Grateful for change and new vibrations. Grateful to be enjoying this day so much. Grateful for a real keyboard. Grateful Kelly helped me feel so good this morning. Grateful to be sitting up straight. Grateful for Creative Commons licensed photos on Flickr. Grateful for the Internet. Grateful to have food to eat. Grateful for this Now.

Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out.

Grateful for my lifestream. Grateful for kaleidoscopes. Grateful to be in control of my mood and my thoughts. Grateful for tight abs. Grateful for espresso on a lazy Saturday. Grateful to not be hungover. Grateful to care about how I feel. Grateful to be so conscious of my breath now. Grateful for Kelly! Grateful for great sex. Grateful for epiphanies left and right. Grateful for new ideas to play with! Grateful to feel so good! Grateful life is so good!

Grateful it keeps getting better. Grateful to be a graphic designer. Grateful to have things to write about. Grateful for Tuesday Tips! Grateful to be a lifestreamer. Grateful my mood is my work. Grateful for my site. Grateful I can write about what I’m grateful for forever until I feel really good. Grateful it always works. Grateful for warm clothes. Grateful for the weekend. Grateful to have worked my ass off yesterday. Grateful to work with such great people.

Grateful my breath is a constant reminder to be in the Now.

Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in love. Breathe out resistance. Breathe in energy. Breathe out resistance. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in love, breathe out love.

Grateful to bask in my own light. Grateful to feel this good. Grateful to have learned how to stop thinking today. Grateful it’s so easy. Grateful for this beautiful physical body. Grateful that I clearly saw the concept of “when you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change” illustrated, in my own eyes. I look prettier when I feel good. I look like how I want to look. I look like I feel in good dreams.

And I’ve awoken from the dream of the mind into the bliss of the Now. It all happened today. Thank you to Mia for helping me get started. Today my addiction to thinking broke and inspiration came forward for the first time since before Christmas. Real inspiration. The kind people take drugs looking for. The flow. The current. Once you sync up with it, it’s way harder to get out than stay in. It’s so natural. It’s so simple.

Breathe in. Breathe out.
Writing is a bridge to feeling good. Breathing stops thought and produces immediate results, but often I have to start writing before giving breathing the time of day.

So grateful for the way everything is unfolding. So grateful to be open to receiving. So grateful to be open to the flow. So grateful to be in the now instead of the past. So grateful to stay in the now. Breathe in, breathe out.

Grateful to remember what I’m giving my all to: feeling good. Lifestreaming. Doing the work. Being in the Now. Being in control of my vibration.

What do I want? Then stop thinking.
I want to play with all the new ideas I attracted today, like shiny new toys on Christmas.

Breathe in. Breathe out.

Today is the greatest day of my life. I am in the flow. I am the creator.
What do you want? And stop thinking.
I want this comp to come out of my fingertips like magick. I want it to be mindblowing. I want it to be my best work.
Now breathe in and out and stop thinking.

I say yes to everything.
I say yes.
I’m in the flow.

I say yes. This is awesome. I feel the best I’ve ever felt. I love my life. This is so fun. I’m in the flow. Breathe in and out. Breathe in and out. Breathe in and out.

I want this to flow. I want this to be easy. I want to have fun. I want life to surprise me. I’m letting life take the drivers seat.

Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out.

I give the work all I have. I feel good.

I choose to feel good. I feel amazing. This is what I wanted. I created this. I feel amazing. I am connected to source. I am so grateful to be here. I am so grateful to be alive. I am so grateful for this opportunity to create.

I choose to feel good. I choose to be in the flow. I choose to love. I choose to have fun. I choose to relax. I choose to breathe.

I choose to feel good. I choose to be in the Now. I choose to love. I choose to breathe.

I get to have fun. I get to play. I get to feel good. I choose to love. I choose to have fun. I choose to feel free. I choose the Now.

I am confident and fun and in the Now. I choose to love and have fun! I choose to breathe.

I want to remember my power. I want to remember that all that matters is feeling good. I feel the best I’ve ever felt. I feel amazing. I feel the best.

So grateful for this Now. So

I choose to feel my best. I feel my best. I am in love with my life and so happy to be here creating.
I’m in the flow. I’m in the flow. I’m here in world.
I’m waking up from the illusion of the mind.
I am a powerful magician.

Grateful to be here. Grateful to have infinite time. Grateful to focus on what I want. Grateful to stay focused on feeling good. Grateful everything is working out for me. Grateful to feel the flow. Grateful to be here.

Grateful for this Now. Grateful it gets easier every day. Grateful it gets more fun every day. Grateful to be here. Grateful for this now.

Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out.

Out and in. In and out. Just breathe. Just breathe and enjoy. Just breathe and relax. In and out. I am a master of feeling good. I am so in love with my life. Doesn’t this feel good? Isn’t this fun? I’m in love with my wife and my life. I’m in world. I’m in control of my vibration. I’m in control of how I feel and what I think. I’m on some next level shit.

I’m here, in world. I’m here, in love. I’m here, creating my experience.

I want to finish this comp and have fun.
I want to do my best work. I want to love and feel loved. I want to feel the best ever. I want to feel relaxed and in control. I want to have the best night of my life.

I want to create art. I want to stream even more. I want to take more pictures and create. I want to have so much fun. I want to celebrate this amazing moment. I want to feel the flow. I am the flow.

So grateful for my strong mind and body. So grateful for Kelly. So grateful to be here. So grateful to be in world.

So grateful it gets easier every day. So grateful we’re here! This is so fun!

So grateful for this Now. So grateful to be here. SO grateful we ordered CONANS! So grateful for money to pay for Conans. SO grateful to be writing all day. So grateful to be focused. So grateful to be doing the work. So grateful to be here. So grateful for this Now. So grateful to feel good! So grateful to release resistance. So grateful to feel good no matter what. So grateful to be a lifestreamer! So grateful to be here. SO grateful to have a window open to write. So grateful I can choose focus. So grateful I can choose love. So grateful solutions are coming to me so quickly. So grateful to be here! So grateful I get to have a pizza party with my wife! So grateful for vegan delivery. So grateful I feel good. So grateful for my life. So grateful for the trip. So grateful for new perspectives and bookmarks. SO grateful for the dream. SO grateful for this computer. So grateful I can choose to feel good. So grateful for this now. SO grateful for Kelly. So grateful it keeps going on and on and on.

So grateful to be here. So grateful to be in the Now. SO grateful to be working. So grateful for the flow. So grateful we’re here. So grateful the better it gets, the better it gets. So grateful for our friends. So grateful this is what I get to do! So grateful we drove. So grateful for my car. So grateful for Kelly. So grateful for technology. So grateful to keep my mood up.

Grateful for all the solutions.

Grateful to be here. Grateful to be here. Grateful for the flow.

Grateful to be awake and alive in this dream. Grateful to feel the flow through me. Grateful for Kelly. Grateful to be doing design work. Grateful to be doing the work. Grateful to want to go hard. Grateful for this amazing now. Grateful everything is working out for me. Grateful to remember all I have to do to feel good is breathe deeply and regularly. Grateful for breath visualizations. Grateful for the power of breath. Grateful for the power of now.

I feel the best I’ve ever felt. I choose to feel my best no matter what. I choose to think the thoughts I want to think. I choose to bask in my Now. I choose to take everything in this Now into my vortex with me. I choose to celebrate and be light and have fun and play. I choose to think about what I want.

I want to feel better and better as the night goes on. I want to feel lively and sparkly and fun. I want to feel like an angel, weightless and made of pure love. I want to feel like everything is working out for me everywhere I look. I want to have the best night of my life. I want to remember that I’m in control. I’m in control.

Grateful I get to decide what I think and feel. Grateful I get to be in the Now. Grateful I get to be here. Grateful for this Now. Grateful for my strong body. Grateful for my health. Grateful for my smile. Grateful for my creative mind. Grateful for my family. Grateful to be breathing. Grateful for my friends. Grateful for my design education. Grateful for cold clean water. Grateful for pandora. Grateful for the soothing sound of a printer going all day. Grateful I know that my mind equals my body and I can relax my shoulders and relax my mind. Grateful for my lifestream. Grateful to be a lifestreamer. Grateful to have a record of my thoughts. Grateful it feels so good to breathe.

Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in love, breathe out love. Breathe in love, breathe out resistance. Breathe in love, breathe out resistance. Breathe in knowing, breathe out stress. Breathe in ease, Breathe out effort. Breathe in the Now, breathe out the old. Breathe in beauty, breathe out negativity. Breathe in love. Breathe out love. Breathe in life. Breathe out life. Breathe in flow. Breathe out flow.

Breathe in feeling good. Breathe out feeling good. Breathe in peace. Breathe out joy.

What would happen if I gave my work everything I have? What does that mean?

I give feeling good my all. I give the Now my all.

Go to 11:38 of this video of Nicki!

“Just one last try. I had never given anything my all. And I was like, you know what? I don’t care if I end up in a shelter, I’m not going back to work.” ~Nicki Minaj, on the moment she decided to make her rap career happen.

Today is the moment I make my lifestream career happen. It’s already been happening. But today I have decided to give it my all.

Grateful Neptune comes home today! Grateful I get to decide what my future holds. Grateful to be creating my story right here, right now. Grateful to be breaking through resistant thought patterns. I can be, do or have anything I want. So what do I want?

I am healed. My vision is crystallizing into physical form. I am who I came here to be.

I am one with my body, mind and experience. I am detached from outcome, and focused in the Now. My breath is a continuous conveyor belt keeping me in sync with the flow.

I am an ambassador of light. Now is my time to bridge between my Self and my self. I am light, I am water, I am air. I am flow. I am all that is. I am at peace with anything and everything. I am always ok. I am always at peace. I am at peace in this body, and at peace in this experience. I say yes to this Now.

I am a stream of life. I am the stream of life. I allow the flow to be expressed through my individual perspective, continually, consciously. I am safe. I am in control. I hold all of the power.

My power is in this Now. In this Now, I am fully prepared for life. I have everything I need. Everything is perfect in this Now. I am dancing in the flow, playing in the flow, basking in the flow, creating the flow. Creator and experiencer, visionary and seer.

I am free of resistance. I am free of attachment. I am free to be who I am and do what I want to do. I am in the flow in real time. I am the flow.

I am a stream of life. I am the creator of each Now. Today and each day forward is a celebration of joy.

I am a stream of life. I choose where to direct the stream.

I am a bridge from me to me, you to you, us to us. This is our time. We’re awake. Let’s play!

I am free. I am a stream of life, connected to all that is, growing all that is. Advancing life, taking the risk.

I am here to bridge heaven and earth. I create to bridge heaven and earth. Creating is manifesting heaven on earth.

I am a stream of life, an ambassador of light, and a bridge between heaven and earth. I am focused, confident, and fun. I am inspired, in sync with the flow, and constantly expressing my gifts like a Möbius kaleidoscope. My life is my art, my vision my design. I am a channel of visual solutions, and a soother of racing minds.

I am a source of infinite energy. I run at universal speed.

I accept the responsibility of creator. I accept the power I asked for. I breathe in the flow. I allow the flow through me. I direct the flow. I am the flow.

I’m allowing this new level of awakening. I’m allowing this new level of openness. I am opening up. Life is living me without resistance or fear. My vision is clear. My future is bright. My Now is impeccable.

I am impeccable in my thoughts, words and actions. I breathe in the flow. I am a stream of life, and I am accountable and responsible for my reality. I am the creator. I am the One. I am a guide, a light burning brightly. I chose this, I wanted this, and now it is mine.

Everything that I want has come to pass. I am free of my desires, free of my obligations, and blissfully carefree.

I welcome this time with an open heart and empty mind. I understand there is nothing to understand. I accept the simplicity. I allow life to be this deep. I allow myself to enjoy the game. I allow this to be fun. I allow myself to play. I allow myself to move fast and break things. I allow myself to go full force. I allow myself to be as brilliant as I know I am. I allow inspiration through me. I allow life to live me. I say yes.

I allow myself to embrace my manifested reality. I allow myself to enjoy my creation. I allow myself to reach the next level.

I allow myself to lead. I allow myself to trust my inner guidance. I allow myself to shine brightly without shame or self consciousness. I allow myself to be the best.

My lifestream is a map of flow. It is what comes out of me when I let life take the driver’s seat. It grows out of me like hair or fingernails, producing a digital mane of consciously-crafted narrative. It is where life takes me when I ask for what I want. It is a flow toy, an illustration of thought, and a collection of emotional bookmarks to help me remember what I know.

My lifestream gives me reasons to smile. My lifestream is a mirror. My lifestream is me, edited, curated, culled, designed, distilled. Clarified.

My lifestream is an extension of my body and a reflection of my mind. I share it with the world because it helps me focus on what’s important to me: love, creation, inspiration. I share it with the world because that’s why we came to this reality: to shine and bask in the glow of others. Shining isn’t fun when there isn’t anyone else to enjoy it. I lifestream to shine. My lifestream is life shining through me. My lifestream is my light, the glow that comes off of me.

Ok guys, it’s official: I’m a lifestreamer. And I finally understand why! Again. My lifestream is both an expression and record of my light. It inspires me to shine. And it reminds me of my light when I don’t feel as bright. As a lifestreamer, I never have to focus outside of the Now. As a lifestreamer, I am dedicated to finding the best parts of each Now. Lifestreaming is my favorite portal to the Now.

I am so grateful for all of the people in my life. I am so grateful for the emails and comments. I am so grateful for the conversations on the Internet. I am so grateful for inspiration flowing constantly. I am so grateful for new things to be into. I am so grateful for Kelly telling me her amazing dreams. I am so grateful for trailmix and smoothies and espresso. I am so grateful for my dad! I am so grateful for my 99 things lists!

I am so grateful to be attracting new answers. I am so grateful to be attracting new material. I am so grateful to be reaching a new level. I am so grateful to be a light ambassador making bridges.

Y’all. I have to tell you something. I bought one of Erin Pavlina‘s products last night, because it has these meditations with Oren Harris. Just read Oren’s page on Energy Sensitive Beings, and tell me you aren’t the same. I am so excited to be attracting new inspiration. I am so grateful to find it through Erin! I made it. I created this. THANK YOU UNIVERSE! (If you want to buy it, it includes all her products, it’s called the Loyalty Bundle & it was a special I found in my email…)

I’m so grateful for this exciting day. I’m so grateful to feel good. I’m so grateful it only takes a couple days to get back to feeling good all day. I’m so grateful to be writing at night again. I’m so grateful to remember how helpful it is to write all the time. I’m so grateful for this Now!

I intend to think about what I want, then stop thinking. I intend to focus on my breathing. I intend to be fun. I intend to feel good no matter what. I intend to feel focused and confident.

I am focused and confident. I feel the best I’ve ever felt. I think about what I want, then stop thinking. I focus on my breathing to stop thought. I am fun, I am confident, I am creative, I am magickal. And I love you, so much!

So grateful to be writing. So grateful to be here. So grateful to be the best. So grateful to be here. So grateful to understand a little bit more every day. So grateful to be in this now. So grateful to be in the moments I create hours earlier. I’m so grateful to be the creator. I’m so grateful I’m seeing my resistance and taking it as the indicator it is. I’m so grateful to love myself anyway. I’m so grateful I can say that.

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Just let it feel good. Try to stop thinking about how good it feels or why it feels good at al. Just let it feel good.

I love you, you’re doing great. I love you. You’re doing great. I love you, you’re doing great. I love yOU. You’re doing great.

This is working. It always works.

I feel relief. I feel gratitude. I feel like I’m on a tropical nighttime electric fish island vacation. I feel like I’m still doing everything right. I feel like I can be in the moment. I feel like I can stop thinking. I feel like I can be here. Now that I’m here…

This is my spaceship, a portal. I can drive. “I love taking the driver’s seat.” I am taking creative control. I like to drive.

I like releasing my need to do. I like thinking about things I like. I like how a mood can be lifted with brute force writing. I like that the more I write, the more confident I am about it. I like Nicki Minaj so much. I like following through. I like allowing myself to feel good. I like focusing on feeling good. I like getting better at this every day.

I am grateful for my health. I am grateful for my home. I am grateful for running water and furnaces and external hard drives. I am grateful for all the wonderful people I got to see tonight.

I am grateful to know I’m in the driver’s seat. I’m grateful I can feel the connection more and more.

Say yes say yes say yes. Say yes. Be here. Be now. Say yes. be here be now.

Listen.

I am focused, confident and here. I’m driving. I know what I want, and I know where I’m going.

I’m grateful for this Now. I say yes. I’m ready. I’m driving. I’m in control of my thoughts and emotions.

I want things so bad that I’m willing to feel good first to get them.
I’m willing to do anything I can to lift my mood, raise my vibration, and feel good.
I act like it’s so hard, but it’s just a simple decision.
FEEL GOOD.

Be fun. Have fun.

I want to feel good. I want to feel cared for. I want to be surprised. I want to remember this is all for me. I want to look for love. I want to look for fun. I want to keep an open mind. I want to say yes. I want to be in the Now. I want to make beautiful pictures. I want to be in the Now. I want to say yes. I want to be here. I want to love being here. I want to love where I am.

I love where I am right now. I love that I’m warm. I love that my brother is coming over. I love that we did the shopping. I love deciding to feel good. I love finding new ways to feel good. I love remembering to look within. I love choosing thoughts that feel good. I love choosing to feel good.

I am a magician! I know what I’m doing! I only have to choose to feel good! Anyone can do it! I can choose to feel good no matter what! I can let the solutions come to me. I can choose to bask in this Now.

I choose to feel good. I choose to smile. I choose to feel good even when I don’t know the future. I choose to feel good even when things seem stressful. I choose to feel good even when I miss people so bad I could cry and cry and cry and then get drunk and drunk fb message them. I choose to feel good even when I feel lazy. I choose to feel good even when I have a bunch of negative thoughts around. I choose to feel good because I’m alive. I choose to feel good because I’m in the flow. I choose to feel good because I’m the creator of my reality. I choose to feel good because I know I’m creating this. I choose to feel good because I have no other choice.

I choose to feel good because it’s easy to feel good. I choose to feel good because when I feel good everything I want comes. I choose to feel good because it feels good to feel good. I choose to feel good because I love feeling good. I choose to feel good because nothing else makes sense. I choose to feel good because life is more fun when I feel good.

I choose to love myself. I choose to be happy with myself even when I’m bored. I choose to love myself even when I feel crabby. I choose to love myself because I’m doing such a great job being alive. I choose to love myself because I deserve to be loved. I choose to love myself because I know source loves me. I know god loves me. I know life loves me. I choose to love myself because I want to be loved.

I choose to love my work. I choose to love doing the work. I choose to love being alive. I choose to feel good. I choose to be happy. I choose to be in a good mood. I choose to be in the Now. I choose to look around and enjoy everything that the universe has provided for me.

I love myself and my life. I love my smile and my laugh and my flexibility. I love my creativity and positivity. I love knowing I can always cheer myself up. I love remembering all my blessings. I love remembering to feel gratitude.

I’m so grateful for the power of thought. I’m so grateful I can choose thoughts that feel good to improve my mood. I’m so grateful I can choose to love my life. I’m so grateful I can choose to be in the moment.

I’m so grateful I can write all day, every day if I need to. I’m so grateful I have an outlet for my thoughts. I’m so grateful I have a place to write. I’m so grateful I write every day. I’m so grateful it feels good to focus.

I love being in the vortex. I love choosing to feel my best. I love deciding that I LOVE BEING ALIVE! I love the feeling of knowing that comes when I focus. I love that it gets easier to focus the longer I try.

I’m in the vortex! I created all of this! I get to bask in being alive! I get to look for all the fun, all the surprises, all the love! I get to interact with other people and learn new things and get new ideas! I get to feel good!