure! SO happy and grateful to get massages every day! SO happy and grateful to have plenty of money! So happy and grateful to always have plenty! So happy and grateful to feel good about myself! So happy and grateful to feel connected and at peace with what is! SO happy and grateful to feel good about my life! SO happy and grateful to have plenty of work! SO happy and grateful to feel successful! SO happy and grateful to be in the right place at the right time! SO happy and grateful to have a coach! SO happy and grateful to be working out regularly! So happy and grateful to be car free! SO happy and grateful to have so many patterns instilled! Like cooking and cleaning and fitness and oil pulling!

So happy and grateful to receive positive feedback! SO happy and grateful to remember to not give a fuck what other people think! SO happy and grateful to feel healthy and fit! So happy and grateful to have the best wife in teh world! So happy and grateful to have beautiful kitties and a beautiful perfect home! SO happy and grateful to have big plans! So happy and grateful to be eating well! SO happy and grateful to have places to go and things to do! So happy and grateful to feel excited about life! So happy and grateful to be fearless and confident! So happy and grateful to feel focused and trusting the process of life! So happy and grateful to love myself and feel the best I've ever felt!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to learn more songs and practice piano every day? Wouldn't it be nice to have a more rigid schedule? Wouldn't it be nice to be able to follow my own schedule? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the day goes on? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to launch that new product? Wouldn't it be nice to promote the school more? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and trust?! Wouldn't it be nice to get a long well with Keke today? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh at jokes and feel blissful? Wouldn't it be nice to feel euphoric? Wouldn't it be nice to have a singular focus?!

Prepave the night!
What's the best that could happen before?
I get all my work done! K's counter, recording, meditating, and folding zines! I feel better and better as the day goes on. I feel confident and enthusiastic and ENERGIZED!
What the best that could happen during?
Everything is in the flow. Friends. Smiling and laughing. Play. Ease. Safe bike ride. Amazing dinner. Blissville. Gorgeous night.
How do you want to feel after?
READY. On fire. Making my best work! FLOW MACHINE!!!

I am a powerful witch. I command ENERGY. I command HEIGHTENED AWARENESS. I command bliss and euphoria. I command FLOW MACHINE!!!!!

I've noticed I'm feeling anxious and that's ok. I've noticed I feel like I'm not doing enough and that's ok. I've noticed I feel creatively backlogged and that's ok. I've noticed I want to learn how to transmute better and that's ok. I've noticed I'm a fuckin addict and that's ok! I've noticed I wish I would create more and follow through more and THAT'S OK!

I've decided to feel good about my creative output. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my projects. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about my addictive tendencies. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about my relationships. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about who I am. I am working myself out!!!

What do I want?

  • To follow through on old projects:
    • POST "ONE OF EVERYTHING" PRODUCT TO THE SCHOOL
    • RESHOOT PHOTOS: BEST WEEK EVER, NUMBERS, MEDITATION CARDS, K's MMM, QUANTUM, 99 THINGS
    • SEND EMAIL from SOLD DOMAIN
  • TO REDESIGN MY SITE!!!!!!!!! MORE PHOTOSHOOTS OF MYSELF!!!!!! DO THIS DO THIS DO THIS
  • WORK ON TAROT CARDS AGAIN!
  • WORK ON MUSIC AGAIN
  • ALL I WANT IS CREATIVE FLOW MACHINE THAT'S IT AND THAT'S ALL!!

Today I intend to let what I want come to me. I intend to be the best version of myself. I intend to think about what I want and who I am. I am a powerful witch. I am a witch and a designer and a lifestreamer and a photographer and an alien.

I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to be light and focused and confident and fearless. I intend to be ENERGIZED. I intend to let the creative flow through me. I intend to MAKE MY BEST WORK. I intend to take small steps on my website. I intend to work on School of Life Design zines for the market. I intend to follow through. I intend to record my best meditation video yet. I intend to love myself the way I am. I intend to be kind to myself. I intend to be compassionate. I intend to focus my attention. I intend to not give a fuck what other people are doing. I intend to DO ME.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to let the flow through me. I pray to transmute energy into creative magick. I pray for flow machine. I pray for peace. I pray to learn to trust the process of life. I pray to surrender. I pray to not care what happens. I pray to enjoy life the way it is!

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am making my best work right now. I am doing everything right. I am in the right place at the right time. I am in the flow. I am connected to source. I am in the creative flow machine NOW. I am allowing well being to flow. I trust the process of life.

In the reality I prefer, i am so happy with what I have. I am a t peace with what is. I am making my best work. I am a powerful witch. I love myself and I don't give a fuck. I am focused on DOING ME. I am doing me. I am counting. I am breathing consciously. I love myself and I am doing everything right!

I love it when I write and focus and realize what I want. I love it when I make my best work. I love it when I work on my website. I love it when I feel the flow. I love it wheN i feel excited about my life. I love it when I have a fresh manicure. I love it when I feel excited about life. I love it when I don't give a fuck! I love it when I love myself the way I am.

Dear Jessica,
Relax. You already are doing everything right. Let go of your obsessive thoughts. You can relax now. It's all coming. You already know it's on the way. GO back to your breath, your mantra, your loving yourself. Loving yourself will solve all the rest.

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