I AM FUCKING OPEN

Jessica Mullen

I AM FUCKING OPEN

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful
to feel better
to be feeling better by the minute
I am feeling better by the minute
So happy and grateful it's October!
My favorite time!
So happy and grateful to be learning to be totally conscious.

So happy and grateful to have friends who love me and take care of me. So happy and grateful to have a wife who loves me and takes care of me. So happy and grateful to have a family who loves me and takes care of me. So happy and grateful to love myself and take care of myself.

So happy and grateful to feel better. So happy and grateful to feel better. So happy and grateful to feel better. So happy and grateful to feel better. So happy and grateful to feel better. So happy and grateful to feel better!

So happy and grateful to feel relieved. So happy and grateful to feel energized. So happy and grateful to feel better! So happy and grateful to love myself and not give a fuck! So happy and grateful to feel excited about life. So happy and grateful to be a powerful witch. So happy and grateful to live the magick life. So happy and grateful to know what I want!

Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up. Wouldn't it be nice to have some new ideas??? Wouldn't it be nice to be light and fun! Wouldn't it be nice to remember to be present? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better?! Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm acting with integrity? Wouldn't it be nice to follow my heart? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the best I've ever felt?

Wouldn't it be nice to play and laugh and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my thoughts?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Wouldn't it be nice to feel good about myself today? Wouldn't it be nice to celebrate all I am instead of mourning all I'm not?!

Wouldn't it be nice to let life live me? Wouldn't it be nice to to feel good about my life? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm doing the right thing? Wouldn't it be nice to be my reason for feeling good?

Wouldn't it be nice to love my life today? Wouldn't it be nice to not get so fucking depressed without caffeine? Wouldn't it be nice to feel free? Wouldn't it be nice to have good dreams? Wouldn't it be nice to feel light and playful and fun? Wouldn't it be nice to feel relief? Wouldn't it be nice to feel happy?!

Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life? Wouldn't it be nice to not care so much? Wouldn't it be nice to record my best meditation video yet?!?!?!

I WANT

  • to feel better
  • to make my best work!!
  • to CREATE
  • to MAKE
  • to feel the best I've ever felt! on my fucking own! without a single fucking drug!!!
  • to let go of this sadness
  • to stop feeling like someone else is controlling me and control my fucking self
  • to let go of control
  • for life to be fun and deep and i want to be fucking brAVE!
  • to feel better. to feel better. to feel better. because i choose it. i decide it.

Prepave! PARDI!
What's the best that could happen before?
I feel better. I feel better on my own. I feel better on my own. I feel better on my own. I let go. I let go. I let go. I let go. I let go. I let go. I help myself. I feel better. I feel better. I help myself. I do the work. I focus. I feel better. I do it myself. I let go.

What’s the best that could happen during?
Fun! Play! Toys! I feel better! I feel relieved! I am inspired! I am connected! I am OPEN! I AM FUCKING OPEN!

How do you want to feel after?
relieved. happy. successful. open. better. free. in love with myself!

I am a powerful witch. I command myself to have the best day of my life!
I am a powerful witch. I command myself to LET THE FUCK GO!
I am a powerful witch. I command myself to be AT PEACE WITH WHAT IS!

IT WON'T ALWAYS BE LIKE THIS!!!!!!

I've noticed I'm sad and that's ok. I've noticed I'm blaming my external reality for my problems and feelings and that's ok.

I've noticed I feel trapped and not free and that's ok. I've noticed I feel unmotivated and pissed at myself and that's ok. I've noticed I want to feel good about myself and that's ok. I've noticed I want to feel better and that's ok!!!!!

I've decided to feel good about myself. I'm working myself out.
I've decided to feel good about where I am in life. It's working itself out!!

Today I intend to have a good attitude. I intend to be kind and compassionate. I intend to be totally conscious. I intend to love myself. I intend to fall in love with myself. I intend to bask in this seasoN! I intend to enjoy my time. I intend to love my life the way it is. I intend to go within to find my solutions. I intend to wild out!

I intend to let go of my thoughts. I intend to feel confident. I intend to love myself! I intend to let what I want come to me.

I AM LETTING WHAT I WANT COME TO ME.

I pray to stay sober today.
I pray to ask for what I want.
I pray to be confident and vocal about what I want.
I pray to love myself
and my life the way it is.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer,
I love myself.
I don't give a fuck.
I live the magick life.
I am a powerful witch!

In the reality I prefer,
life is working out for me. I am free. I can be or do or have anything I want! I am letting life live me. I am free. I am at peace with what is. I am totally conscious.

I love it when I write. I love it when I feel better. I love it when I feel the flow. I love it when I ask for what I fucking want. I love it when I do the work. I love it when I feel confident and happy to be me! I love it when I stand up for myself. I love it when I feel strong and brave! I love it when I SHINE.

Dear Jessica,
It's all working out for you. Relax and let it be easy. It can be easy. You've already asked. Let go of your thoughts. Let it come to you!

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.

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