What Is Letting Go?

Silent Counting

What Is Letting Go?

Silent Counting
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be writing and raising my vibration! So happy and grateful to be LETTING GO!

What is letting go?
Feeling free, flying, taking it so lightly you fly!
Letting go is letting god
let god
let god
let go
Letting go is letting the flow in
letting the flow through me
Giving up my idea of what letting go means
Giving up my structures and schedules and being open and saying yes!
Letting go is not resisting
it is surrendering it is saying yes
yes yes ok
yes
you're right
yes

Letting go is the path of least resistance
And people still want to tell you that the path of least resistance isn't a fulfilling life
You still have to MAKE SHIT HAPPEN
and HUSTLE
and GO GET EM

But letting go...
I am the origin of the wave
Whatever I feel right now is what I am creating
Whatever I am experiencing is an old vibration

I've been caught in a spell of reacting to old vibration
Not realizing I can create the new vibration
It just takes a few minutes
Just takes a few minutes
Just takes a few minutes

Why do I listen to "trigger" music
Why do I still want to drink
Fall into that beautiful sick oblivion
"I'll be back" I reassure myself
I'll be back...

Letting go is not caring if I drink again because I'm not drinking right now and right now is all there is
Letting go is relaxing into the now
Quieting the mind
Mind racing so many ways - skin water laundry pain food preparing travel movement health age death dying. It always ends in dying. Why bother?
Just be here now

Relax into right now
I want to control
I want a massage I want A FUCKING MASSAGE
I WANT A FUCKING MASSAGE

All I ever want is a fucking massage
in my bed in my home from someone I love
I WANT A FUCKING MASSAGE PLEASE

Letting go is being ok with never getting another massage as long as I live
As long as I live
I renounce massages
I feel good regardless of my massage circumstances

Letting go is breathing
It is letting go of those worries
birthday parties
presents
presence
Am I poisoning myself?
Always with the poison
And then I read about all the poison that just EXISTS in my daily life and it's like why fight the poison... give into the poison... become one with the poison

There Are No Others instagram reminds me

Letting go is not worrying about those facebook messages I want to return but I'm too tired
Letting go is
forgetting all the goals and aims and targets for myself
arbitrary things like
WRITE MORE BOOKS
WRITE MORE ARTICLES
WRITE MORE BLOGS
WRITE MORE

And then there is
EXERCISE MORE
WORK OUT MORE
LIFE MORE WEIGHTS
GET BACK ON A MARATHON TRAINING SCHEDULE LMAO

And then I just get so mad at myself for not being perfect, not doing enough.
I w

Letting go is getting wrapped up in my thoughts, feeling defeated, then remembering
I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK!
I love myself
I do not give a fuck
I am a powerful witch
I live the magick life.

Letting go is not caring that I am not that popular on twitter lmao
Letting go is remember I have the power to choose another thought
I am so popular on twitter
Letting go is stopping the thought train that counters with
I wouldn't WANT to be popular on twitter
Come on
Can't win

Letting go is saying yes and thank you
It is saying I love myself
and really it is just silent counting because all those mantras are nice but if you can't keep your attention on a single thought they aren't doing much good... your mind can't argue with the numbers in silent counting

Letting go is letting go of the formula. Forget the formula. Try something new. Try something different.
I want to return to that dark dank period of drunkness
I didn't know how good I had it
So much fun!

Letting go is letting go of reliving the past. Letting go is trusting the process of life. Saying yes. Not acting. My nonaction is stronger than my action. Life knows what I want. Letting go is getting out of the way
Saying yes
Thank you
I love myself
I don't give a fuck

Letting go is remembering I AM THE ORIGIN OF THE WAVE
I am the origin of the wave
I am the origin of the wave
I am in this moment, projecting a signal
I am the origin of the signal. I can't stop the reverberations of my signal, the manifestations, the reflections of what I sent.
But I can change my tune, right now.
I can remember to be: the origin of the wave.
I am the origin of the wave.
I am the origin of the wave.
I want to remember to be the origin of the wave.

In this moment I am the origin of the wave.
I am sending out tranquility and knowing and
I have to remember: I can feel good regardless of happens, so instead of worrying about the future, I need to just BE HERE NOW, choosing to feel good. Then what happens ends up being good, but I feel good so I don't need it.

I am choosing to feel good now.
I am choosing to let go of my worries now.
I am choosing to let go!
I am choosing to be light!
I am choosing to do the work: be the origin of the wave.
I AM the origin of the wave.

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.