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40 Day Prosperity Plan: Day 6

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Prosperity Plan Day 6: My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires, and as the Principle of Supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any unfulfilled needs or desires.

This quote instantly reminded me of this quote I read yesterday on FB:

Trusting your Timing, by Bashar

We, as our Higher Self (Over-Soul) actually creates Time (as we experience it). Our Higher Self exists outside Time and Space. It projects portions of itself into specific time/space holograms (time/space matrixes), which we then experience as an incarnation. So, from the point of view of any one incarnation, there is time, there is "past, present, and future". But from the point of view of the Higher Self, there is no Time. It's all happening NOW. It's just one big Eternal-NOW. So keep in mind that our Higher Self is creating the actual "time" that we are experiencing in a linear fashion.

When we intensely want to do something now, and it is easily possible to do it, no problem. We just do it.
But if we intensely want to do something now, and it is NOT possible to do it NOW, we are then at a critical decision-junction:

We can choose to interpret this as
"I am not getting what I want."
Or, we can choose to interpret this as
"I always get what I want. If it's not available now, then there must be an excellent reason for this."

Which of these choices we make is critical in determining the outcome, as this choice is equivalent to selecting a BELIEF, and we then experience the outcome aligned with that belief.

If you choose to interpret the situation as
"I am not getting what I want.",
then, sure enough, you will continue to not get what you want.

But the alternative is this:
Choose to interpret this situation (of not being able to do what you want to do NOW) as
"I always get what I want."
"I always get what I want. If it's not available now, there must be an excellent reason for this."

You see, often our Higher Self "arranges" time in such a way that we do not get what we want when we initially want it, only because it wants us to first accumulate certain experiences, certain skills, certain appreciations, certain connections with other people, certain awarenesses - FIRST! So that when we do get to experience this thing we want, we will then be appreciating it and enjoying it on a much deeper and more profound level.

So when you want to do something and it is not immediately available, REMEMBER: Your Higher Self is merely delaying this experience, so you get some other experiences first, so that you may enjoy and appreciate this thing you want EVEN MORE, when you do get it.

So when you want to do something and it is not immediately available, TRUST YOUR TIMING.

Do not buy into the belief that
"I do not get what I want."

Instead, remind yourself:
"I always get what I want."
"I always get what I want. If it's not available now, then my Higher Self must have some experiences it wishes me to have first, so that when I do
get what I want, I'll be able to enjoy it even more. I'll be able to enjoy it on a much richer, deeper basis."

We sat for 15 minutes. My thoughts went first to, "I always get what I want," and I used that for a mantra for a while. Then I stared at the shadows the trees were making outside my window. I focused on my breath for a minute, before my neighbors walked by with their cute dogs. I was delighted.

I realized that if you can focus on your breath, you'll always be enjoying every moment for what it is. But then when good things start to happen, it's easy to get lost thinking about them. The trick is to return right back to your breath, right back to the Now, for each new moment, then better and better things can keep coming.

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.

This means don't think on top of/next to the breathing exercise. Place all of your attention on the breath. It will anchor you right here right now.

40 Day Prosperity Plan: Day 5

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40 Day Prosperity Plan Day 5: Money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge if the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore, my supply is unlimited.

We sat for 5 minutes because we're tired and have been drinking. But we are NOT skipping a day!

I go right back to my breath and remember my connection is right there any time I need it.

My mind keeps saying, "I know I know I know. I know all this already." I do know I am already taken care of. Duh.

But also I'm preoccupied with the idea of fighting. If ever threatened I would immediately jump into combat stance and kick your motherfucking ass. I love that about me. I feel like a hot shot kickboxer in a movie, ready to take on some bloody monsters.

If at any time, everything was taken from me, I would still have myself. And I really like what I'm left with. I'm happy on my own. I'm strong from my practice. I'm breathing and that's the only connection I need.

40 Day Prosperity Plan: Day 4 / It Feels…

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40 Day Prosperity Plan Day 4: Through my consciousness of my God-Self, the Christ within, as my Source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the Presence of God within me is my supply.

Transmuting
Overwhelm
Into
Excitement

Remembering that I can always go back to my breath, the breath is the secret, it's the key to unlock lucid dreamland, where you know life through feeling not thought

I can always go back to my breath

My God-Self is my breath.
The Christ within is my breath.
My source is my breath.
My abundance is my breath.
I keep my thoughts on my breath, my connection to source, my awareness of substance of Spirit.
Consciousness of my breath is consciousness of the Presence of God within me.

I am my supply. I am my reason for feeling good. I can always get back there with my breath.

I am awareness. I am consciousness. I don't care what you think.

It Feels Too Good
But you up your tolerance for feeling good every day.

Just go back to your breath. That is is always is was the key

Breathe in and raise your vibration
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and be here now
Breathe out and be here now

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Breathe in and raise the vibration
Breathe out and release the resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration
breathe out and release your resistance

breathe in and be here now
Breathe out and relax relax relax

Breathe in and slow down
Breathe out and let your worries go

Breathe in and be here now
Breathe out and relax

Let it come to you

Breathe in and be here now
Breathe out and release your resistance

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
breathe out and LOVE YOUR LIFE BECAUSE IT'S JUST FOR FUN!

Breathe in and be here now
Breathe out and relax

Breathe in and remember YOU ARE A CHILD OF THE UNIVERSE
Breathe out and relax

It's ok
It's all going to be ok

40 Day Prosperity Plan: Day 3–DOMINATE YOUR MIND

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40 Day Prosperity Plan Day 3: I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinite Prosperity. Therefore, my consciousness is filled with the Light of Truth.

This morning we sat for 15 minutes. I had this vision of my breath being this little Valcor (Falcor? from the Neverending Story) animal that goes in and out of my body and I have to trust that he'll come back when I let him out and that's what all of life is.

So the Abe quote yesterday was,

Whenever you're trying to understand anything that is as huge as all of the Universe, or as huge as all eternity, all you have to do is bring it back to something simple that you do understand, and ask the questions and apply them. And then you can understand the Whole. Everything that's true of the Whole is true of the individual.

That's why meditating on breath is so profound because it's the simplest thing to understand, and the real live example is always with you.
It must go out to come back in.
You must let it go and trust it will come back.

You must let go and trust.




We sat for another 5 minutes before cracking open our bottle of Cab/Merlot. I've been learning how to become dominant. My power thoughts:
Be dominant.
How dare you ______!
I dare you to _____.

It's helping me become more dominant over my mind. I accept my desires without wavering. If my mind wants to doubt me or my path, I say, "How dare you question my choices?" or to keep those negative thoughts at bay: "Mind, I dare you to talk shit about what I'm doing."

I also became preoccupied with making the following sentence a poster or tshirt:

My consciousness is filled with the Light of Truth

40 Day Prosperity Plan: Day 2

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Day 2 of the Prosperity Plan: I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand, and to know that the Divine Presence I AM is the Source and Substance of all my good.

I woke up two hours early, feeling great! I checked my email to find we received a surprise $90 payment! It's working, it's really working!

Today's passage reminds me how important the two words I AM are. In a way it's still a mysterious concept to me, but after reading The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts, I understand it a little better. I AM my experience. I cannot be separated from my world, my reality. Thus, I AM all of the abundance, richness and wonder that I see. The trees, the cars, the water--that's all me. I AM all of the abundance I can perceive.

I cannot be separated from my experience. I am the divine presence creating this experience. My mind can't, and doesn't want to understand these ideas. I AM allowing myself to know these truths and be these truths. Words seem to only get in the way.

When I choose to be my reason for feeling good, by making good choices and thinking thoughts that feel good, I can see that I am the source and substance of all my good. I get to choose the good I receive by becoming it first. Right now I am choosing to be abundant, and I am seeing it reflected in so many ways.

As Seen On DMT--art by Ryan and Kelly

40 Day Prosperity Plan: Day 1

As Seen On DMT--art by Ryan and Kelly

Kelly and I are embarking on this 40 day prosperity plan for the second time. (Read about the first time here.)

Every day we meditate on a different passage, then take notes about the experience. Here is today's:

Day 1. God is lavish, unfailing Abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the Universe. This all providing Source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me — the Reality of me.

We meditated for 10 minutes this afternoon, and while it was difficult for me to focus at first, I felt relieved to have something to contemplate during meditation. My mind doesn't necessarily like hearing "the truth" but eventually it calmed down.

The plan began working immediately. We had an EXCELLENT time at the gym, getting to talk with friends. Everyone was brimming with good news. We gave and received many compliments. When we returned home, we found we had received a $50 donation! Kelly found a dime on the floor of the laundry room. It's working, it's working!

Tonight we sat for 15 more minutes and I repeated each chunk of the passage over and over to the beat of the washing machine. "God is lavish, unfailing abundance. God is lavish, unfailing abundance. God is lavish, unfailing abundance." Repeating each phrase helped me better understand the message.

During Body Attack class at the gym, I hurt the middle of my back, running too hard without tightening my abs enough to protect my spine. Louise Hay says that middle back issues are about guilt. I've realized that much of my resistance to abundance is from feeling guilty--having more than others, not doing enough "work" to deserve it.

Today I am beginning to accept that I deserve abundance. I deserve lavish, unfailing Abundance. We all do. And it's ok for me to feel like I deserve it. I deserve lavish, unfailing Abundance. I deserve lavish, unfailing Abundance. I deserve to be an individualized Source of infinite prosperity.

I deserve to feel like I'm allowed to be abundant. I deserve to feel abundant! I deserve to receive!

When I write, "I deserve to receive," I can feel the immediate resistance. "Why should I? What did I do to deserve it??"

What I did to deserve it is that I came to physical reality to expand the universe. Just being here is all I need to do to deserve lavish, unfailing abundance. All of man's ideas about work and toil and effort are just that--ideas, not reality. The reality of me is that I am god--lavish, unfailing abundance, the all providing source of infinite prosperity, individualized as me.

I deserve prosperity. I deserve to enjoy my life, worry free. I deserve abundance from every direction. I deserve to feel good. I deserve to feel god. I deserve lavish, unfailing abundance. I deserve financial success. I deserve financial freedom. I deserve to receive.

I deserve to receive. I deserve to receive. I'm allowed to receive. I'm allowing myself to receive.

Free cupcakes!

Daily Guide to Life Design #16: Accept Gifts

Free cupcakes!

I used to say, "I hate getting gifts." It felt so embarrassing. I always felt guilty, like I had nothing to give in return. And what if I didn't like it? I'd have to fake gratitude.

What a shitty vibe! I now know that my aversion to gifts was caused by training myself into guilty thought patterns from childhood. I always had plenty, while some of my friends didn't have enough. How could I joyfully accept presents when other people weren't receiving?? What did I ever do to deserve kindness and generosity??

In the past three years I've been really getting to the bottom of my abundance vs. lack vibration. Today marks the first day that I can say the scales have tipped! Enter: the PayPal Offer.

Our friend Amber blogged about using the PayPal app to eat for free. Intrigued, Kelly investigated. It turns out PayPal is doing a promotion where, if you use their app to pay in local stores, they put $5, $7, $10 or even $20 towards your bill. The best part is that the PayPal money functions like gift cards--you never have to shell out any of your own money. You just check in with the app at the store, tell the cashier you're paying with PayPal, and you get your receipt. You can even buy alcohol and tip with this magical money!

There were over 30 local merchants with PayPal offers. Many of them expired today, so Kelly and I made it our mission this week to check out all these deals.

4 cent sammie at Burro

At first, I felt guilty. I felt like I was getting away with something bad. I felt like someone must be getting the short end of the stick. Who was I to go all around town getting free food when I have plenty of money to pay for groceries??

Kelly at Moonshine

But the more places we visited, the more I was able to see the experience as me being absolutely SHOWERED with gifts from the universe. Not only were we trying all sorts of new places and eating delicious treats, but we were meeting new friends and noticing so many synchronicities. And on a couple occasions, we paid more than the PayPal offer covered, so we actually ended up patronizing new establishments with our own hard-earned cash. PayPal got what they wanted--we used their app to save OVER $120 in one week! The businesses got new customers. And we got to have so much fun!

PayPal emails

This feeling of guilt about receiving has been one of my main points of contrast as an adult. But this week I've felt more and more like I did when I was a child--totally abundant, free and taken care of by the universe. And no one else had to go without because I accepted a gift.

Daily Guide to Life Design #10: Celebrate Your Failures!

Donations...

So I didn't get that job I applied for. But I decided to celebrate it! Who wants a job anyway?

Today I was inputting some data into our income spreadsheet. I looked at where all of our income was coming from this month and it was this list:

I think I'm doing just fine! The universe is helping me focus on what's working right now--my own business, with entirely passive income. That's what Kelly and I deliberately created years ago with vision boards! I dreamt it, and now it's happening. And today was my very first Bandcamp sale. One door closes, another opens!

60 Things Going Right Today

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  1. We got our books (the second version of Doing Thinking Feeling Being) in the mail!
  2. They are beautiful!
  3. I did my pull ups!
  4. We're listening to old Drake!
  5. We worked on some art today
  6. And yesterday got to go to an awesome critique at St. Ed's
  7. I invited a bunch of people to our show!
  8. Everyone was so sweet when they replied!
  9. I took lots of photos today
  10. Hot shower!
  11. Hot coffee!
  12. Kale smoothie
  13. Called around & found notebook binding glue
  14. Planned our errands for tomorrow
  15. We get to go to Kinkos and Whole Foods and Paper Source!
  16. I get to see my mom next Friday!
  17. I'm sober!
  18. We're making money!
  19. I feel abundant!
  20. My cats are cute
  21. Kelly and I made pancakes!
  22. With bacos
  23. And our fridge is so clean
  24. And we get to have homemade vegetable soup for dinner
  25. And I have a bunch of tips written down for next week
  26. It's Caturday!
  27. We have plenty
  28. I'm ready for a new camera!
  29. I invited my parents to our show
  30. I feel confident about our work!
  31. Our worksheets are awesome
  32. Jimmy complimented our work
  33. I'm dreaming I love you
  34. We figured out our xmas gifts!
  35. We have bagels
  36. And vegan butter
  37. I retaped our phone charger
  38. We got up early (12p!)
  39. Kelly took the garbage out
  40. I scooped
  41. Our place is clean
  42. Compliments on insta on our new book!
  43. Tweets from friends
  44. Projecting a signal of love by saying "I love you" to whatever my attention falls on
  45. Meditated
  46. Kelly started the laundry
  47. Funny dreams
  48. It's going to be warmer tomorrow!
  49. I feel fit and healthy
  50. I'm excited for our show!
  51. We finalized our drinks and snacks!
  52. People are so supportive
  53. We have great friends
  54. We have heat!
  55. And a beautiful home!
  56. Lots of people joining the School of Life Design group
  57. I might have a new pen pal!!
  58. I dealt with almost all my emails
  59. Paypal transfer!
  60. I am at peace with what is!

60 Signs of Abundance

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  1. We walked 5 miles
  2. Returned library books
  3. Didn't buy pops
  4. Plenty of greens
  5. Smoothie
  6. Met Ethan
  7. Chilled with Betty
  8. Talked to Nate
  9. Drew with Betty and Ethan
  10. Wrote!
  11. Our kitties are cute
  12. Did our budget!!!
  13. Paid 3 bills!
  14. Had Amy over!
  15. Sold a bunch of worksheets!
  16. Showed off our art!
  17. Vodka!
  18. Laundry's done
  19. Went outside during daylight
  20. Took videos
  21. Worked on a new worksheet
  22. Did my pullups
  23. Got great FB likes
  24. Ethan works out at Gold's
  25. It's the weekend
  26. It's 3:12 my birthday
  27. Craft fair invite
  28. Leftovers
  29. Got to meet Andrew
  30. 100% time affluence
  31. Passive income
  32. Wrote new worksheet prompts
  33. Got to hang out with my wife
  34. Compromises!
  35. Donated some clothes and books
  36. Letting go of stuff
  37. Letting go of thoughts
  38. Cold clean water
  39. Gave tp to Amy
  40. Saw a g wagon
  41. Dada in every moment
  42. Cleaned
  43. Scooped
  44. Warm today!
  45. Didn't spend any money
  46. Pre-paved
  47. Dealt with my loans!
  48. Pixabay!
  49. Made art
  50. Fede tweets
  51. Quality FB stalking
  52. Sticking to our decisions
  53. Making money all day
  54. Feeling better
  55. Betty's break
  56. Txted Stan
  57. Opportunity knocking
  58. We have tissues
  59. Filled out our own worksheets all day
  60. Had a status meeting and it was fun!