Grateful for this day. Grateful for the opportunity to iterate and create. Grateful I can decide what to think and feel. Grateful I can put myself and my mood first. Grateful for my sweet office. Grateful for our new bed. Grateful for my perfect, healthy kitties. Grateful for my perfect healthy wife. Grateful for the power of focus and intention. Grateful I know my thoughts create.

Grateful to be a lifestreamer. Grateful to know that THIS IS MY WORK. These words, that I’m writing RIGHT NOW, are my work. Everything else is secondary. This is my work. I do the work. I always do the work. I always do the work. I always focus, I always do the work. Each day is an opportunity for improvement and I take that chance every single day.

Grateful I can breathe and count and write and meditate. Grateful I know the power of gratitude. Grateful I can type and laugh and smile and love. Grateful to be physical, enjoying the playground of life.

Grateful to remember nothing is serious and it’s time to get wild and go balls to the wall. Grateful to remember to go hard or go home. Grateful I know it’s up to me to create the life I want to live.

I am wild, I am free, I am bold and I am fearless.
I am a leader, I step into the abyss and fly.
I trust life to hold me up, to carry me from here to there.
I trust that my only work is to enjoy the flight.

I came here to fly. I came here to win.
I came here to become lucid in the dream.
I am lucid in the dream.
(By the way, had a lucid dream last night!!)

I am fearless. I am wild. I am bold. I am bold. I am brave. I am courageous. I don’t give a fuck what you think about me. I don’t dwell on the bad, I don’t dwell on the good. I dwell on the NOW. All I care about is the NOW.

I am wildly in the Now. I am flying through the present. I am higher than I’ve ever been. I’m here to have fun in EACH AND EVERY MOMENT. Each moment is a tornado warning. Each moment is a blackout with my friends. Each moment is an opportunity to know the meaning of life. Each moment is here for me. Each moment is a gift I sent my SELF.

I walk the tightrope. I step out into the abyss and fly. I shine with my smile and my vibration. I send out love and receive only love. I am in the Now like a lucid dream, like the craziest trip of my life. I am here in the Now. I am here in the dream. I am aware. I am wild. I am lucid. I am in the Now. I am here. I am here. I am here. I am in the Now. I am here. I am in the Now.

I walk the tightrope. Every moment is an opportunity for crazy adventure, for wild enlightenment. I walk the tightrope. I step out into the abyss and fly. I step out into the abyss and fly. I choose to feel good, and I choose to be in this now, and I choose to RADIATE LIGHT. I choose to fly to the heavens. I choose to uplift and lighten UP!

LIGHTEN UP!
BE BOLD!
STEP OUT INTO THE ABYSS AND FLY!
TRUST LIFE WILL CARRY YOU! It always does.

I love you so much, you’re doing great!!!

Grateful we did our errands in the middle of the night. Grateful we found sheets for our enormous new beautiful bed! Grateful we mailed our Rave Cave packages! Grateful for 24 hour post offices! Grateful for my car! Grateful to be at the next level. Grateful to be sober and refreshed. Grateful to have so much fun with my wife. Grateful to be where I am, who I am.

Grateful it’s the next level. Grateful to be ready for this. Grateful to be leading the way. Grateful to be on the bleeding edge. Grateful to be the ONE. Grateful to be flying. Grateful to feel so good. Grateful for meditation and writing! Grateful meditation helps me so much. Grateful to remember to breathe. Grateful I can count anytime I don’t want to think.

Grateful to be ready and excited for a new week and a new adventure. Grateful for my perfect Taurus wife. Grateful everything is unfolding perfectly. Grateful I know to get in a good mood first and then everything goes my way. Grateful to know how to get in a good mood. Grateful to choose to feel good no matter what. Grateful feeling good is easy!

I want tomorrow to feel like giggling giddiness. I want tomorrow to feel like a magickal adventure. I want tomorrow to feel like exploring a new level for the first time. I want tomorrow to feel like collecting all the gold rings in Sonic. I want tomorrow to feel like time travel, like exploring outer space. I want tomorrow to feel like loving being alive in the moment so much that I don’t care what artifact is created. I want tomorrow to feel like a burst of fresh inspiration!

I want to make beautiful pictures that bring relief. I want to write a new article that is fun and exciting. I want to lifestream in overdrive. I want to attract 10 tantalizing tuesday tips tonight. I want to be open to creative flow.

I lead with my power and light up the way with my smile and share new perspectives with my art. I am fearless, flying, sky high and light as a feather. I am wild and taking over the world one thought at a time. I am in control of my vibration and I always get what I want.

My mood is my work and I feel the best I’ve ever felt. I love you, good night!

Grateful to be here, doing the work. Grateful to read Kelly’s site and feel inspired. Grateful to feel good enough to remember to be in the Now. Grateful to be focused on my breathing. Grateful for so many tools to feel good, so many permission slips to be myself.

Grateful to remember I can be wild. I can be wild. I can grow wildly. I can be wild.

I am wild. I am brave. I am fearless. I don’t care! I do what I want, all day every day. I don’t care. I am wild. I am fearless. I am the leader. I am the boss. I decide what happens next.

Everything is working out for everyone and now I see evidence of that. I am ok with other people feeling good and having success. I want that for them. I want everyone to flourish. When someone else flourishes, it is my creation, it is my success. I am god. I am the creator. I am creating this moment, this experience. I never need to feel jealousy, because I am the one reflecting beauty. I am the one experiencing joyous reflections of my own vibration.

I do the work. I choose to feel good. I do the work. I feel the best I’ve ever felt. I go with the flow and I say yes to naps and I say yes to staying up late. I say yes to going to the store at 2am. I say yes to free shipping. I say yes to spending the money I have with pleasure. I say yes to letting go.

I let go. I think about what I want. I let go. I let go. I am wild, I am brave, I am fearless, I am perfect, I am god.

I have nothing to fear but more of myself. That’s not scary! I like me. I used to be afraid of myself, that I was crazy and too much. Too wild for this world. Too far gone.

And now I see that’s my strength. I’m too wild for this world, so I expand it to embrace my wildness. I am wild. I am wild. I am wild. I am wild. I am crazy, I am wild. And I like that. It’s ok. It’s ok to let the flow through and feel crazy. It’s ok to let the flow through and feel wild. Because it’s only the mind that feels crazy, because it’s being trumped by universal intelligence.

I am wild because I step out onto thin air, believing god will carry me across. I am Indiana Jones, I am a tightrope walker. I trust that I’m in the right place at the right time. I trust that I was meant to be. That this word, right here, was meant to be. That what I write is meant to be, and very very important.

It’s ok to be wild and sober. I don’t need drugs or drink to give me permission. I can be wild right now. I can grow wild right now. I can say yes to my impulses. I can trust the flow. I can trust I’m meant to be. I step out into thin air.

I’m wild. I step out into thin air. I’m wild because I trust the flow. I’m wild because I trust the flow knows. I trust the flow will be beneath my feet. I trust the flow will carry me. I trust the flow will take care of me. There’s nothing to be afraid of. I have everything I’ve ever wanted in this moment. I have everything I’ve ever wanted in this Now. I created this Now for my Self, I sent my Self this moment as a gift.

It feels so good to remember what I know. To do the work myself. To meditate and write and laugh with my wife. To open up and embrace my fear and understand it’s just me resisting, it’s just a silly thought. I’m ok. I’m ok in this now. I trust this now. Anything can happen! I don’t have to prepare for disaster. I don’t have to prepare for failure.

I am wild. I trust the flow. I believe in the flow. I believe in the flow. I believe in the flow. I trust that life is good. I trust that life is good. I trust that I am meant to be here and that I am ok. I trust that I have everything I want in this moment. I trust that the universe provides. I trust that it’s ok to be me. I trust that it’s ok to be me.

It’s ok to be me. It’s ok to be wild. I don’t have to hold back. I don’t have to fear what other people think. I don’t have to fear failure. I don’t have to fear stepping out into the abyss and falling. I will fly. I am flying. I step out into the abyss and fly. I know that. I always do. I know to trust life. I know to trust life. I trust life. I trust life to give me wings when I need them. I trust life to be the ground beneath my feet. What the fuck else could it be?

Grateful to be here. Grateful writing always works. Grateful we meditated. Grateful we meditate every day. Grateful to be focused on my breathing. Grateful to say yes to go deeper into the trip. Grateful to be ready for the next level. Grateful for Kelly. Grateful to be married. Grateful to have a partner.

Grateful for our new bed. Grateful to say yes to the flow. Grateful to remember who I am and why I’m here. Grateful to remember to be brave and confident. Grateful to remember to think about what I want. Grateful for my phone and my computer. Grateful everything is going my way.

Grateful gratitude always works. Grateful it’s spring. Grateful it’s Monday again. Grateful to love my life. Grateful it gets easier every day. Grateful I can always meditate and write and everything is ok again.

Grateful to be conscious and aware of my thoughts and emotions. Grateful to choose what I think and feel. Grateful it’s only practice. Grateful I get better every day. Grateful to feel inspiration and universal energy seeping into me. Grateful to say yes. Grateful to feel rested. Grateful to feel good.

Grateful I can be or do or have anything I want. Grateful to choose to focus on what I want. Grateful to ask myself what I want. Grateful to be here. Grateful to be me. Grateful to be doing this, to be walking the walk.

Grateful it’s whatever I want. Grateful it’s only me. Grateful Kelly went to get us food! What an angel! Grateful I slept all day and finally feel refreshed. Grateful I am learning to listen to the flow.

Grateful to attract thoughts like, “remember, you can always go crazy!” And that brings me so much relief.

Grateful to feel like writing. Grateful for my perfect wife. Grateful to let it unfold. Grateful to trust the process of life. Grateful to let go. Grateful to let it come to me. Grateful to know I’m cared for. Grateful to know it’s all good.

Grateful I had the time to sleep so much today. Grateful to feel so good. Grateful to feel my best. Grateful to have fun with Kelly no matter what. Grateful for sweet friends who make things for me!

Grateful we ran! Grateful we get to chill at Joy’s and wait for their new pup Pep Pep to arrive! Grateful to feel so healthy and fit! Grateful to live in a beautiful city where I can run outdoors all year! Grateful for our new bed! Grateful for Kelly! Grateful for this beautiful girl looking at me.

Grateful for Nicki. Grateful to feel wore out as hell from running! Grateful to be so into fitness. Grateful to feel good in my body!

I want tonight to feel like relief. Like relaxation. Like the spa. Like being taken care of. Like living the luxury life.

I want tonight to feel like being carried from scene to scene, like I’m a queen being carried in a carriage. Like I’m in the right place at the right time, like I’m riding a magic wave, like I’m flowing effortlessly. I want tonight to feel like effortless relief & ease.

So grateful I get to choose what I think and feel. So grateful I get to choose what I think. So grateful it’s all up to me. So grateful to be here in the Now. So grateful for Nicki Minaj and Gucci. So grateful to be thinking about what I want. So grateful to be a bad bitch. So grateful to be who I am. So grateful to feel confident and happy.

So grateful for inspiration. So grateful to remember I can shine. So grateful to know I don’t have to dim my light for anyone.

When there is one person getting shine it makes them feel unhappy with themselves, the small minded people feel unhappy. The intelligent girls take the things that they like from me and my journey and apply it to their journey. If I had it my way that’s what they’d all do. ~ Nicki Minaj

So grateful for inspiration. So grateful to feel like I’m clawing my way back to the top. So grateful to know why I’m here. So grateful to trust that what I want to do is right. So grateful to be the best. So grateful to be the best at what I do. So grateful to feel inspired. So grateful to want to WORK!

“It’s not hard to get your way when it’s your way or the highway. People either follow suit or they’re not around.” ~ Nicki Minaj

Open up. Relax. It’s ok. It’s ok. It’s ok. It’s ok. You can choose what you believe.
It’s all up to you. Boss.

This moment was still handcrafted for you.This moment is yours to do with as you please.

Surrender. Let go. Be brave.

Keep breathing. You are in control. Nothing is a surprise. You wanted this. You made this.

This moment is perfect, I’m here for a reason. I’m here. I’m here. I’m in this now. I’m here.

I am loved. I am cared for. I am in control of my thoughts no matter what. It’s not hard. It just takes practice.

I am in the flow. I am guiding this. I am aware of my body. I am aware of my mind. I am aware of this Now.

Dear Jessica,
You go farther than anyone ever before you. You see things no one has seen. You know things no one has known. You are a unique individual having a unique experience that can never be replicated. Your place is valuable. You are important, just because you are alive.

Surrender. Let go. Let if unfold and stop caring. Stop thinking. It’s all ok. You can do this. You are doing this. You are this. There’s nothing to be afraid of. There’s nothing to resist. Just say yes. Relax. Let it come to you.

Grateful it’s up to me. Grateful I can release my resistance. Grateful I can surrender. Grateful I can let go. Grateful there is only Now. Grateful I can find so many things to savor about the now. Grateful it’s all adding up. Grateful to stay conscious. Grateful it gets easier every day. Grateful to be here.

Grateful to feel surrounded with love. Grateful I got to play with Pwny and Linty! Grateful for artpartying with Kelly. Grateful for this relaxing night. Grateful I can choose focus no matter what.

Just keep creating. Grateful to keep creating. All I have to do is keep creating and I never have to think or be out of the flow. I could be creating anything, a post, an article, a friendship bracelet, a picture, a meal, a vision. Grateful to be a powerful creator. Grateful to be a visionary.

Grateful to be so practiced at directing my thoughts. Grateful to be allowing inspiration in. Grateful to have time to create! What a relief! Grateful to remember to make pictures.

I want to create art from a place of knowing. I want the flow to make my art. I want to appreciate all the art I already make. I want to make something with my hands (I AM!). I want to remember that I am already doing, in this very moment, what I want to be doing. I want to remember that I am creating at this instant and I don’t need to be making anything else to feel good.

I want to keep writing myself higher and higher. I want to write all day, every day. I want to write without thinking. I want to write pure flow.

I am here. I am doing it. I am already here. I am already in the flow, I am already writing all day every day. I am already living the life I want to live. I am already perfect. I am already complete. I am already successful. I am already taken care of. I am already valuable.

Grateful for the wordpress fullscreen writing view. Grateful to have more whitespace. Grateful Kelly and I meditate every single day now. Grateful we take such good care of our moods together. Grateful to have a partner in this. Grateful to savor the moments I get to spend with my wife.

Grateful to remember to savor and appreciate those things I sometimes take for granted. Grateful to be savoring the presence of my kitties. I love having kitties! I love having beautiful live animals around me reminding me to chill out and play! I love that Linty sits in my lap! I love that Pwny sleeps next to my head! I love that they play with each other! I love that they never ask for much! I love that they are so content living here with us!

I love feeling unconditional love. I love being in the now and savoring something so much it’s breathtaking.

I love getting better at detaching and observing, instead of attaching and reacting. I love getting better at detaching from my mind. I love remembering to be present. I love that it gets easier every day!