I am so happy to be spending NYE doing things I’d love to be doing for all of 2015: hooping, writing, publishing books, listening to Nicki Minaj, making videos, meditating, and loving my wife and home and friends and family and kitties.
I have a few intentions for 2015: above all, RELAX. Also, to eat more protein and less sugar and fat, to try a little harder at the gym, to count as high as I can every day. Last year didn’t play out exactly as I envisioned, but I did publish a new book and release a few addictions and face a LOT of my fears.
Today I am celebrating how far I’ve come, from bulimia and drug addiction and self-hate, to hula hoops and my own book of spells and fucking PRESENCE. Today I am toasting to the magick life!
Here’s Alexandra Franzen’s New Year worksheet from last year, let’s do it again!
In 2015, I am building: my bad bitch side. (The side that DOES ME. The side that doesn’t feel guilty. The side that asks for what she wants and stands up for herself. The side that rules the world!)
This building — my body of work — will include a few very helpful offerings for the world, including: (1) the most refined, beautiful, powerful magickal book of spells in the world and (2) video entheogens.
In order to build what I want to build, I’ll need to release / remove a few things from my world, including: worrying, distraction, unfocused attention.
Because what I really want to be known for is being: a sexy acid alien beaming your bitch up.
When things start to feel overwhelming, I will keep it simple by reminding myself that my job is simply: 12345678910.
And by this time next year, I will be SO proud to have completed ONE big thing, which is unconditional self love.
And THAT is my plan for 2015.
Wouldn’t it be nice to go to the Austin Blogcademy?!
This morning the brilliant Novaa Veo commented on one of my “thought direction” posts. She mentioned that my posts were inspiration for the spells she uses while doing energy work at her altar.
How magickal and amazing is that?! I realized -I- should be using my posts as spells while doing energy work at my altar! But first: to make the altar!
I’ve always loved ritual and it’s always worked for me. Why I haven’t been doing a daily ritual with magickal objects at an altar is completely beyond me! But there’s no time like today to start.
I gathered my most useful tools: a kaleidoscope, a deck of tarot cards, a tea light and a cozy wooden box. I began to fill the box with objects that called to me, knowing they would guide my ritual. I dusted the bottom with gold glitter and admired my new treasure box!
To begin, I light the candle. I take a peek into the kaleidoscope and pull myself into the Now (it helps to whisper “Now. Now. Now.”).
Next, I visualize activating my chakras, pulling love and life force into my body like this:
I breathe in and bring light into my crown chakra.
I breathe out and activate my crown chakra.
I breathe in and bring light into my third eye chakra.
I breathe out and activate my third eye chakra.
I breathe in and bring light into my throat chakra.
I breathe out and activate my throat chakra.
I breathe in and bring light into my heart chakra.
I breathe out and activate my heart chakra.
I breathe in and bring light into my solar plexus chakra.
I breathe out and activate my solar plexus chakra.
I breathe in and bring light into my navel chakra.
I breathe out and activate my navel chakra.
I breathe in and bring light into my spine chakra.
I breathe out and activate my spine chakra.
I shuffle the tarot cards and pull one out. This card sets the tone for the ritual, helping me remember the big picture of what I’m doing. Today’s card, the 5 of swords, reminds me that I need to take care of myself, but also serve the greater good. An excellent omen for my new practice!
After the tarot reading, I open the box and read the card taped to the lid. “Enjoy the contrast. You are the creator. Have fun, play, be mad! Be a joy to watch. It’s for your eyes only. I totally and completely love and accept myself. I am my reason for feeling good.” I begin pulling items out of the box, repeating an affirmation for each object.
- A. Feather: I am light.
- B. Claw pendant: I let go of my resistance.
- C. Clear gemstone: I am magickal.
- D. Heart crystal: I love myself. I am my reason for feeling good. I project love and serve the greater good.
- E. Fish hook pendant: I honor my body.
- F. Pentagram: I am abundant in every way.
- G. Bottle filled with carbon: (Open bottle) I transmute my fears into excitement. (Close bottle)
- H. Cross: I am evolving into Christ consciousness.
- I. Silver canister: (Open) I wish for _______. (Close)
- J. Gratitude stone: I am grateful for _______.
- K. Mirror shard: It can only reflect me.
- L. Hematite bead: I am grounded.
- M. Hemp seed: I am becoming.
- N. Pink stone: I thank all those who have helped me come this far.
- O. Wisdom tooth: I remember my mortality and resolve to live this day to the fullest.
After my affirmations, I do a few rounds of EFT about any resistant thoughts I may have. “Even though I ________, I still totally and completely love and accept myself.”
I spend a few moments in a meditative state, feeling for my inner body. And with that, I’m done! I do a quick grounding spell to release the energy I have gathered: “I now ground this energy that hasn’t been used and return it to the earth. Thank you for helping me.”
What kind of rituals do you use? What are your magickal implements? I’d love to hear your own process!