IT’S NOT UP TO ME!

Fall

IT’S NOT UP TO ME!

Fall
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to feel good about myself today! SO happy and grateful to have a snow day for working on my own shit! SO happy and grateful to feel better! So happy and grateful the work always works! So happy and grateful to not give a fuck! SO happy and grateful to love myself! So happy and grateful to wake up feeling good! So happy and grateful life loves me! So happy and grateful I can just relax into the pain! So happy and grateful I can choose to be fearless now! It's just pain!

SO happy and grateful to feel focused on DOING ME! SO happy and grateful to feel enthusiastic and inspired again! So happy and grateful to be making my best work! SO happy and grateful to have the best wife in the world! So happy and grateful to feel healthy and at peace with what is!

So happy and grateful to have two beautiful healthy kitties! So happy and grateful to always have plenty! SO happy and grateful to have perfect timing! SO happy and grateful it's getting easier to be present and conscious! So happy and grateful to finally realize IT'S NOT UP TO ME!

So happy and grateful to be working on my website! So happy and grateful to feel passionate again! So happy and grateful to have a plan! So happy and grateful to feel light and playful! So happy and grateful I get to choose what I focus on! So happy and grateful to like myself today! SO happy and grateful we get to go on a fun trip! So happy and grateful to have a wife to adventure with! So happy and grateful to have coffee and food in the fridge and nails to be painted! So happy and grateful to have money for domain names and flea medicine! So happy and grateful to have new windows and a new back door so the downstairs stays warm!!!

So happy and grateful to feel connected to source. So happy and grateful to have good music to listen to. So happy and grateful to like where I am. So happy and grateful I ALWAYS GET EVERYTHING I WANT!

What does huge abundance look like in these 4 areas? (Thanks Gala!)

Mental
Able to direct my thoughts and train my attention daily; mental discipline.
My videos are hugely satisfying, gratifying, helpful and transcendent.
I am hella into blogging!
I LOVE MY CREATIONS.
I work on my website every day.
The School of Life Design is creating new products, getting in new stores, getting more subscribers, and improving the website every month.

Emotional
I am able to transmute my negative emotions into heightened awareness.
I am able to relax into pain and not run from it.
I focus on loving myself and letting go of what I cannot control.
I am so in love with myself!
I feel good about myself!
I have friends who I love and adore and connect to when sober!

Physical
I look the way I want to look.
I wake up to payments, orders, passive income and payouts every day.
I make at least $4k net profit a month.
I keep up my fitness schedule.
I eat 90% vegan, 100% vegetarian.
I get massages weekly.
Baths weekly.
I am in perfect health!

Spiritual
Meditating daily.
I am TURNED ON.
I fly in my dreams.
I am IN THE FLOW.
My life is deep and psychedelic.
I am connected to source.
I am my reason for feeling good.
Magick is my drug!

Wouldn't it be nice if Movin wrote back? Wouldn't it be nice to feel confident about child themes? Wouldn't it be nice to finish styling single post views today? Wouldn't it be nice to make the cover image random? Wouldn't it be nice to sell a poster? Wouldn't it be nice to receive attention? Wouldn't it be nice to be so into myself I don't even care about my successes? WOuldn't it be nice to get lost in the flow of working on my site today? Wouldn't it be nice to post that new vid? Wouldn't it be nice to record that ad? Wouldn't it be nice to work on that song for F? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best trip to austin EVER? Wouldn't it be nice to see all my friends and have so much fun? Wouldn't it be nice if it was easy to stay sober? Wouldn't it be nice to feel so focused on loving myself that I don't care what other people are doing?!?!

I WANT

  • flow machine
  • go for a walk
  • make my best work
  • post my best video
  • traffic spike on our sites
  • have the most fun I've ever had
  • laugh at jokes
  • 10 new subs!
  • trust the process of life
  • be obsessed with loving myself and feeling good about myself and doing me!

Prepave! AUSTIN!
What's the best that could happen before?
Great mood! Get all my work done! Plenty of money! Cats are happy! Furnace is perfect! Eat well and work out! Feel confident and in love with myself and my life!

What’s the best that could happen during?
See everyone and feel so in love! Enjoy time with my parents! Eat amazing vegan food! Laugh and play with my friends! Feel joyful and connected! Make lots of money! Have the most fun I've ever had! Flawless travel! Feel HOT and TURNED ON and IN LOVE!

How do you want to feel after?
Creative! Inspired! In the flow! So into myself! SO IN LOVE WITH MYSELF!

Today I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to make my best work. I Intend to feel good about myself! I intend to feel HOT and TURNED ON! I intend to feel light and in the flow. I intend to laugh at jokes. i intend to bask and flow and let go. I intend to be so focused on loving myself that I don't care what anyone else is doing!!

I pray to stay sober today.
I pray to feel good about myself.
I pray to love myself.
I pray to get better at this self love thing.
I pray to RADIATE LOVE.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I am making my best work. I am in the flow. I am at peace with what is. I am so in love with myself I don't care what anyone else is doing! Life is living me. Life is on my side. Life is fun!

I love it when I DO ME. I love it wheN I am so focused on loving myself I don't care what anyone else is doing!

Dear Jessica,
Congratulations! You've made it! You've figured it out! This is the meaning of life! Let it through you! It's . . .

LOVE!

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.