Right In Front of My Eyes

 2016 May 28
by jessica mullen   Leave a comment 

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So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful for this beautiful day in texas. So happy and grateful to feel good in my body. So happy and grateful to have time to write and create. So happy and grateful to feel good about life. So happy and grateful to feel the flow. So happy and grateful to be having the best day of my life. So happy and grateful to feel light and fun and free. So happy and grateful for my perfect health. So happy and grateful for my friends and family and wife and kitties. So happy and grateful to be in the right place at the right time. So happy and grateful for the sun. So happy and grateful for new opportunities. So happy and grateful I feel prepared for tomorrow. So happy and grateful to feel lifted and energized. So happy and grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful for fun trips with friends. So happy and grateful for my wonderful neighbors. So happy and grateful for free swimming. So happy and grateful to be free of alcohol. So happy and grateful to be almost 4 months sober. So happy and grateful to feel the best I've ever felt!

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice if my meditations transcribed themselves? Wouldn't it be nice if that workbook revised itself? Wouldn't it be nice if I

Wouldn't it be nice to remember to let go today? Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the day goes on? Wouldn't it be nice to feel hyphy and giddy and enthusiastic? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to trust the process? Wouldn't it be nice to play and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to feel love for everyone? Wouldn't it be nice to go on a retreat and feel refreshed? Wouldn't it be nice to feel connected to more people? Wouldn't it be nice to have my eyes and mind opened so wide? Wouldn't it be nice to ascend? Wouldn't it be nice to feel free? Wouldn't it be nice to feel buzzed? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to be immune to the heat? Wouldn't it be nice to feel accomplished and successful? Wouldn't it be nice to remember I DON'T HAVE TO CARE!

I am choosing to switch to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am in the right place at the right time. I am doing everything right. I am present and in the moment. I am in love with my life. I am at peace with what is. Life already is the way I want it to be. I feel good about myself. I feel good about my life. I feel successful and magickal and powerful and confident. I feel energized and hyphy and fun! I feel enthusiastic and in control of my vibration. I am letting life live me! I LET GO.

In the reality I prefer, I am releasing my judgements of others and myself. In the reality I prefer, I am letting what I want come to me. In the reality I prefer, life loves me. I am light and free and in the flow. I am excited to be me. I am doing the work. I am being my reason for feeling good. I am SHINING! I am a star!

In the reality I prefer, life is living me. In the reality I prefer, life is taking care of me. I am letting go. I am letting life take the reins. I surrender. I let go. I let go. I let go.

In the reality I prefer, I am happy either way. I feel good regardless of circumstance. I am light. I am love! I love and accept myself exactly the way I am. I am one with life. It feels good to be me.

Today I intend to have the best day of my life! I intend to have and be fun! I intend to let go! I intend to play! I intend to shine! I intend to feel free! I intend to not give a fuck! I intend to love myself and accept myself and LET GO! I intend to be a star! I intend to be light! I intend to remember I'm a witch and I'm magickal and I'm the creator! I intend to love my life the way it is! I intend to appreciate what I have! I intend to be what I want to see!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray for love and light and compassion and understanding. I pray to see and be seen. I pray for flow. I pray for relief. I pray for freedom!

What do you want?

  • To have and be fun!
  • To feel energized and hyper and excited about life!
  • To feel enthusiastic!
  • To feel the best I've ever felt!
  • To feel like I'm on the best drugs ever!
  • To receive a massage!
  • To swim!
  • To let go!
  • For my work to do itself!
  • To feel successful!
  • To feel confident and witchy and magickal!!

I love it when I do the work. I love it when it feels good to write. I love it how it always feels good to write. I love it when I feel slim and healthy and strong and fit. I love it when I feel good about myself. I love it when I feel life living me. I love it when I let go. I love it when I surrender. I love it when I have fun. I love it when I feel good and buzzed and hyper and stimulated and pain free and loved and happy to be alive. I love it when I don't give a fuck! I love it when people bring me gifts! I love it when what I want comes to me! I love it when I give the perfect gift!

Dear Jessica,
Relax and trust the process. Celebrate this day by letting go and relaxing. Let go of your worries and your stress and your to dos. Just relax into this moment and enjoy THIS moment. Relax and let THIS moment help you and heal you and give you what you want. It's all right in front of your face!

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Secret Spells

 2016 May 20
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Deeper

 2016 May 17
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So happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful for good music. So happy and grateful to be who I am. So happy and grateful to feel rested and fit and strong and healthy. So happy and grateful life is working out for me. So happy and grateful I don't have to care. So happy and grateful I am taken care of. So happy and grateful to live in the perfect place with the perfect people and the perfect animals and the perfect circumstances. So happy and grateful for time with friends. So happy and grateful for my kitties and the garage and the beautiful weather and the flow. So happy and grateful I can choose to focus my attention. So happy and grateful I can choose to stand up to my thoughts and think
I LOVE MYSELF
I DON'T HAVE TO CARE

SO happy and grateful to always have plenty. So happy and grateful for fun jokes with the fam. So happy and grateful I get to laugh at jokes all day. So happy and grateful to feel loved and connected. So happy and grateful to feel good in my body. SO happy and grateful to be taking care of myself. SO happy and grateful to be sober. So happy and grateful to be one with life. So happy and grateful to not have to care. So happy and grateful for synchronicity and perfect timing. So happy and grateful to feel free and carefree and not worried about anything. IT'S JUST ME IN THIS PRESENT MOMENT. So happy and grateful I can let go of my resistance.

So happy and grateful I can choose to focus my attention on what I want and what I want more of. So happy and grateful I feel welcome here. So happy and grateful I feel good here, right now.

Wouldn't it be nice to just relax and lead by example? Wouldn't it be nice to trust and allow? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and smile and laugh! Wouldn't it be nice to remember to say YES THANK YOU! today? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to feel life living me? Wouldn't it be nice to spend more time hooping? Wouldn't it be nice to keep relaxing into the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to remember my mantra? YES THANK YOU!

I am switching to the version of reality I prefer. In the reality I prefer, I am doing everything right. I am one with life. I am letting go of my resistance I am raising my vibration. I feel excited about my life! I feel grateful! I feel enthusiastic! I feel good about my life! I feel good about my life! I am letting the flow through me! It is all working out in my favor! My mind is trained. My attention is trained. YES! THANK YOU!

In the reality I prefer, I am at peace with what is. In the reality I prefer, I feel good about myself and my life. In the reality I prefer, I am standing up to my thoughts. I am one with life. I am connected to the flow. I am excited to be alive!

In the reality I prefer, I am so excited to be me. I am letting life work out for me. I am doing everything right. I am a star! I am doing everything right! I am letting life be fun! In the reality I prefer, I am excited about new opportunities! I am aware of the flow and I am in it! I am letting life be fun! I am excited to be alive! I feel beautiful and attractive and like I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! In the reality I prefer, I am letting life be fun and easy. I am letting what I want come to me. In the reality I prefer, I am a music video. I am a star. I am the flow. I am light! I am love! I am at complete and deep peace with what is. I am excited to be alive. I am in the right place at the right time. I am letting life live me!

Today I intend to appreciate what I have. I intend to feel good about myself. I intend to practice presence. I intend to not give a fuck. I intend to trust the process of life. I intend to not GIVE A FUCK! I intend to have and be fun! I intend to say YES and THANK YOU! I intend to enjoy the life I have! I intend to go with the flow. I intend to feel free! I intend to feel the best I've ever felt! I INTEND TO REMEMBER MY POWER! I INTEND TO DO THE WORK!

I pray to stay sober today. I pray for love and light to shine from me and everyone else. I pray for flow and ease and fun. I pray for peace and joy. I pray to appreciate what I have while I have it.

I love it when I do the work. I love it when I create. I love it when I express myself. I love it when I feel like a star. I love it when I feel light and fun. I love it when I feel excited about my relationships. That's my favorite. I love it when I feel love. I love it when I feel connection. I love it when I am present. I love it when I appreciate the flow of life. I love it when I trust and let go. I love it when I don't give a fuck!!!!!

What do you want?
To shine shine shine
hoop and flow and dance and jump and sing and write and tweet and photo and laugh
and to be a star, to be documented instead of the one documenting. for others to see me in film the way i can see them
to trust the process and enjoy right now right now right now right now
to go deeper
deeper
deeper
deeper

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