The One Who Watches Is Already Free!

I AM

The One Who Watches Is Already Free!

I AM
So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be training my attention. So happy and grateful to be sober. So happy and grateful to be doing me. So happy and grateful to be focused on what I want. So happy and grateful to have my health. So happy and grateful to be letting go of my resistance. So happy and grateful to feel relieved. So happy and grateful to trust the process of life. So happy and grateful to live the magick life. So happy and grateful I don't have to give a fuck! So happy and grateful life is living me. So happy and grateful to be in the right place at the right time.

So happy and grateful I can surrender my preferences. So happy and grateful to have la croix. So happy and grateful to have happy healthy kitties. So happy and grateful to feel light. So happy and grateful to feel connected to the flow. So happy and grateful to have new music to listen to!

So happy and grateful to like my life the way it is. So happy and grateful to feel focused on feeling good. So happy and grateful to be choosing what I want to focus on. So happy and grateful to be training my attention. So happy and grateful to feel loved and appreciated. SO happy and grateful to enjoy my life.

So happy and grateful to have good dreams. So happy and grateful to be doing me. So happy and grateful to be making my best work. So happy and grateful to let go of my worries. So happy and grateful to surrender my preferences. So happy and grateful to let go of my anger and frustration. So happy and grateful to feel uplifted and inspired. So happy and grateful to be in a good mood. So happy and grateful everything is working out for everyone. So happy and grateful to be at peace with what is. So happy and grateful to be here now.

Wouldn't it be nice to have good dreams? Wouldn't it be nice to go to bed feeling better? Wouldn't it be nice to feel pleased and satisfied? Wouldn't it be nice to feel strong and fit? Wouldn't it be nice to post that post tomorrow? Wouldn't it be nice to be in a better mood? Wouldn't it be nice to wake up feeling good? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my annoying thoughts? Wouldn't it be nice to transcend my mind?

Wouldn't it be nice to have some spiritual epiphanies? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of the reins? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up?!?! Wouldn't it be nice to have fun and play? Wouldn't it be nice to feel wild and free? Wouldn't it be nice to find some answers? Wouldn't it be nice to know what to do? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better? Wouldn't it be nice to feel relief? Wouldn't it be nice to know that I'm doing everything right? Wouldn't it be nice to feel confident and KNOWING? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the relief that DMT brings? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better?!?!

What would abundance look like in these 4 areas?
Mental
Mental discipline. Counting. I love myself. More meditation. Yes, thank you. Be here now. Surrender my preferences. Own my unconscious desires.

Emotional
Feel better. Feel passion. Feel connected. Feel better. Feel light. Feel better. Feel better. Feel love. Feel appreciation. Feel better. Let go. Let go. Let go. Let go. Like the way I feel. Watch the way I feel. Be the watcher. The one who watches is already free.

Physical
Schedule. Fit. Workout every day. Addicted to working out. Addicted to doing the work. Focused on the work. Enjoying the work.

Spiritual
Knowing. Feel better. Connected. Passion. Connected. Knowing. Knowing. Knowing. Knowing. Knowing. Kindness. Loving. Connected. Knowing.

I WANT

  • to feel better
  • to feel relief
  • to feel synchronicity
  • to feel good about myself and my life
  • to make my best work
  • to make passionate art
  • to make passionate love
  • to feel fit and light and free
  • to let what I want come to me
  • to remember having is evidence of wanting

Prepave! Shopping adventure
What's the best that could happen before?
Wake up feeling good! Wake up in a good mood! Good dreams! Go for a run! Wake up early!

What’s the best that could happen during?
Have fun! Laugh! Have the most fun I've ever had! Feel good about my life!

How do you want to feel after?
Relief! Love! Appreciation!

I intend to have the best day of my life. I intend to go to bed feeling good. I intend to take care of myself. I intend to work out more. I intend to run. I intend to feel free. I intend to DO ME. I intend to make my best work. I intend to remember my power. I intend to be here now. I intend to love myself and my life the way it is. I intend to bask and appreciate. I intend to transcend my mind. I intend to transmute my pain into heightened awareness. I intend to let life live me! I intend to make my best work. I intend to let go and let it come to me!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray to feel love and appreciation and passion. I pray to feel relief. I pray for relief. I pray to let life live me. I pray to know what to do. I pray to know.

I'm switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I am at peace with what is. It's all working out for me! I am already fit and light and free! I am already the one who watches.

Who am I who notices my pain?

In the reality I prefer, I am already in a good mood. I feel better already. I am at peace with what is. What I want is already on its way! I am already where I want to be. I am being here now. I am here now. I am here now. I am.

I love it when I write. I love it when I take care of myself. I love it when I play and laugh and have fun. I love it when I follow through. I love it when I do the work! I love it when life lives me. I love it when I make peace with what is. I love it when I feel good about myself and my life!

Dear Jessica,
Breathe and let go. Surrender and let go. Let go of those attachments. You think it can only come a certain way. You think you have to take action. You think you need to DO.

But you can surrender. Let go.
Breathe.
Breathe.
I
Am.

Jessica Mullen

Living the magick life.

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