LOVE AND APPRECIATION

Jessica Mullen

LOVE AND APPRECIATION

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be OPEN TO RECEIVING. So happy and grateful to be letting what I want come to me. So happy and grateful to be in control of my vibration. So happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck. So happy and grateful to feel better. So happy and grateful to be practicing loving myself. So happy and grateful life is getting easier to handle. SO happy and grateful to feel at peace with what is. So happy and grateful to be who I am. So happy and grateful to be making my best work. So happy and grateful to be allowing well being to flow. So happy and grateful to be the best version of myself I can be.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice if my computer stopped lagging? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better? Wouldn't it be nice to feel kind and compassionate and loving and appreciative? Wouldn't it be nice to let this rage out somehow? Wouldn't it be nice to feel lighthearted? Wouldn't it be nice to bask in my success? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of all this hate?

Wouldn't it be nice to be kind? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to like what I write for this site more? Wouldn't it be nice to write more for this site? Wouldn't it be nice to have an article idea that has nothing to do with sobriety? Wouldn't it be nice to make some digital art? Wouldn't it be nice to draw and paint all day? Wouldn't it be nice to feel more focused? Wouldn't it be nice to feel less jealous? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better?!?!

Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to stop battling my fucking thoughts? Wouldn't it be nice if it were easier to be the watcher? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to have some thoughts that always work? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better about myself?

Wouldn't it be nice to flip my perspective? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate myself? Wouldn't it be nice to love myself? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better about myself? Wouldn't it be nice to feel loved and appreciated?? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm on the right path? Wouldn't it be nice to finish that zine? Wouldn't it be nice to stop hating so much? Wouldn't it be nice to appreciate what I have?????

I WANT

  • to feel the relief alcohol can bring, without alcohol
  • to get a massage (let this go!)
  • to make my best work
  • to feel great about my website
  • to spend more time making art
  • to feel good about myself
  • to love and appreciate myself regardless of what other people think
  • to STOP LOOKING FOR EXTERNAL VALIDATION!!!!!!!!!!
  • to LOVE MYSELF
  • to LOVE WHAT I ALREADY HAVE and BE IN A GOOD MOOD!!!

Prepave! Walking adventure!
What's the best that could happen before?
Good mood! GOod mood! Good mood! love and appreciation! massage! feel good! Good mood!

What’s the best that could happen during?
Synchronicity and magick! Light! Free! Fun! Good conversation! Love and appreciatioN!

How do you want to feel after?
Invigorated! Ready to WORK ON MY SHIT! INSPIRED!

I am a powerful witch. I command
FUN and FLOW and LOVE and APPRECIATION!

I am a powerful witch. I command myself to stop caring about external validation!!

Today I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to feel good today. I intend to enjoy my day. I intend to do the work MORE AND MORE AND MORE. I intend to make my most beautiful art. I INTEND TO MAKE SOME FUCKING ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to feel better. I pray to feel good about myself. I pray loving myself gets easier. I pray accepting myself gets easier. I pray feeling good about myself gets easier. I pray everything works out for everyone!!

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer,
I love myself.
I don't give a fuck!
I am a powerful witch!
I live the magick life!

In the reality I prefer, I am making my best work right now already. I am already inspired, invigorated, motivated and in the flow. I am allowing well being to flow. I am entering receiving mode. I am open to receiving. I feel better. I feel better about myself. I feel good about myself. I am at peace with what is. Life already is the way I want it to be!

In the reality I prefer, everything is working out for everyone. I am focused. I am in the flow. I am focused on making my best work. I am making art! I am in the flow! I am focused on making art! I am focused on the flow!

Oh also I intend to take HELLA PHOTOS.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I focus on directing my thoughts. I love it when I feel good about what I do with my time here. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I flip my perspective. I love it when I feel better. I love it when I don't give a fuck. I love it when I feel wild! I love it when I feel loosened up without alcohol. I love it when I feel refreshed and invigorated! I LOVE IT WHEN I SHED MY FUCKING SKIN!

I love it when life works out. I love it when I let go of my fucking resistant thoughts!

Dear JEssica,
Breathe and relax. Just relax. Let it be easy. What you want is already in front of you. You are already making your best work. Trust the process of life. Trust the flow. Trust that what you need is already yours. Trust that it's all working out. Your contrast is creating! What is your contrast?

Not making enough. Not making enough art. Not spending enough time on my site. Spending too much time sleeping and scrolling. Feeling crabby at myself. Not loving myself the way I am.

What is the contrast making you ask for?

MY BEST WORK TO FLOW FORTH EFFORTLESSLY. And to love myself the way I am.

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.