BE BRAVE

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be writing. So happy and grateful to be at peace with what is. So happy and grateful to be in control of my vibration. So happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck. So happy and grateful to love myself. So happy and grateful to be gtd. So happy and grateful to lighten up and not be so serious. So happy and grateful to be here now. So happy and grateful I can surrender and let GO!

So happy and grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful to feel strong and fit in my body. So happy and grateful to feel better already. So happy and grateful to let go of my anger. So happy and grateful to let go of my irritation. So happy and grateful to have emotional intelligence. So happy and grateful to stop giving a fuck what other people think or do. So happy and grateful I can SURRENDER MY PREFERENCES and be light.

So happy and grateful to be CHOKING BACK THIS FURY

So happy and grateful I always Get WHAT i WANT. So happy and grateful to not give a fuck. So happy and grateful to love myself the way I am. So happy and grateful to LIGHTEN UP AND NOT CARE. So happy and grateful for piano and free sheet music and the internet. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus on things to be grateful for
water
i need so much water
music
enough money to buy groceries
fans
and koozies
and gel pens and
my phone
i bite back (it's a piece of shit)

I am so angry. Like am I wasting my life? What the fuck. What should I do? I am so angry. I feel like my mother. What should I do? Where should I go? I am too lucid. I am too aware. Life seems hard and painful. Life seems mean and dangerous. Life seems not fun!

I know I can find fun but where and how
How can I stop caring so much about substances
How can I LIKE MYSELF so I don't have to constantly try to escape

How can I not feel like a hypocrite. How can I be transparent
challenging
open
let the creative flow through me

I am so mad. I guess I must have been criticizing myself. I am so bored and angry. I don't care about anything. I have no ambition. I am sinking!

And now i Have to ask: what is this contrast making me ask for?
I want to feel good without substances.
I want to feel good on my own.
I want to like where I am. Who I am with.
I want friends. I want my own life.
I want to have energy and not be so lazy.

I want to feel like making something. I want to like myself. I want to focus on liking myself and actually follow through. I want to NOT CARE. I want to FEEL GOOD~

I am so sick of this so sick of this.

Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and be in a good mood? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my anger and fury? Wouldn't it be nice to feel successful and LIKE MYSELF?

Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life? Wouldn't it be nice to play more music and STOP FUCKING THINKING? Wouldn't it be nice to be positive again? Wouldn't it be nice to practice what I preach? Wouldn't it be nice to listen to some Abe? Wouldn't it be nice to feel free? Wouldn't it be nice to do what I Want? Wouldn't it be nice to Want to DO Something?!

Wouldn't it be nice to feel better? Wouldn't it be nice to not feel so sour? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good? Wouldn't it be nice to make music? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better? Wouldn't it be nice to feel betteR? Wouldn't it be nice to be a match to the solution?

I WANT

  • A FUCKING MASSAGE
  • to not be so mad
  • to be less critical
  • to be at peace with what is and accepting
  • to WANT to do something and WANT to make something
  • to like myself
  • to know I'm in the right place
  • to know I'm doing everything right
  • to let this OUT OF ME
  • to feel BETTER

Prepave! today
What's the best that could happen before?
i feel better
What the best that could happen during?
i make good work
How do you want to feel after?
i like my life

I am a powerful witch. I COMMAND TRANSMUTATION.
I am a powerful witch. I command music to flow through me.
I am a powerful witch. I command SUCCESS ! ! !

I've noticed I am furious and that's ok. I've noticed I am sad and that's ok. I've noticed I am focusing on the negative and that's ok. I've noticed I want a fucking miracle and that's ok.

I've decided to feel good about my life. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my preferences. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about this day. It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about my relationships. They're working themselves out. I've decided to feel good about "THE WORK". It's working itself out. I've decided to feel good about right now. It's working itself out.

I intend to relax.
I intend to be nice to myself and others.
I intend to lighten up.
I intend to feel better.
I intend to let go of my anger.
I intend to RESOLVE my anger.
I intend to uninstall this stupid related content plugin.
I intend to focus on the POSITIVE.
I intend to be more ACCEPTING.
I intend to have a good day.
I intend to make my best video yet.

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to feel better. I pray to lighten up. I pray to let good work though me.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer,
I am in the right place at the right time.
I am joyful. I am at peace. I am one with life.
I am enlightened.
I am a powerful witch. I feel confident and attractive.
I am making my best work. I AM LETTING LIFE LIVE ME.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I relax and be kind. I love it when I follow through on DOING things. I love it when I WANT TO DO. I love it when I make good work. I love it when I feel creative. I love it when I feel focused. I love it when I lighten the fuck up and appreciate what I have.

Dear Jessica,
Relax, say yes and thank you. All of your power is still there. The work will always work. Let yourself enjoy it. Let yourself accept it all. Let it all wash over you. Let go of attachment, go back to your breath. Focus on it like it's the only thing to do. Focus on it like it's your job.

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