2013
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Thank you for my freedom. Thank you for my health. Thank you for my kitties. Thank you for my wife.
Thank you for butter. Thank you for inspiration. Thank you for telling me to keep going.
Thank you for Sunday. Thank you for a working oven. Thank you for helping me not care.
Thank you for helping me level up yesterday. Thank you for a good night’s sleep.
Thank you for running water and hot showers. Thank you for the Internet.
Thank you for this experiment. Thank you for spoons. Thank you for my computer. Thank you for my perfect body.
Thank you for my sewing box and my safe with my car title and social security card. Thank you for my passport and for my nice shoes. Thank you for art supplies and cords to get pictures off my camera.
Thank you for my winter clothes and for a place to put them in the summer. Thank you for camping pillows and a box of astrojax. Thank you for our gym bag and for my stripper heels and for my collection of notebooks. Thank you for photos of my siblings. Thank you for brand new astrojax.
Thank you for mailing supplies and worksheets and clear packing tape. Thank you for shelving and for tissues and for wireless headphones. Thank you for my scanner and laptop case and for a book to read.
Thank you for my kindle and for my parents. Thank you for my earrings and my external harddrive. Thank you for our microphone and for my headphones. Thank you for my tarot cards and tiara. Thank you for pills and herbs and spirits.
Thank you for inspiration. Thank you for cheese. Thank you for clarity.
Today I intend to feel inspired. Today I intend to let go. Today I intend to embrace the moment. Today I intend to make peace with what is. Today I intend to smile. Today I intend to enjoy being.
Today I intend to attract good ideas. Today I intend to feel the best I’ve ever felt. Today I intend to let life live me.
Today I intend to stop trying. Today I intend to be unconventional. Today I intend to love myself.
I love myself. Everything I want is coming to me eventually. I embrace this moment.
I intend to focus. I intend to hustle. I intend to give. I intend to take care of myself. I intend to be kind to myself. I intend to attract solutions.
I intend to feel appreciation and love. I intend to feel peace. I intend to love and accept myself the way I am.
Wouldn’t it be nice to have a great day? Wouldn’t it be nice to let it unfold? Wouldn’t it be nice to have fun? Wouldn’t it be nice to feel excited and inspired?
Wouldn’t it be nice to work out? Wouldn’t it be nice to embrace change? Wouldn’t it be nice to go with the flow?
Wouldn’t it be nice to do me? Wouldn’t it be nice to feel free? Wouldn’t it be nice to feel generous? Wouldn’t it be nice to be my reason for feeling good? Wouldn’t it be nice to BE FREE?
Wouldn’t it be nice to look and feel my best? Wouldn’t it be nice to feel successful? Wouldn’t it be nice to feel focused?
I love it when I wake up feeling good. I love it when I feel like doing the work. I love it when doing the work is easy. I love it when I get along with Kelly. I love it when we have fun together. I love it when we create together. I love it when we have new ideas together.
I love it when life feels good to me. I love it when I enjoy my life. I love it when I feel good for no reason. I love it when I’m my reason for feeling good.
I love it when I feel free. I love it when I let go and do me. I love it when I create. I love it when I remember why I’m alive. I love it when life surprises me with gifts. I love it when I pay attention.
I love it when I don’t care. I love it when I’m sober. I love it when I am mad. I love it when I release resistance and attract brilliant ideas. I love it when my life makes sense. I love it when I feel in control by letting go of control.
I love it when writing is easy and comes naturally. I love it when I have perfect timing. I love it when I remember to smile. I Love it when I feel excited about my life. I love it when new opportunities come my way. I love it when I’m engaged. I love it when I like new people. I love it when I make new friends.
I love it when I smile. I love it when I laugh. I love it when I feel relaxed and at ease. I love it when life works out. I love it when I trust the flow. I love it when I smile!
I love it when I feel like hooping. I love it when I meet other people into hooping. I love it when I feel confident and excited. I love it when I feel inspired and focused. I love it when I remember who I am. I love it when I have new ideas. I love it when I get what I want. I love it when I like who I am.
My wish is to feel good today. I wish to have fun. I wish to feel the flow. I wish to feel the best I’ve ever felt. I wish to be kind to myself. I wish to go with the flow.
I wish to be generous. I wish to be focused. I wish to embrace this moment. I wish to remember I already have everything I want.
I wish to have fun. I wish to play. I wish to celebrate. I wish to be kind. I wish to not care. I wish to create my best work. I wish to give my all. I wish to feel like god is using my talents to serve the greater good. I wish to LIGHTEN UP!
I’m creating the version I want. In the version I want, I am light. I am smiling. I am excited about my day! I am inspired to create! I am making my best work! I am at peace with what is! I am at ease. I am relaxed. I am at peace. I am knowing.
I am focused. I am free. I am ready for the next level. I am ready to focus. I am ready for the next level. I am ready to feel confident. I am confident. I am secure. I am carefree. I am knowing. I am free.
I am doing the work. I am focused on what I love. I am focused on what I want. I am at peace in my body and mind. I am free. I am free. I am free. I am free. I am free. I am free. I am flexible. I am flexible. I am flexible.
I am at ease. I am at ease. I am in the flow. I am the flow. I am letting life live me. I am letting go. I am focused on feeling good. I love myself.
I love myself. I love myself. Everything I want is coming to me eventually. I embrace this moment. I love myself. Everything I want is coming to me eventually. I embrace this moment.
I love myself. I love myself. I love myself. I love myself. I love myself. I love myself. It’s working! Doing the work always works.
I look and feel my best.
I love myself.
I am inspired and excited!
I am light and smiling.
I am free. I am so relieved!
Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.
Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.
Everything you want is eventually coming to you. You don’t have to try anymore. Mark this day on your calendar as the day you gave up trying & started allowing.
Breathe in and trust.
Breathe out and know that you live the magick life and no one’s going to tell you anything different.
You live the magick life! Life takes care of you. You’re already doing the hardest, scariest craziest thing just by being alive. Yes it’s a gift, but you don’t have to do any more work than breathe. The whole premise of life is that what you want will come to you. You’re here to have the desire.
Breathe in and say thank you to yourself.
Breathe out and think about how awesome you are.
Just by coming here, just by agreeing to be alive for another day, you’re doing great!
Breathe in and let go.
Breathe out and let go.
You can let go and let go and let go of your trying! Trying to make your schedule, trying to manage your workout routine. Trying to manage your diet. Trying to manage your work. Trying to manage your happiness. You don’t have to try. You don’t have to manage.
Breathe in and let life do your management.
Breathe out and leave it up to life because life knows all the moving parts.
Life knows what to put where and who should do what. You don’t.
Breathe in and give up.
Breathe out and embrace this moment.
You don’t have to try to do anything. You don’t have to feel bad because you’re not doing what you think you should be doing. It’s all just your mind. Most people are trapped in their minds. You’re not.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
You’re awake. You’ve stepped out of your mind. You’ve had a taste of the magick life. You know what it’s like. Embrace your power. Be the queen or the king that you are and let it come to you! Let yourself be served by life which is so grateful to you for just being here! Life loves you. Life is taking care of you. If you just let it bring to you what you want, you won’t have to try so hard. You won’t have to try at all.
Today as you go about your day, just think to yourself “I love myself. Life is taking care of me. Everything I want is coming to me eventually. I’m embracing this now. I love myself. Everything I want is coming to me eventually. I embrace this now. I love myself. Everything I want is coming to me eventually, so all that’s left to do is embrace this now. I love myself. Everything I want is coming to me eventually, so I embrace this now.”
I’m celebrating being alive right now.
Everything I want is coming eventually.
Just find a better feeling thought in every moment.
I love myself. I do the work. I show my work.
I love myself. I’m writing.
I love myself.
I love myself. This is the first. day.
I love myself.
I can do this. I am here celebrating. It’s all coming. I can relax. Stop fighting the now.
I love myself. I love my home. I love NIN. I love myself. I lKelly. I love kitties. I love summer. I love hooping. I love being at ease.
I am celebrating. I am celebrating. I am celebrating.
It’s all coming. It’s all coming. It’s all coming eventually.
I trust. I live the magick life. I trust. I trust. I can wait. I am patient. I live the magick life. It’s all coming.
So now I just have to enjoy this right now. Enjoy the right now. Enjoy the right now.
Today I experienced a fundamental shift. Stopped resisting. Started allowing. Started trusting. Gave up trying to figure it out.
I said good bye. I let go. I am doing me.
I have let go. I live the magick life. I’m not resisting what is anymore. It’s all coming eventually. I’m not resisting anymore. IT’s all a lesson I have to learn. Fine. Teach it. I can handle it. I can handle anything.
Gave up resisting. Gave up resisting the now. I am in the now. I am allowing whatever is to come to come. I am allowing it to come. It’s all coming eventually.
I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care if what’s down is up.
I’m perfect the way I am, where I am. I am connected.
I gave up resisting. Gave up resisting. Gave up resisting. Gave up resisting the now.
I embrace this now. I embrace this now. I am a better feeling thought.
The bottom is just as good as the top.
I love myself because I’m writing. I love myself because I’m breathing. I love myself because I can. I love myself because I am love. I love myself because I’m cool. I love myself because I’m here. I love myself because that’s my only option.
I love myself I love myself. I am light. I am light. I am light. I am breaking that fucking seed and becoming a flower.. I am allowing myself to bloom. I am allowing myself to say yes to right now. Say yes. Stop resisting. Stop resisting the now.
I am here. I am here. I love myself because I’m here. I love myself because i have hands. I love myself because I am here. I love myself because nothing matters. I love myself because I am love. I love myself because I love myself.
I love myself. I love myself. I love myself. I love myself because I am doing the work. I love myself because I am doing the work> I love myself because I am showing my work.
I lov emyself because I gave up trying. I lov emyself because I don’t give a fuck. I love myself because I know it’s all working out for me.
I love myself because I love myself. I love myself because it’s working out. I love myself because it’s all coming eventually. I love myself because I believe.
I love myself because I’m fun and I don’t give a fuck. All my barriers and boundaries and markers are gone. My measures of success are gone. My soul is free.
I am free. I am free. I love myself because I am free. I am free because I lov emyself. I love myself because I’m writing. I’m writing because I love myself. i lov emyself. I love myself. I love myself.
I love myself I love myself I love myself.
I am free because I love myself. I love myself because I am free. I am writing because I love myself. I love myself because I am writing. I love myself because I am listening to music. I love myself because I am typing. I am typing and listening to music because I love myself.
I love myself because I am fun. I am fun because I love myself. I love myself because I have a great smile. I have a great smile because I love myself. I love myself because I am leveling up. I am leveling up because I love myself.
I love myself because I am breathing. I am breathing because I love myself.
I love myself because I ask questions. I ask questions because I love myself. I love myself because I go farther every day. I go farther every day because I love myself.
I love myself because I am creating. I am creating because I love myself. I love myself because I have an awesome website. I have an awesome website because I love myself.
I love myself because I am perfect the way I am. I am perfect the way I am because I love myself.
I am stopping resisting this moment because I love myself. I love myself because I am stopping resisting.
I am releasing resistance. I am releasing resistance. I am letting my resistance go.
I love myself because I am here. I am here because I love myself.
I love myself. Everything I want is eventually coming to me. I trust where I am. I am stopping resisting. I am giving up resisting. I am not resisting. I am allowing. I am stopping resisting. I am allowing.
I love myself. Everything I want is eventually coming to me. I embrace this now.
I love myself. Everything I want is eventually coming to me. I embrace this Now.
I love myself. Everything I want is eventually coming to me. I embrace this Now.
I love myself. Everything I want is eventually coming to me. I embrace this now.
I love myself. Everything I want is eventually coming to me. I embrace this now.
Breathe in and raise your vibration.
Breathe out and release your resistance.
Breathe in and raise your vibration.
Breathe out and release your resistance.
All it really comes down to is what you’re thinking about. Are you thinking about what you want, or what you don’t want. You get to chose in every moment what you think. If you think a thought and it feels good, you’re on the right path. If you think a thought and it feels bad, just drop it.
Breathe in and smile.
Breathe out and congratulate yourself for how far you’ve come.
You’re doing a great job. You can’t do anymore than you’re already doing. Just relax. Focus on one spot, and breathe.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Breathe in
Breathe out
Everything really is working out for you. You know you wanted this. Just say thank you. Say I love myself. When a thought that comes up that doesn’t feel good, just say “I’m not thinking about that anymore. I love myself. I’m not thinking about that anymore.” Let it go.
Breathe in and feel excited because you are in control.
Breathe out and know that you’re the creator. You get to chose. You get to chose how you feel. You get to chose what you think. Therefore you get to chose your reality.
Breathe in and feel your power.
Breathe out and relax.
You have the rest of your life to practice. There’s no race. You’re not better than anyone else. But you can chose to feel good in every moment by practicing in every moment. It’s all for you! It’s for your own good!
There’s no end result that you do this for. You practice to feel good now.
Breathe in and feel good now.
Breathe out and just say that you feel good now!
“I feel good now. I feel good now. I feel good now. I love myself I love myself I love myself and I’m not going to think about that anymore. I feel good now. I feel good now. I’m the creator. I’m the one who gets to chose. And I feel good now.”
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I’m inspired.
“I won’t let you fall apart.”
I attract prosperity.
I live the magick life. This should be easy.
Let the flow through you. When all else fails let the flow move your hands.
Focus one point and breathe.
This should be fun. Have fun. Be fun.
Fake it til you make it!
TALK SHIT!
I’m inspired! I’m attracting prosperity! I DON’T GIVE A FUCK!
I feel good right now.
Morning
Grateful for the adventure. For my friends. For freedom. For inspiration.
Grateful for perfect timing. For all the time in the world. For my health. For the feeling of trust.
Grateful for a new day. For my wife. For elevated consciousness. For experience.
Grateful I know it’s all working out. That I’m in the right place at the right time.
Grateful it’s Kelly’s birthday week! For a clean kitchen! For cute kitties!
Today I intend to create with abandon. Today I intend to trust my intuition. Today I intend to laugh and play. Today I intend to bless the contrast. Today I intend to do the work.
Today I intend to celebrate. Today I intend to feel good. Today I intend to trust life will catch me.
Today I intend to love unconditionally. Today I intend to appreciate and say thank you. Today I intend to appreciate myself.
I appreciate my good attitude. I appreciate my creativity. I appreciate my vision. I appreciate the work I am called to create.
I appreciate my smile and my warmth and my easy going nature. I appreciate.
Afternoon
I am the creator. I can go with the flow. I am the creator. Life loves and accepts me. I am the creator. I feel good right now. I am the creator. I am allowing well being.
I am the creator. I am focused and confident. I am the creator. I am at ease. I am the creator. I have perfect timing. I am the creator. It’s all Working out for me.
I am light I am fun I am free. I am focused and at ease. I am ready. I am relaxed. I am at ease. I am relaxed.
I am allowing life to love me. I am allowing myself to serve the greater good. I am allowing this to be the best day of my life.
I am allowing. I am so grateful to be here. I am appreciating the contrast. I’m on my way up.
I’m so excited. I’ve got this. I’m winning. I’ve got this.
I’m allowing well being. I’m here. I’m present. I’m winning.
I’m allowing well being.
Night
I’m so excited. I’ve got this. I’m winning. I’ve got this.
I’m allowing well being. I’m here. I’m present. I’m winning.
I’m allowing well being.
I’m so excited. I’m so excited. I know how to do this. I know how to do this. I know how to play.
I’ve got this. I’m woke. I’ve got this. I’m a boss. I’m manning up.
I’ve got this. I’m so excited. I’m so excited. I’m so excited. I’m so excited. I’m so excited. Let’s play. I’m so excited. Let’s play. Let’s play. Let’s play.
Let’s play. I’ve got this. I can do it.
Grateful for Linty and Pwny. Grateful for Stephen! That kid rules! Grateful for wonderful friends! Grateful to feel connected. Grateful to feel in love. Grateful to feel at peace. Grateful to man the fuck up. Grateful to be here. Grateful I can always shine brightest. Grateful I can always perform. Grateful I can always be the best version of myself.
Grateful to be focused. Grateful to not GAF. Grateful for my sweet wife who drives me around. Grateful for bagels and butter. Grateful for friends who stay up all night. Grateful for friends who meet us early in the morning. Grateful to live on the edge. Always always always.
Grateful to know what I want. Grateful to trust the flow. Grateful to specifically ask for something and know it’s coming. Grateful to be learning the game. Grateful to be playing better every day.
Grateful for this now. Grateful to be loved. Grateful to be strong. Grateful to be focused. Grateful we meditated. Grateful we meditate no matter what. Grateful to know what I truly need. Grateful to know it’s all working out.
Grateful to not give a fuck! Grateful to not care! Grateful to NOT CARE!
Grateful for this moment. Grateful I don’t care. Grateful for Depeche Mode and Nine Inch Nails. Grateful to feel good. Grateful to know where to draw the line. Grateful to be the line. Grateful to have fun. Grateful to trust more fun is coming.
Dear Jessica,
Do whatever seems natural. Let go. Let it flow. Let yourself float.
Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.
Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.
Welcome to a new now, where everything is perfect and in its place. You’re in the right place at the right time, and everything’s working out for you.
Breathe in and smile.
Breathe out and remember why you came here.
You came here to have fun. You came here to enjoy being alive.
Breathe in and enjoy being alive.
Breathe out and focus.
You can do this. You can do the work. It’s nothing new. You just have to take the first step.
Breathe in and know it’s working out.
Breathe out and relax.
Just relax into this moment. Life is loving you and accepting you right now. It’s all around you taking care of you, holding up your body with the floor, giving you air to breathe.
Life is loving you and accepting you right now. No matter what you’ve done, no matter what you plan to do, no matter what you’re doing, life loves and accepts you.
Breathe in and feel life loving you.
Breathe out and feel life accepting you.
You’re perfect the way you are. Whatever you’re doing is ok. You’re here to have fun! Whatever sounds fun, that’s what you should be doing. Not worried about what other people think about what you’re doing.
Breathe in and be here now.
Breathe out and focus.
Life is loving you and accepting you right now. Life loves you and accepts you the way you are. Life loves you and accepts you the way you are. You don’t have to change. You don’t have to be anywhere else. Life loves you and accepts you the way you are right now.
Breathe in and feel relief!
Breathe out and feel relief.
Life loves you and accepts you the way you are right now. You’re perfect. You’re in the right place at the right time. It couldn’t have happened any other way. And right now life is loving you and accepting you exactly the way you are.
I took a poster off my wall and rode it like a magick carpet to the stars.
I made a ladder out of notebook pages and climbed down the rabbit hole.
I slipped, but really I jumped on purpose. I found a Firewire cable to swing from.
I saw a boring pattern that ignited my anger, so I flung that wet towel in a spiral to paint the walls.
I ran out of my organization system so I stopped organizing. Life sent a search party while I slept.
I went wild in a day, it couldn’t have happened any quicker.
From the top of my head sprouted feathers coated in time-release fantasy.
My boredom and frustration blossomed into beautiful destruction.
I’M KILLING IT. From now on everything is a surprise. There is no plan.
The old patterns started breaking up crumpling ripping tearing soggy disintegration. Thank god.
