Come to Me

Jessica Mullen

Come to Me

Jessica Mullen
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! SO happy and grateful I can choose to focus on something else! So happy and grateful I can choose to not give a fuck! So happy and grateful I can lighten up and be fun! SO happy and grateful I can choose to love myself and count and feel good about myself! So happy and grateful I can let go of my demons! SO happy and grateful I can let this explosive anger GO! SO happy and grateful I can forget my worries and let life live me! So happy and grateful I can shut my mind the fuck up! So happy and grateful it's easy to feel good without alcohol! So happy and grateful to be blissful in my life and relationships! So happy and grateful I can direct my thoughts down new paths! So happy and grateful I can surrender my preferences!

So happy and grateful I can scream and shout and let it all out! So happy and grateful I can acknowledge how I Feel and LET IT THE FUCK GO!

So happy and grateful I can have and be fun! So happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck about anything but how I feel! So happy and grateful I can let go of my anger and worries and MADNESS! So happy and grateful I can wild out and be the person I Want to be! SO happy and grateful NOTHING MATTERS! So happy and grateful I can let go of this anger! SO happy and grateful I Can be who I want to be! SO happy and grateful to BE A POWERFUL WITCH! SO happy and grateful I CAN LET LIFE LIVE ME! So happy and grateful I can trust the process of life!

SO happy and grateful to have a roof over my head and running water and new windows! So happy and grateful to feel loved and appreciated! So happy and grateful to feel good about myself today! SO happy and grateful to be making my best work!

SO happy and grateful I can choose to feel better! So happy and grateful I Can choose to not give a fuck! SO happy and grateful I Can choose to love myself!

I've noticed I feel like I'm going crazy and that's ok!
I've noticed I am unreasonably angry and irritable and that's ok!
I've noticed I'm pissed off and that's ok!
I've noticed I am filled with dread and that's ok!
I've noticed I am so fucking annoyed with myself and that's ok!
I've noticed I am so fucking bored and that's ok!
I've noticed I Want to Drink until I black out and that's OK!
I've noticed I want to fuck up my whole life and that's ok!
I've noticed I want to destroy everything and that's ok!
I've noticed I want to explode and that's ok!
I've noticed I want to FEEL BETTER and that's ok!
I've noticed I'm so mad at myself and that's ok!
I've noticed I still have so much self hate to let go and that's ok!
I've noticed I'm so tired of TRYING and that's ok!
I've noticed I feel so LAZY and that's ok!
I've noticed I want someone to FIX ME and that's ok!
I've noticed I don't want to take responsibility for how I feel and that's ok!
I've noticed I am freaking out and that's ok!
I've noticed I am filled and wrath and that's ok!
I've noticed I NEED A RELEASE AND THAT'S OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've decided to feel good about freaking out! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about how mad I am! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about self hate! It's working itself out! I've decided to feel good about who I am! It's working itself out!!!!!!!!

Wouldn't it be nice to pull it together?! Wouldn't it be nice to get back to that good mood I had yesterday and the night before? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better?! Wouldn't it be nice if my computer stopped fucking lagging?! Wouldn't it be nice to get a new computer and phone? Wouldn't it be nice to jump in the abyss?! Wouldn't it be nice to let the fuck go? Wouldn't it be nice to love myself? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of this anger?! Wouldn't it be nice to speak up?! Wouldn't it be nice to say what I need to say?! Wouldn't it be nice to DO ME?! Wouldn't it be nice to let my shit work itself out?! Wouldn't it be nice to feel good in my body?! Wouldn't it be nice to let life live me and stop thinking about all this fucking bullshit?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I WANT

  • to feel better on my own!
  • to take the easy way out!
  • to let go of this depression!
  • to get that good mood back!
  • to stop beating myself up!
  • to FEel better!!!!!!!!!!
  • to LET GO!
  • to find some new fucking music!
  • to feel attractive and good about myself!
  • to make my best work!
  • to like myself and my life the way it is!!!!!

Prepave! Caturday Adventure!
What's the best that could happen before?
I FEEL BETTER! I TAKE CARE OF MY SHIT! I DO ME! I FEEL BETTER! I FEEL BETTER! I FEEL BETTER! I FEEL BETTER! I LET THIS SHIT GO! I FOCUS ON WHAT I WANT! I FEEL BETTER! I FEEL BETTER! I FEEL BETTER! I AM MAKING MY BEST WORK! I FEEL BETTER! I FEEL BETTER! I FEEL BETTER! I AM HERE NOW! I AM TRANSCENDING MY FUCKING MIND!

What’s the best that could happen during?
FUN. Flow. Peace. I like where I am. I DO ME. I feel better. I feel better. I feel better. I feel good about myself. I choose to focus on WHAT I WANT. I choose to feel good. I choose to take responsibility for how I feel. I CHOOSE TO FEEL GOOD. I CHOOSE TO LIKE MY LIFE.

How do you want to feel after?
RELIEF. Good about myself.
I just want to feel good about myself.
I just want to feel good about myself.
I just want to feel good about myself.
I just want to feel good about myself.

I intend to have the best day of my life.
I intend to transmute my pain into heightened awareness.
I intend to make my best work.
I INTEND TO TRANSMUTE.
I intend to feel better.
I intend to FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF.
I intend to enjoy my life the way it is.
I intend to FEEL BETTER!!!!!!
I intend to DO ME.
I intend to take care of myself.
I intend to think about what I WANT.
I intend to LET WHAT I WANT COME TO ME.
I intend to BE THE PERSON I WANT TO FUCKING BE.

I pray to stay sober today even though I REALLY FUCKING WANT TO DRINk i KNOw it's not going to help it can only blow up in my face.
I pray to feel good about myself.
I pray to make my best work. I pray to let the flow through me.
I pray life lives me.

I'm switching to version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I feel better.
I feel better.
I feel good about myself.
I am focused on being the person I want to be.
I feel good about myself.
I am in such a good mood!
I feel good about myself.
I am transmuting my contrast into heightened awareness.
I am transcending my mind.
I am at peace with what is.
I am blissful!
I feel good about myself and my life and my work.

I love it when I transmute my contrast. I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I let life live me!

Dear Jessica,
Relax! It's all coming! Just get out of your own way!

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.